<center><sub>***Haven't even been back a week and I'm already shooting blanks.***</sub></center> <center><sup>***Staring at this barren digital canvas. Waiting for my thoughts to paint themselves?***</sup></center> <center>***Or what?***</center> <center></center> # Where is my mind... <sup>***All I can hear is the tinnitus.***</sup> I have *no plan.* I came unprepared for anything. Off the top of my head. That's where these words came from. So much has changed in so little time. I've always preferred to do things on my own, my way, and for me. It's impossible to divide an individual, unless one has a really fancy saw. Yet, I feel conflicted. But who cares about *feelings* these days, plus I'm too old for that shit. The typical response has become generic anyway. *We've heard it all before.* ***"I suffer from depression,"*** is a line I despise. Far more accurate to say, *I experience shitty thoughts and feelings, especially when life wants to be an asshole. I think that's normal, so you can shove those pills up your ass to get the happy farts for all I care,* ***and I'll just beat the living shit out of this punching bag because that's why it's there.*** ### You may now commence judging me. <sup>***I'll live for the entire life sentence.***</sup> Knowing the truth gives me the advantage. Let them talk shit. The fearful recruit more of the fearful for fear of being alone, since that is their nature. *Strength in numbers* becomes a cluster of weakness. Am I scaring you? Of course not. What is there to be afraid of? <center></center> ## These are tears of joy. <sup>***Like ripping sheets of paper, for fun.***</sup> I don't want to be the one who goes down swinging. Kicking and screaming *ain't my style.* If I'm sailing, it's going to be smooth. Going nowhere with this and getting there faster than anyone else; *because I'm that good.* *Confidence becomes arrogance when it goes unchecked. Thank you for the challenge.* **What does it all mean! Why am I yelling within my mind! It's so loud yet I can't hear a thing!** *How are thoughts possible...* .png) ### That explains everything. <sup>***Thoughtlessly.***</sup> Sometimes I feel this world has too many answers and not enough questions. ***What am I?*** The reflection of my own light? ***Or a riddle that shall remain unsolved for an eternity?*** <center>[](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQu3dDpGvbYXqtkB4BkAS7o9WCeGbuseFrDDTfqFYoi9c/NoNamesLeftToUse)</center><center><sup>***One Thing***</sup></center> # <center>Have a nice day.</center> <center></center><center>**Credits:**</center><center>**All art and images seen here were produced digitally, by me.**</center> <center></center><center><sup><sup>**All content within this blog is 100% organic *ACTUAL CONTENT* and contains no paid vote additives!**</sup></sup></center> <center><sub>***"Expect the unexpected to make more sense."***</sub></center> <center><sup>**© 2020 @NoNamesLeftToUse. All rights reserved.**</sup></center>
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permlink | if-there-s-one-thing-i-know-for-sure-it-s-that-i-know-one-thing |
