人生漫漫长路 by min520

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hive-105017 · @min520 · May 10 '21

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人生漫漫长路

有时候会想，未来自己会是什么样子，高兴的时候觉得未来是阳光灿烂的，沮丧的时候就会怀疑自己以后会不会过得很惨。

![img_0.351294832765219.jpg](https://images.ecency.com/DQmeXdNs1azFadTKLyxnZaucBNVhAqbTyMLqCMzWyZH39y6/img_0.351294832765219.jpg)

曾经的我曾一度陷入抑郁，三年左右的时间也不算短吧，那些日子里，白天依旧上班，可是几乎每个夜晚，自己都在徘徊挣扎，也总是告诉自己要加油。朋友总说我是她眼里最坚强的妈妈，也许正是这些点点滴滴的话让我慢慢走了过来。一切都得靠自己扛，挺过来了，你就是伟大的妈妈，挺不过来………
偶尔回想起来，认为那应该是我这辈子最昏暗的日子了吧。别人总说爱笑的人运气都不会太差，所以大部分人眼里的我总是笑盈盈的，可是有几个知道背后的我经历着什么。
我应该感恩我摆脱了过去（我是这样认为的），也应该感恩仍然陪在身边的家人（尤其是我的妈妈）和真心的朋友。

今天回家比较晚，看到这座城市的夜晚，很美！
未来也会很美！

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@evahe · May 10 '21

你并不孤单，我们人都是差不多的

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@min520 · May 10 '21

嗯，人还是应该多想想美好的事，有希望才会有希望

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@yuanhuahua · May 11 '21

人生总有不如意的时候，心情总有低落的时候，挺过去了就是人生赢家

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