<h1>6 years ago my best friend of many years raped me in my sleep.</h1>

He then gaslighted me and told me it was in my head. We were both drunk and when I woke up to him raping me I went outside and started sobbing and freaking out and wanted to call the police but he kept telling me it didn't happen, I was drunk, I was dreaming,  and they wouldn't believe me and I was a victim of repeated abuse and molestation and he knew this; at the time I wasn't strong enough to stand up for myself or even believe in myself. 

but now I am and I know he raped me I literally woke up as it was happening.  I am no longer going to be silent. I know he is now married and I am disgusted by the fact that the woman has no idea what a monster he is. I am tempted to write her but I know I will be discredited as a crazy ex-girlfriend because we briefly dated. But I did at least want him to know that I fucking know what he did and shatter any illusion he's created in his head of being a good guy so I sent him a message: 

"I know you're all married now and everything but what happened that night is not okay. I know what happened and gaslighting me worked but I know and I hope you know.

If you have a baby daughter I hope you think of what you did to me and realize you are the person to fear."

<h3>Steemit has given me a voice.</h3>
I have said it before and will say it again, steemit has changed my life. I am standing up and confronting all the people that wronged me. Toxic family, fuckers from my past that harmed me, all of them. I am so glad to be standing so strong. 

<b>My being silent made him convince himself it really didn't happen and I will god-damn remind him it did.</b>

<h1>Hey Brad, you didn't break me but I know you're a monster.</h1>

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