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While I was lurking around today, I found someone who mentioned working 12-16 hours a day. That reminds me of one time in my life where I spent that much of hours to work my ass off. Do I like my job? Do I love money? no and yes. My main reason of working too much was because I was running from my problem.
How far could I run? well not that far. By 2019 I got too burned out and started feeling anhedonia. I also created more problems on top of my unsolvable problems. Only in 2020, I started realizing many things in life and decided to let go my dreams and goals.
By the end of 2020, instead of having more energy to work, I started having lethargy issue where I was bed-ridden. I felt very old and sick that time. Then, though I still have this lethargy problem, my mood greatly improves as I stay close with my mother and eliminating some financial worries that I have. So though my financial situation was not great, I managed to lower my expenses.
This january, I feel much rejuvenated from life and my bagagge. So, I am looking forward to work more and by more I mean 10 to 12 hours a day. I am quite thrilled.
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Mac covers technology, philosophy, nootropics, books, productivity, minimalist lifestyle, cybersecurity and languages. Other than those, she is passionate about cooking and travel. In her free time, she enjoys learning art and exploring new hobbies. In Hive, she enjoys writing essays, reviews and answering life philosophical questions.
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