Things Change by mrnightmare89

hive-109288 · @mrnightmare89 · Oct 22 '22

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Things Change

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In this world nothing is permanent. Everything changes, from appearance and personality. Looks are not just the one change, like growing old but also the kind of lifestyle. Sometimes the kind of fun you once loved will not be seen one. Just like how you loved to stay in a group of people and do some crazy stuff to enjoy the moment; Time will come when you will not find it amusing because you will begin to choose to have a peaceful time.

It depends on how someone understood it but some think it's the best kind of life. It's wrong to feel sad about someone's well-being just because their kind of lifestyle is different from yours. Wrongly, "it's not for you to walk when you are not the one who is wearing the shoes." As time passes and our age gets older, it's not becoming sad but it's about accepting reality.

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Just hours ago I saw my friends who had always been my companion not long ago. I was watching them while I was busy selling in the street. I could tell they were having so much from their actions, voices, and loud laughs. Of course, I was happy for them, in fact, I was smiling while watching them. I won't lie, there was a small percentage that wanted to join them. I wanted to be part of their fun but it was not what I truly desired. I chose to continue selling instead of joining because what was on my heart was different.

Lately, the way I think has become different. I wasn't thinking about how my future would be. All I thought about was enjoying life more and more without thinking about what was going to happen after. I even ignored the time of worrying if there would be food to eat by tomorrow morning or the day after. That's how easy going I was before. I let fate dictate how my destiny would be. It was as if only happiness could be found in life, which is a very wrong mindset.

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I'm not blatantly admitting that I am a different person now. Maybe I matured not long ago and I started worrying about my life in the future. I just thought I am now because I prioritize what's going to happen tomorrow. I am also worried about the status of my family and whether they're in good shape or bad. I am now concerned and thinking of sacrificing the getaway time with friends sometimes. I thought there would be time for that and at the right time of course.

We can not just keep denying the fact that the time will come for us to want a stable life. Either building a family or building a peaceful life where we can go with friends or just have a quiet time. Time helps us to change since it's for our own good. Don't be sad about it but instead be happy because at last, you think rationally. You need it for sure to be ready when the time of getting old comes.

Thank you for reading

*All content is my own unless otherwise noted
If images are being recycled, I just found it fit in my article.*
# ABOUT ME

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<sub>[Paul](https://peakd.com/@mrnightmare89) is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.
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