Three weeks left for my community service. Then I will decide if I can attend steemfest or not. The community service has drained a lot of my energy to meet people and to socialize. Sure, there are good days when the children aren't annoying and when other members are being cooperative. However, there are days when I am done pretending like I care about this whole thing. I have compensated a lot of things from strangers a.k.a the team members.  I am trying to be always nice but everything is always at my cost of health either physically or mentally. 

 I can only hope this activity will be done soon so I can be back living in seclusion for another 6 months or so. 

But then, I remember I have planned to attend steemfest 4 in Thailand.  Now, I am not very sure if I can attend it since that would also require a lot of energy.  I am not the type of person who likes to travel all year. I have tried and it drained a lot of my energy. It's like the more I meet people, the more I don't want to meet them. I like everything to be done moderately not excessively.

Not to mention, I haven't consider all the costs that I will spend in Thailand + the ticket to steemfest. There's that. Still though, I really want to go. Finger crossed. 

On another note, couple days ago, I received a warning on possible massive earthquake and a potential tsunami happening in area where I am  doing the community service. It's quite scary considering we don't know when exactly that will happen. I only hope for the best while I am still here in the area. 

That's all I can update right now. 

[*macchiata*]