category | art |
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last_update | 2020-02-18 18:04:00 |
depth | 0 |
children | 31 |
last_payout | 2020-02-25 14:41:18 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 11.828 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 9.479 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
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author_reputation | 593,361,688,458,528 |
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voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
---|---|---|---|---|---|
teamsteem | 0 | 105,980,057 | 20% | ||
acidyo | 0 | 3,308,659,587,711 | 30% | ||
klye | 0 | 36,167,666,536 | 100% | ||
oaldamster | 0 | 18,647,511,107 | 100% | ||
kevinwong | 0 | 3,398,055,872,468 | 40% | ||
gerber | 0 | 156,772,926,213 | 7% | ||
daan | 0 | 190,355,916,642 | 3% | ||
hitmeasap | 0 | 12,735,911,010 | 50% | ||
alexsandr | 0 | 3,693,190,237 | 5% | ||
steemit-life | 0 | 22,352,590,104 | 75% | ||
meesterboom | 0 | 2,583,818,701,824 | 100% | ||
arcange | 0 | 54,342,338,383 | 3% | ||
exyle | 0 | 344,117,257,521 | 5% | ||
raphaelle | 0 | 1,366,046,575 | 3% | ||
sazbird | 0 | 110,241,333,542 | 50% | ||
jamesbrown | 0 | 497,996,753,008 | 25% | ||
jphamer1 | 0 | 3,786,021,614,906 | 100% | ||
shanghaipreneur | 0 | 59,686,953,746 | 66.6% | ||
hanshotfirst | 0 | 452,309,230,346 | 9% | ||
wisbeech | 0 | 7,916,939,548 | 100% | ||
carrinm | 0 | 14,512,927,139 | 2% | ||
por500bolos | 0 | 33,433,382,191 | 75% | ||
yzomri | 0 | 316,699,538 | 100% | ||
abh12345 | 0 | 639,270,910,903 | 50% | ||
haphazard-hstead | 0 | 255,547,037,936 | 100% | ||
katharsisdrill | 0 | 280,375,172,471 | 40% | ||
techslut | 0 | 9,310,515,269 | 2.25% | ||
ebryans | 0 | 723,995,256 | 50% | ||
ddschteinn | 0 | 91,723,294,080 | 100% | ||
cardboard | 0 | 20,910,574,910 | 100% | ||
dreemit | 0 | 39,716,917,332 | 75% | ||
madlenfox | 0 | 2,523,950,721 | 100% | ||
sebastianjago | 0 | 31,759,995,061 | 5% | ||
rahul.stan | 0 | 1,084,052,116 | 15% | ||
ryivhnn | 0 | 25,922,463,367 | 62% | ||
playfulfoodie | 0 | 127,437,544,209 | 40% | ||
tarazkp | 0 | 1,260,119,425,412 | 50% | ||
trafalgar | 0 | 26,181,013,062,619 | 80% | ||
lordneroo | 0 | 40,404,989,060 | 100% | ||
freebornsociety | 0 | 19,334,447,901 | 15% | ||
raindrop | 0 | 425,932,786,557 | 80% | ||
marxrab | 0 | 44,863,416,123 | 50% | ||
enjoywithtroy | 0 | 58,254,317,144 | 33% | ||
smasssh | 0 | 801,799,859,533 | 35% | ||
tamaralovelace | 0 | 89,624,090,252 | 100% | ||
surfyogi | 0 | 22,477,665,250 | 10% | ||
trayan | 0 | 42,217,857,077 | 100% | ||
stackin | 0 | 302,957,122,664 | 20% | ||
eveuncovered | 0 | 244,019,867,247 | 100% | ||
nanosesame | 0 | 184,619,687,470 | 75% | ||
isaria | 0 | 443,001,488,322 | 50% | ||
rycharde | 0 | 2,637,873,931 | 6.3% | ||
stevelivingston | 0 | 58,085,145,423 | 25% | ||
anneke | 0 | 52,524,079,793 | 70% | ||
galenkp | 0 | 767,072,073,066 | 100% | ||
blacklux | 0 | 21,707,698,885 | 30% | ||
dandesign86 | 0 | 56,722,420,442 | 25% | ||
