Growing up is the time of measuring the life from every critical angles and as the years begin to roll on we keep getting better at finding what is laid hidden as the secret meaning. 

Yeah,I deeply feel the restlessness, the agony and sorrow to be in such situation you are facing, specially emerging from a family of high institutional status and that clumsy state of attitude often exchanged.But, let me tell you despite living alone and solitude, apart from the depth of cordial touches from dear ones and family members most of the time, one day things would be pretty clear and possibly a solution would be there for you. 

The puzzle that seems to you as a complex one will someday be as easy that you could solve it in a blink of eyelids. Just then cast a judgment of my words. 

Have a blessed Life. Aameen. 

I used to be obsessed about growing up. Seeing the many shites life threw at me as a child, I used to think growing up will make this all go away as I'll be able to take the charge for my life.

But now when I'm 24, doing my undergrad, with no fucking clue about what I'll do in the coming days after I graduate; I feel like I overestimated the *growing up* part of my life, my existence, as its not as jolly and fun as I'd hooe for it to be.

I won't lie, growing up and being an adult has helped me to some extent from various aspects, but the shitfest these perks brought along get too much to bear at times.

But for some weird reason, I still feel like growing up a bit more would solve these shits for me. I know that ain't true, I know life won't necessarily get better, but I kinda believe with time I'll be even better at coping up with whatever life throws at me. Fingers crossed.

When I was young I thought growing up was all the fun.The elder people are so independent! They can do whatever they want.
But as I grew older I saw that true freedom was disappearing.All around is responsibility and responsibility.