Midnight Thoughts by minhajulmredol

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hive-190212 · @minhajulmredol · May 21 '22 (edited)

$21.78

Midnight Thoughts

Change, a great change in me. I can see and feel it, maybe you can't feel it just because you haven't talked to me properly for a while. Maybe you have but you haven't tried to go deep into me to feel those changes. You are still carrying that old image of me that was lost a long ago, the one I have is now mature enough to tackle the impulsiveness of us.


![1653165221260-01.jpeg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/minhajulmredol/Eoe8fM1Cqcsh3SZMXixVbR4MZZHCeork5tR6P5ekuGYLEbTNMEA2Eoma8L6ekVDe394.jpeg)


I don't write 4 vs 4 lines now, maybe you will see a few words against a paragraph of yours which might create chaos. Last conversation we had didn't end well, I wasn't really hoping for it to go that way. I was expecting you will stop and see what was really happening around you, my silence fueled you more, you kept on judging with the old me and spoiled that conversation. I have learned to tackle things with great patience, trust me this change in me has literally surprised me. I never thought that I would be able to control that reckless attitude of mine. 

I learned to be silent for better goods, an answer is not needed every time. The last conversation could have been even worse if I had spoken just like you did, I didn't because I don't think they are necessary anymore. 

>“If you can’t understand it without an explanation, you can’t understand it with an explanation.”
-Haruki Murakami's 1Q84

Yeah, that's so true, I felt it last time. Why should I explain over and over again if you can't see them on the table? If you are trying to be blind then there is no way to make you see, all I could do was let them flow as they were flowing and so did I. Trust me, I don't even care what happened because I see no fault of me or I have made anything worse, and yeah I am fine and open to you just like I was before any of this conversation. And this is how I let go of some of my feelings without any harm to anyone.

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@rehan12 · May 23 '22

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> And this is how I let go of some of my feelings without any harm to anyone.

This was awesome!

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