czechglobalhosts | 0 | 2,396,746,440,539 | 24% | ||
techken | 0 | 67,946,064 | 0.49% | ||
ladybug146 | 0 | 85,773,026,656 | 100% | ||
jesus.christ | 0 | 465,994,121 | 5% | ||
yanes94 | 0 | 12,244,778,671 | 50% | ||
pixelfan | 0 | 7,383,258,778 | 1.25% | ||
onlineprds | 0 | 29,564,816,062 | 100% | ||
davedickeyyall | 0 | 607,510,219,957 | 50% | ||
ahlawat | 0 | 13,271,624,166 | 25% | ||
minismallholding | 0 | 52,668,387,022 | 25% | ||
thatindianlady | 0 | 13,401,319,403 | 4.5% | ||
nuthman | 0 | 1,029,302,776,222 | 90% | ||
accio | 0 | 9,154,591,196 | 100% | ||
bashadow | 0 | 27,878,481,198 | 33% | ||
brianhphotos | 0 | 444,484,535,926 | 100% | ||
accelerator | 0 | 106,677,720,554 | 6.3% | ||
torico | 0 | 30,159,416,517 | 50% | ||
celestal | 0 | 419,404,148,327 | 100% | ||
steemmatt | 0 | 113,128,712,414 | 50% | ||
izzydawn | 0 | 2,368,390,190 | 25% | ||
jlsplatts | 0 | 390,040,221,773 | 100% | ||
msp-foundation | 0 | 262,572,661,245 | 100% | ||
isnochys | 0 | 14,777,706,034 | 13% | ||
fulcrumleader | 0 | 5,299,496,473 | 100% | ||
trump3t | 0 | 8,676,716,221 | 50% | ||
acolucky | 0 | 40,119,169,711 | 50% | ||
karinxxl | 0 | 39,682,299,018 | 100% | ||
blockbrothers | 0 | 71,599,718,235 | 2.5% | ||
tetsuo | 0 | 1,348,679,272 | 100% | ||
caab | 0 | 9,673,557,845 | 100% | ||
tanvirsadatripon | 0 | 21,817,504 | 25% | ||
cryptonik | 0 | 1,172,305,807 | 58% | ||
bluetower | 0 | 618,589,378 | 30% | ||
travoved | 0 | 12,017,206,857 | 27% | ||
traf | 0 | 2,422,364,344,658 | 80% | ||
peeterxnjoroge | 0 | 947,361,004 | 100% | ||
b00m | 0 | 285,417,750,513 | 100% | ||
breelikeatree | 0 | 31,183,381,377 | 100% | ||
andyblack | 0 | 25,545,004,763 | 50% | ||
dmwh | 0 | 91,255,892,840 | 100% | ||
blinks | 0 | 1,769,661,996 | 100% | ||
bethwheatcraft | 0 | 287,058,748,194 | 100% | ||
abitcoinskeptic | 0 | 97,749,955,609 | 15% | ||
heirofsigma | 0 | -576,120,318 | -100% | ||
kansuze | 0 | 50,683,310,756 | 100% | ||
edicted | 0 | 858,302,560,116 | 100% | ||
rokyupjung | 0 | 927,620,160 | 10% | ||
piotrgrafik | 0 | 62,717,135,076 | 20% | ||
nicolcron | 0 | 74,902,057,489 | 100% | ||
chorock | 0 | 510,993,253,335 | 45% | ||
pacolimited | 0 | 72,422,015,921 | 100% | ||
cfminer | 0 | 543,811,099 | 100% | ||
fieryfootprints | 0 | 7,226,412,924 | 100% | ||
tobias-g | 0 | 194,235,888,226 | 40% | ||
nobyeni | 0 | 49,248,668,642 | 100% | ||
realtreebivvy | 0 | 1,888,751,069 | 25% | ||
holger80 | 0 | 2,286,927,534,155 | 76.84% | ||
adetorrent | 0 | 23,668,718,670 | 25% | ||
didic | 0 | 12,656,234,565 | 20% | ||
cadawg | 0 | 21,962,812,942 | 4.89% | ||
wizzdom | 0 | 12,919,519,078 | 100% | ||
wwwfernand | 0 | 119,554,930 | 100% | ||
moeenali | 0 | 734,658,767 | 1% | ||
dr-frankenstein | 0 | -89,955,254,982 | -100% | ||
allyson19 | 0 | 11,393,725,320 | 100% | ||
life-relearnt | 0 | 1,051,476,632 | 12.5% | ||
ange.nkuru | 0 | 26,693,157,473 | 100% | ||
taifkhan | 0 | 1,742,281,443 | 100% | ||
teutonium | 0 | 11,378,091,049 | 25% | ||
earlmonk | 0 | 577,309,654 | 5% | ||
movingman | 0 | 20,567,557,748 | 18% | ||
bestboom | 0 | 57,537,138,354 | 7% | ||
