When I see two lovers I always wonder how it all began because I always say to my self that I can't really fall in love like that which makes most of my friend always laugh at me saying one day when I will finally fall in love I will know how it feels. ![images (10).jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mayorkeys/EpGUcqPBuu3MViEWJivB5CXFXf9VDtAeNQv1vcRHBiZRKPjzMvKpGE6CRyACJh2ATRN.jpeg) [Source](https://www.proprofs.com/quiz-school/story.php?title=does-your-crush-like-you-girls-only_1) Due to the fact that I don't want to fall in love with anyhow person because my Friend do use this word for me HARD TO GET WILL LATER BE SOFT WHEN HE FALL IN LOVE , I had to always keep female friends so I can be comfortable and get attention anytime. ![images (7).jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mayorkeys/EopsxCaCLF6Z97ikpAGX4GU6tn4wUcz6v6KjQgf7AK9fxfEt2wNQWv35ngwWoo7YgXe.jpeg) [Source](https://www.charleneeckstein.com/blog/love-vs-crush-infatuationwhats-the-difference) I have this friend of mine her name is Beatrice she is one of my closest friend I ever had in my life she is more than a best friend to me the way we relate anytime we are together always make people and even her friends have the thinking of we two dating each other. ![images (9).jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mayorkeys/23tvZhkaQLzdw6aWvuMnRWHQWVAra1AF8NNhn5CtzfVqaVehvWXFbWSSpH8k2H5YeLpr8.jpeg) [Source](https://www.lovepanky.com/flirting-flings/get-flirty/how-to-act-cool-in-front-of-your-crush) She comes to my house anytime due to the level of intimacy we had, we talk almost everyday and chat. It got to a stage when I wasn't feeling okay at all that she would spend most of her time with me and sometimes sleep over at my place. We do almost everything in common.. ![images (8).jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mayorkeys/23vi1f82KChEheHGPYLDdyV4DJ2R7fHovVXg8BisZT8LMuo9Soq7JtY6sr3sS3LNBcZkp.jpeg) [Source](https://lovedevani.com/ways-to-get-closer-to-your-crush) It got to a stage another feeling start coming to my mind everyday, I was already having crush on my best friend but I couldn't say it out, I had to control and change that mindset because if I don't do that I am having the fear that I could loose the friendship and all those things we already had in common would be a waste. ![images (11).jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mayorkeys/241tk6M8jPuMA971378xFPz4RGmhU7YWmmaQWS9PJd3t8ZQZvaxikP1ameXYrQYWMJ2Xn.jpeg) [Source](https://hernorm.com/how-to-know-if-a-guy-has-a-crush-on-you-secretly/) Anytime I have a close friend I wouldn't want anything that would disrupt or spoil our friendship so i just free my mind and everything came back to normal the way we use to do
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voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
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kennyskitchen | 0 | 16,999,642,961 | 11% | ||
juansgalt | 0 | 6,482,076,531 | 11% | ||
sterlinluxan | 0 | 6,613,041,510 | 20% | ||
burntmd | 0 | 1,140,522,990 | 11% | ||
johnvibes | 0 | 5,059,978,353 | 2.2% | ||
elamental | 0 | 26,070,553,096 | 17% | ||
catherinebleish | 0 | 1,153,986,936 | 5.5% | ||
terrybrock | 0 | 760,834,948 | 5.5% | ||
dannyshine | 0 | 2,843,100,027 | 3.85% | ||
dbroze | 0 | 14,463,454,879 | 11% | ||
wearechange-co | 0 | 13,487,539,406 | 11% | ||
makinstuff | 0 | 6,396,134,693 | 5.5% | ||
hopehuggs | 0 | 4,702,625,810 | 11% | ||
freebornsociety | 0 | 569,413,808 | 3.85% | ||
whatamidoing | 0 | 7,611,569,283 | 3.6% | ||
antimedia | 0 | 1,488,657,498 | 11% | ||
colinhoward | 0 | 6,172,432,342 | 13% | ||
binkyprod | 0 | 1,090,288,888 | 1.37% | ||
stefen | 0 | 38,867,696 | 3% | ||
bryandivisions | 0 | 1,967,969,619 | 11% | ||
heart-to-heart | 0 | 1,354,596,336 | 2.2% | ||
vincentnijman | 0 | 13,821,416,992 | 10% | ||
tribesteemup | 0 | 2,825,720,746,450 | 11% | ||
solarsupermama | 0 | 2,156,077,427 | 11% | ||
taskmaster4450 | 0 | 65,964,162,277 | 2.75% | ||
revisesociology | 0 | 33,675,025,770 | 2.2% | ||
canadianrenegade | 0 | 6,236,867,708 | 5% | ||
trucklife-family | 0 | 36,569,789,679 | 5.5% | ||
lishu | 0 | 818,517,409 | 11% | ||
belleamie | 0 | 562,326,091 | 2.75% | ||
careywedler | 0 | 5,751,916,758 | 11% | ||
firststeps | 0 | 801,785,213 | 5.5% | ||
paradigmprospect | 0 | 8,055,131,979 | 6.6% | ||
eaglespirit | 0 | 9,360,101,666 | 5% | ||
mountainjewel | 0 | 10,491,738,095 | 5.5% | ||
moxieme | 0 | 973,581,766 | 20% | ||
borrowedearth | 0 | 871,977,274 | 5.5% | ||
hempress | 0 | 930,467,690 | 11% | ||
homestead-guru | 0 | 4,066,180,582 | 5.5% | ||
steemsmarter | 0 | 1,487,775,294 | 3.63% | ||
antisocialist | 0 | 34,499,114,762 | 7% | ||
celestialcow | 0 | 1,574,936,357 | 2.42% | ||
sanderjansenart | 0 | 794,219,322 | 0.55% | ||
bobaphet | 0 | 3,904,794,777 | 10% | ||
artemislives | 0 | 14,721,232,134 | 5.5% | ||
indigoocean | 0 | 5,423,818,692 | 5.5% | ||
truthabides | 0 | 526,848,412 | 11% | ||
cambridgeport90 | 0 | 531,881,014 | 5.5% | ||
inspirewithwords | 0 | 7,473,815,593 | 1.65% | ||
mannacurrency | 0 | 2,237,769,836 | 1.1% | ||
starstrings01 | 0 | 796,899,951,284 | 67% | ||
cwow2 | 0 | 465,811,381,166 | 63.65% | ||
vibesforlife | 0 | 2,992,118,742 | 15% | ||
bia.birch | 0 | 760,888,434 | 5.5% | ||
tribevibes | 0 | 18,128,205,686 | 11% | ||
haleakala | 0 | 11,346,813,535 | 8.8% | ||
psycultureradio | 0 | 4,461,055,887 | 8.03% | ||
imagenius.too | 0 | 78,711,502,976 | 67% | ||
build-it | 0 | 1,882,674,410 | 0.88% | ||
fenngen | 0 | 1,087,138,342 | 2.75% | ||
abundance.tribe | 0 | 37,628,372,730 | 11% | ||
ninnu | 0 | 5,019,505,308 | 1.1% | ||
anafae | 0 | 1,829,324,766 | 2.75% | ||
hivelift | 0 | 3,262,275,702 | 11% | ||
crossculture | 0 | 132,579,064,768 | 12% |