Understanding what you love by mrnightmare89

hive-114105 · @mrnightmare89 · Oct 16 '20

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Understanding what you love

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# "Are you happy with what you do without money involved?"

I was working before I continued my finished my study now. A coincidence I stumbled that question above. While I was earning because I was working. I got slapped in my face very hard as I asked that on myself. Practically speaking I wouldn't because that's the reason I was working that time. Why would I do something without money for exchange? It's not wrong in some ways because we or I need money to survive. But when I suddenly asked myself after reading that question.

# "Am I happy with what I do?"

Honestly, not because there were times that I didn't feel like working because I wasn't in the mood to do so. I kept on thinking about how my days would be I felt very tired. I was acting that way because I didn't love what I did before. I was just doing it because of money and money made me happy after. Still, the effect on me emotionally about the things I love made me wonder. It made because working on the things you love matter the most.

I compared how we were before when the s**** was very low. I saw people being discouraged to continue on writing. One of the best of example is my friends that I invited. They stopped writing when they were barely earning at least 1 ~~steem~~ per post. Plus, the value got lower and lower. They thought that it was useless kept on writing when the hard work and effort didn't pay. I kept on convincing them that soon it would rise. I had nothing to do anymore because they're determined to leave.

Now, I noticed that the auto upvote from hive.vote is not working very well. Maybe it's the reason why I saw a few hivers are not posting. Maybe because the post didn't earn that much because of it. It is sad to see that we will easily be disappointed by just simple matters when in fact we are here to write. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I know your stories why. I'm just only referring to what I just saw and nothing else. Correct me if I'm wrong or I didn't know that no one is stopping in writing a post or maybe the chain is just not working well. Sorry in advance, by the way, it's just my own opinion.

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Understanding what you love is very important. You don't work with pressure. It's like you're in an open space and you will just keep on spreading your arms because of happiness. You don't care for the surrounding or the people's thoughts. What matters most when you love what you do is your happiness. Before you dive into something you must introduce it to yourself first. If you really love it, is this what you want and you can continue working on it even though bad things might interfere.

I do love writing, really. Maybe those people who are following me thinks I'm a spammer. Sometimes if I'm in the boring mood I keep on writing. 3 or 4 maybe a day or even more. I'm embarrassed when people think about that way towards me. I don't know how to open up my worries inside in person. That's the reason I love writing because it makes me feel lighter inside. Yes, I will not deny that I'm happy when I received a nice value of upvotes. Still, in the same way, I'm happy about it. Especially when I read many comments.

I'm still concerned about what my followers think about me. That's why I decided to have another account from engrave given to me by @chrisrice. I separated my fiction stories, poetry and sometimes article. I don't want them to think about me as a spammer when my reason to keep on writing is because of my happiness. I'm here for 2 years more I think but if you will see my account I'm still not a whale. I don't earn much but sometimes whales giving me with their love. I earned a good upvote sometimes but it's not all the time. So the reason I keep on writing without expecting a good value of upvotes is because of love. I love writing without something in return. But don't hesitate to vote my post because money still important especially these days. 🤗

I love writing in hive because I'm free what kind of content I will write. Also, the people are amazing, so I have no idea why people will leave. There is no reason in my own opinion. 😊 Thank you for reading

d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89

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