g-money-needed | 0 | 596,734,044 | 100% | ||
stmdev | 0 | 83,689,355 | 1% | ||
midlet | 0 | 561,562,959,453 | 50% | ||
allover | 0 | 867,697,971 | 100% | ||
jaydih | 0 | 202,205,093,792 | 5% | ||
we-are | 0 | 9,928,945,971 | 15.5% | ||
flagawhale | 0 | 14,193,899,449 | 58% | ||
feedmytwi | 0 | 4,384,020,593 | 100% | ||
superlao | 0 | 53,704,249,112 | 100% | ||
kimseun | 0 | 31,969,916,264 | 5% | ||
slobberchops | 0 | 1,268,231,715,528 | 50% | ||
eii | 0 | 3,512,690,707 | 10% | ||
variola | 0 | 404,999,581,212 | 100% | ||
pricasso | 0 | 82,612,446 | 100% | ||
holsturr | 0 | 48,895,267 | 100% | ||
neutralizer | 0 | 4,405,870,056 | 71% | ||
randohealer | 0 | 1,880,614,121 | 62% | ||
famigliacurione | 0 | 1,860,075,112 | 11.11% | ||
netizens | 0 | 54,698,223 | 100% | ||
fotostef | 0 | 80,836,731,585 | 100% | ||
smartmeme | 0 | 7,874,575,836 | 81% | ||
kanadaramagi123 | 0 | 21,759,879,986 | 5% | ||
profitcheck | 0 | 2,200,426,113 | 100% | ||
bingbabe | 0 | 9,664,822,237 | 50% | ||
sivehead | 0 | 24,838,971,959 | 45% | ||
loveecho | 0 | 38,507,746,233 | 5% | ||
tiffcisme | 0 | 12,119,526,839 | 50% | ||
cmplxty | 0 | 33,129,506,348 | 100% | ||
therealnigerianp | 0 | 492,547,673,144 | 50% | ||
zaibkang | 0 | 416,552,238 | 1% | ||
angelslake | 0 | 8,253,149,098 | 5% | ||
call-me-howie | 0 | 4,952,250,547 | 25% | ||
goblinknackers | 0 | 2,181,879,465,920 | 80% | ||
flaws | 0 | 38,268,598,335 | 100% | ||
dlike | 0 | 155,226,220,705 | 2.2% | ||
triptolemus | 0 | 28,621,034,301 | 7% | ||
voxmortis | 0 | 578,845,348 | 0.06% | ||
wordit | 0 | 7,994,004,227 | 5% | ||
sj-jeong | 0 | 262,301,138,013 | 5% | ||
wondumyungga | 0 | 17,693,896,464 | 5% | ||
laissez-faire | 0 | 125,454,535 | 100% | ||
voter002 | 0 | 9,666,435,178 | 25.01% | ||
voter000 | 0 | 43,562,385,886 | 20% | ||
ticket4fun | 0 | 2,734,815,565 | 100% | ||
fulltimebot54 | 0 | 4,416,673,985 | 100% | ||
agromeror | 0 | 93,000,567,004 | 100% | ||
aquawink | 0 | 20,165,514,401 | 5% | ||
mister-meeseeks | 0 | 6,641,779,397 | 15% | ||
admiralbot | 0 | 5,078,135,029 | 94% | ||
creativeblue | 0 | 759,879,942 | 50% | ||
hyperbole | 0 | 4,574,477,659 | 100% | ||
bosssteem | 0 | 947,466,024 | 100% | ||
elsaenroute | 0 | 14,324,471,707 | 100% | ||
priyanarc | 0 | 20,651,082,586 | 12% | ||
ringit | 0 | 13,609,657,736 | 5% | ||
steemhistorian | 0 | 182,504,276 | 83% | ||
mcnestler | 0 | 2,407,552,341 | 25% | ||
mistia | 0 | 4,398,122,303 | 100% | ||
michealb | 0 | 1,653,680,468,454 | 18% | ||
coreabeforekorea | 0 | 159,946,902,391 | 5% | ||
sbi10 | 0 | 181,322,217,248 | 83.04% | ||
talkative-bk | 0 | 206,059,842,316 | 5% | ||
hiddendragon | 0 | 1,346,573,712 | 30% | ||
bitcoinxcheltv | 0 | 1,329,860,459 | 5% | ||
dismayedworld | 0 | 9,740,227,608 | 50% | ||
joancaseres | 0 | 176,484,114 | 100% | ||
swiftcash | 0 | 22,402,992,588 | 5% | ||
primeradue | 0 | 6,916,594,129 | 7% | ||
permaculturedude | 0 | 1,336,879,275 | 3.5% | ||
i-c-e | 0 | 3,073,383,944 | 75% | ||
tankometry | 0 | 9,017,845,390 | 50% | ||
jetometry | 0 | 8,960,743,498 | 50% | ||
rockstarbm | 0 | 8,067,376,113 | 50% | ||
