Your message is filled with COMPASSION. Thank You. My daughter had a cat scan done by a regular medical office a few month prior to enlisting into the Navy. That medical office told her that she had a renal cyst. She told me 'about a month before her passing' that she had a cyst. No details. Didn't say where. I was foolish. I thought a only tumor was serious, but a cyst was common. I wish now that I would have PRESSED more for details. She was really focused on the fact that the Navy had insurance. I am sure that was important to her, because of the recent info. she'd received about the cyst. After her passing, I found the cat scan report listing a renal cyst. The internet research that I did said that a biopsy is the only way to know if something like that is cancerous. The pathologist found it (4 cm) and tested it during the autopsy. That  autopsy report is how I found out that it was the big C. Upon hearing of my daughters death, I thought she had committed suicide. I had to wait at-least six weeks for the truth. My conversation with the pathologist convinced me otherwise. I questioned, the expert answered. I listened, she was the expert, the scientist. I believe that the medication was instrumental in my daughters death. I do believe that she (or her soul) had a knowing of dying too soon, but I think. she thought it would happen in Afghanistan. I have so many defining moments, memories that are burned into my brain of those final weeks. One is about a discussion we were having about the addictive medication. I said to her "I am 60 yrs. old. I've lived my life. You've got your whole life ahead of you!" I swear the way that she looked at me, and I looked into her eyes, and I knew in my heart, with that LOOK, what she was saying back to me "That's what you think." Clear as day, like some sort of mental telepathy on my part. I'll never forget that. The Navy physical . . . . 2 weeks before. . . . I don't know? Pneumonia can come on fast. I know that the Navy gave her one year to do boot camp or they would come to get her! I've know in my heart for awhile now, that I will get her to Hawaii. No Doubt. That will happen. I've seen the location in my mind. Thank you for caring and for the compassion that are in your words and in your heart.