Life experience taught me many lessons. I used to be a very serious person in dealing with many things. I can not relax and ignorant. 

When you see a serious person, he is kind but there is a lot of chaos in such a person. Serious feelings cause me to become a person who demands that others think the same as myself. In fact everyone is different. I used to measure other people by the size I had in mind.

But I realize that it is not healthy. My feelings become jealous when I see other people succeed. This jealousy makes me work as if I'm working hard even though I'm not. 

What happened was the other way around. I am very hard on myself. I don't want to stay up late with friends, I don't want to smoke to create an intimate atmosphere, and I don't want to withdraw from people who don't agree with me.

Today I realized that I used to be so stupid. Now, I am honored to open myself up to other people. I make friends with anyone. When there is a problem, I like to tell stories using bamboo ladders.

Now I enjoy life and watching TV.