frontrun | 0 | 1,028,375,025 | 100% | ||
tyrzone.tin02 | 0 | 2,004,040,175 | 100% | ||
tyrzone.tin04 | 0 | 8,273,999,754 | 100% | ||
korle | 0 | 979,616,530 | 100% | ||
gruntprime | 0 | 2,545,111,838 | 100% | ||
bookkeeping | 0 | 5,252,991,656 | 78.2% | ||
coredump | 0 | 143,047,811 | 3% | ||
whatdidshewear | 0 | 40,695,514,338 | 5% | ||
akumagai | 0 | 0 | 100% | ||
sjgod4018 | 0 | 33,250,547,012 | 5% | ||
mustard-seed | 0 | 15,701,972,386 | 5% | ||
sfr-treasury | 0 | 4,449,453,381 | 77% | ||
grunt | 0 | 2,375,272,772 | 100% | ||
akiroq | 0 | 293,122,722,745 | 100% | ||
fsm-liquid | 0 | 12,615,753,195 | 5% | ||
we-are-palcoin | 0 | 59,840,966 | 9.38% | ||
jimhawkins | 0 | 2,538,879,692 | 60% | ||
forky | 0 | 552,855,666 | 100% | ||
personalstories | 0 | 545,194,292 | 100% | ||
ssiena | 0 | 3,925,144,407 | 100% | ||
avina-celeste | 0 | 3,924,054,000 | 100% | ||
triplea.bot | 0 | 1,431,708,826 | 5% | ||
steem.leo | 0 | 208,255,111,180 | 6.65% | ||
pal-isaria | 0 | 1,830,625,830 | 50% | ||
leo.voter | 0 | 357,545,854,549 | 6.51% | ||
jk6276.pal | 0 | 658,831,707 | 80% | ||
freddio.sport | 0 | 601,405,288 | 15% | ||
babytarazkp | 0 | 1,874,082,041 | 100% | ||
driedfruit | 0 | 793,620,828 | 100% | ||
freemanjaro | 0 | 899,072,500 | 50% | ||
dfacademy-pal | 0 | 816,286,642 | 100% | ||
abh12345.ccoin | 0 | 857,753,344 | 100% | ||
palexplorers | 0 | 165,432,707 | 100% | ||
anouk.nox.spt | 0 | 3,796,362,322 | 100% | ||
midlet-creates | 0 | 1,747,805,854 | 100% | ||
busbecq | 0 | 1,684,845,838 | 50% | ||
tratraart | 0 | 640,319,835 | 100% | ||
leo.syndication | 0 | 3,400,844,107 | 7% | ||
one.life | 0 | 77,941,976,267 | 6.98% | ||
johntrash | 0 | 1,145,595,524 | 100% | ||
vxc.tra | 0 | 148,281,850 | 100% | ||
onealfa.ccc | 0 | 726,820,755 | 100% | ||
maxuvb | 0 | 3,260,703,680 | 6.3% | ||
maxuvc | 0 | 3,276,219,820 | 6.3% | ||
brazilcharity | 0 | 540,917,221 | 100% | ||
urtrailer | 0 | 68,033,392,192 | 50% | ||
madisonelizabeth | 0 | 631,533,625 | 100% | ||
katrin-lux | 0 | 2,542,850,490 | 100% | ||
sugarbun | 0 | 1,236,633,235 | 30% | ||
isaria-ccc | 0 | 928,234,482 | 25% | ||
isaria-neo | 0 | 1,728,817,263 | 100% | ||
therealyme | 0 | 11,529,962,674 | 4.5% | ||
jaykayw | 0 | 11,066,114,070 | 5% | ||
downvoter | 0 | 2,207,394,416 | 0.5% | ||
miti.ccc | 0 | 544,086,430 | 100% | ||
r0g1 | 0 | 160,394,851 | 100% | ||
galenkp.aus | 0 | 15,285,530,578 | 100% | ||
putu.creative | 0 | 25,278,556 | 39% | ||
bpcvoter | 0 | 1,049,617,535 | 40% | ||
bpcvoter1 | 0 | 122,747,835 | 25% | ||
reward.tier1a | 0 | 544,479,519 | 100% | ||
gmlrecordz | 0 | 4,875,740,084 | 50% | ||
bpcvoter2 | 0 | 101,751,115 | 25% | ||
bpcvoter3 | 0 | 99,543,597 | 25% | ||
bilpcoinpower | 0 | 249,589,931 | 10% | ||
kgsupport | 0 | 46,201,688,443 | 40% | ||
chinesebi | 0 | 1,583,583,083 | 1% | ||
jonnyralf | 0 | -3,576,133 | -10% | ||
nclv | 0 | 374,477,898 | 100% | ||
ste1ner | 0 | 305,413,318 | 100% |
Depression isn't an excuse to be an asshole or act incompetent. It's an excuse to get a prescription for ~~neat drugs~~ professional treatment.
