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<center> <b>RANDOM THOUGHTS </b> </center>

I'm not entirely certain of what to compose for this blog. It's been for some time since I've written something interesting or worth sharing. Or on the other hand, I possibly lost the inspiration or motivation to do as such. Perhaps I could simply write about a piece of my 2020. A ton has happened a year ago, a serious life crazy ride.

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A couple of ups and downs and a ton of learning summarizes my 2020. I've come to understand that life isn't a race. But a greater amount of developing and gradually turning into the individual you need to be. I was content with what I had. It was working out positively, not what I've arranged but rather it was okay. I was happy with my work and delighted in the company of my co-workers. A family-like environment is presumably the most ideal way to portray it. However, my deepest longings were many, I needed a greater amount of what was given to me. I needed the cravings to be met right away. Just to discover that I wasn't developing and I was troubled in the wake of choosing to move to an alternate company. Notwithstanding the incredible pay and advantages offered I detested it. The place was simply brimming with greed and toxicity. I would wake up exhausted and simply do the normal schedules. I resembled a robot. I lost my inspiration.


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I can't write everything on this blog that may uncover my identity. (Hehe). Yet, I got back to my past company, where I was glad and gradually growing as a person. I understood that to arrive at my goal I should have been patient and content. I needed to slow down and trust that time will sparkle for me, soon.


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I don't know whether many have encountered this journey in life. This is only my opinion out of the circumstances, I've encountered. I don't know whether this blog is helpful to a few however choose to be happy and appreciate the things you have now.


Thank you for reading. 


Love,
<b><i>Anaphiel</i></b>


<CENTER>ALL PHOTOS ARE MINE.</CENTER>