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Theoretically, everything is so easy, super easy, but only when we start to implement them practically is the real struggle we get to face. That's the barrier that needs to be broken to move toward achievement. To be honest, there are lots of things I know, and can explain to you too, but I hardly try myself that way practically. 

Recently I was pursuing something and for which someone gave me some premium resources access to follow and learn. There were tutorials and advanced stuff, and I thought I wouldn't understand them in the first place. But those were not beyond my understanding, every section was understandable to me, I grabbed everything completely, but the problem is that I didn't practice alongside watching those tutorials step by step. So now the problem is that after completing watching all those tutorials, I forgot the exact steps. I know how they work and should be done but I am missing things from my memories in my workflow. 

Okay, as I have mentioned about the lack of practice, it's not like I haven't practiced at all. At one stage, I was compelled to practice and submit reports on given tasks. Those were the days when I was the most obedient kid to perform everything exactly as I was being instructed. During that period I practiced as much as I was told, not more than that,  that's why even after so many months I could understand that advanced stuff while observing but couldn't master it for a blind test as I haven't practiced now. 

Ummmm, wait, am not even so careless, I did solve some labs on my own too. Actually, I had also started a practical learning path in a paid platform where different labs were given similar to real-life projects. Unfortunately, I got busy after completing a quarter, and by the time I was free to dedicate myself back to this, the subscription ran out, and I didn't purchase it again. Now I think I should get it back to complete it again.

But wait again, how many learning phases I would be completing? That's where the real problem is. I am just learning and learning, theoretically, not practicing much whereas I should have implemented my baby steps in real projects and matured slowly. That's where the real problem is. This is why I can tell something by seeing the issue but end up forgetting the exact steps when I am on my way without any hints in front of countless paths to proceed. 

The point to be noted is that I understand these things again and again, and try to break this bad habit, but I always end up in a loop.