This is a quick meander about my recent @deepdives posts around the subject of personality traits,types, and accompanying pathologies - ones that can help people identify potential negative circumstances they find themselves in, sometimes involving those closest to them. As happened with me. It's also a reply (of sorts) to @small1axe.  I will be divulging more of my personal story in time - It will help illustrate the points in the posts I've written. But - the posts on behaviors and personality types need to be written _first_, before I can then put my experiences into a context that people will understand and hopefully make use of for themselves. Context. So, a quick take... I’ve been ‘studying’ personality traits – ‘disorders’ ( I detest that word), on and off now for several years. Why? Because of my own upbringing and experiences in life, it’s something that’s very close to my heart. What really sparked my research, initially, was my brother- and a four year saga of being taken advantage of. For me, it was a case of ‘The T-shirt didn’t say how the mouth behaved’ sort of thing. So, when emotions had settled down, and I had time to reflect, (to see things objectively), understanding various personality types was a natural route to take to find some answers to my many, many , questions. #### The 'episode' with my brother cost me A FUCKING LOT. …In all sort of ways, financially being the least troublesome of them. THIS is what really started me down this road – An exercise in understanding, or at least _trying_ to understand - and _how_ I been duped. ( I wasn't exactly what you'd call a naive soul - or so I thought, anyways).  In retrospect, (and armed with the knowledge I have now), there’s _not a chance in hell_ that it would - or could - ever happen again... but like they say ,_‘the best lessons on life are the ones that cost you the most'_, as painful as that experience may be. Hopefully I learned enough so that it’s commensurate with the losses that I've incurred. That’s an impossible calculation, I know that - but it makes me feel better that there might be some kind of karmic equalizer at work.  I’m an optimist, what can I say? So, just a quick heads up ( @small1axe) as to where I might be going with this...
| author | lucylin |
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My older only brother was diagnosed with a schizophrenic mental disorder at his early 20th's , now i read this i start to think that he was a covert narcissist that could not feed his needed supply . And it might not be your created view ,it's the way you bring it , so thks for spending time spiting true those mostly over-complicated dull mental state medical books . Ho'and, i do know Karma ,.... seen her being a bitch to others many times ;-)
| author | small1axe |
|---|---|
| permlink | qhy69p |
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