从没想过,自己这么阳光的一个女孩子,这半个月选择了摆烂的生活。整个状态就是:我什么都不想做,什么也都没有做。无论是工作还是生活,我都是在迷茫中度过。 ![5c5848f029e8e4310f6d9856fd94457.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/kellydoudou/23zGXyX8LikXZdsuigZ3aSFBfe9jtm8JXJCWyqKFSu1Qa9LHu3ZZDs4dtZqidFAZ6Txbf.jpg) 也就是这周的陪伴,我才终于恢复到正常的生活。前段时间,因为没有合适的衣服穿,也是因为自己的肚子大,总是觉得自己每天都是能够洗脸出门已经很不错了。这种懒散的状态是不对的,但是我也这样做了。 连续的两周,我几乎每天晚上都不涂脸,每天都熬夜,啥事没做,就是玩手机,也没有看任何电视剧,也没有和我的同学联系,只是单纯地有些抑郁。总是去抱怨生活中的各种不公平,但是为了谋生也没有办法改变,也正是这种抱怨情绪一直让我的生活充满了各种emoji. 至于我最热爱的听课,这半个月,我一节课都没有听,这就意味着我一点都没进步,每天都在摸鱼的状态。对于课程的设计,基本都是在做高三的题,我打印了8套题,大概是能够够五一放假前的任务,这样也就不用去文印室印东西了。高一的课程,我也是越来越随意,不知道自己哪里来的自信。有一天完型和七选五都没有看过,直接就去讲了。 印象很深,那晚,我特别疲倦,但是我什么都不想做,只是想把答案填上,就在家里躺着,躺着的感觉很爽。这两周也是疯狂跑医院或者去小商店给娃娃买一些他需要的东西,时间就在这些事情中渐渐流逝,我也似乎忘了那个阳光开朗的我。 今天,我想把正能量的自己找回来,收拾好自己,好好记录生活,好好爱自己。 爱自己是所有幸福的开头,我应该是自己的那座山。
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需要时间来慢慢调节 你现在急需一个五一假期 😁
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哈哈,是的
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@tipu curate
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