author | abitcoinskeptic |
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permlink | re-nonameslefttouse-q5x8in |
category | art |
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root_title | "If There's One Thing I Know For Sure, It's That I Know One Thing" |
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nonameslefttouse | 0 | 172,783,867,018 | 15% |
Depression is a real thing for sure. It's been part of my life forever. I know there are *actors* out there, who just want to be on drugs, or live a life manipulating people into feeling sorry for them as they pass around the *victim cards.* I said I'd rather beat the shit out of a punching bag. Something physical. A hardcore workout. Get the blood flowing and let it rinse out the brain. Thought detox. I live in a world where what I said and how I said it could easily be misconstrued. "Violence!" No. It's **sport.** The drugs are far worse, and those drugs sometimes cause people to do some truly violent things like walk into a coffee shop and blow everyone away. *Touchy subject!* And of course, disclaimer time, yes, those drugs can help some people, and that's good. I just think in this day and age they write that prescription way too soon and for far too many people who might just need a good shot of natural adrenaline from time to time to help flush the system.
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Yeah treatment and dealing with it is so complicated. I know a few people who *struggle* / *cope* with it (I think those are better terms). It is interesting how releasing agression can lead to a positive, that is unless it ends up being violence. I've heard a lot of the young generations use videogames. Some use aninals, ithers use drugs. I couldn't imagine being on those drugs for longer than a day. It reminds me of deal with civil servants and customer service. You mention you are too old for feelings, I remember taking anti-anxiety medication once and getting a true taste of what that is like. I felt a sublime indifference to everything. Certainly an interesting experience of I can even call it that.
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>That explains everything. Thoughtlessly. lol, nice.
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This laugh of yours stopped me from editing the post to apologize for not being able to jam this thing full of dumb jokes today. ### Thank you! <sup>Seems WAY too quiet here LOL but I feel much better now. Can't win them all I guess.</sup>
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Might be the time it was posted. :P
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Silence is the golden muse... Posted using [Partiko iOS](https://partiko.app/referral/awake1inadream)
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and responding to this seems like the *ironic* thing to do.
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**One Thing** that ranks up there with the best I have seen of your work. A very compelling piece. As for answers, those will just have to wait until someone really learns how to ask a question that can be answered with no doubt about the answer at all.
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*Well I'm glad someone likes it.* LOL! I might have to group it together with a few of a similar style so some of these new folks around can pick up on the pattern and maybe *see* what's actually there. At a quick glance, it's probably just splash of darkness. As for the other part there... I think I look forward to that day.
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*I have no plan. I came unprepared for anything.* That's how I film #themorningbowl ... everyday..
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Unadulterated humanity.
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When you come without a plan, you are free to be molded and shaped. I have missed you my friend. Blessings.
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Felt like doing something ***different*** today. I'm thinking I accomplished that. It's good to see you again!
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Welcome back buddy! Hope the hibernation served you well!
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It was a great nap! *But now I'm starving...* Good to see you again!
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Better feed the beast then! Can't remember when you were last posting but I don't know what's going around here and I've not been away the last few months! I'm nearly at rep 70 though and am officially a steem Tripod. It's only official because I made I post about it and have come up with some alternative steemitboard ranks that I can't believe haven't been implemented yet 😂 Catch you around
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That first one seemed oddly minimalist for you O_O What do you mean you can't hear the yelling in your mind, I can sometimes hear particularly loud thoughts in my head as a voice like someone is in the room with me and said it, but there's no one and I know it's inside my head and doesn't everyone experience that? D: I know you keep hiding things in your art for people to find but I can never find them, I just get so lost in the pretty colours and swirls XD <div class="pull-right">https://technonaturalist.net/sites/default/files/styles/sensible_display/public/art/2019/09/heartfyn_0.png?itok=QHDoN0HE</div>
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Ha! That first one wasn't art **until** I gave it the little slope. *I must say I'm quite proud of that piece.* I was wrote an article about "hearing voices" and not many caught on to how I was simply talking about our own thoughts. *That little voice in your head that is you.* Just look for faces. Side profiles within side profiles within side profiles... plus there's so much more. Plenty of thought goes into them. They take a lot of time to construct, first mentally, then physically.
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The profile faces are hidden? o_O It's the so much more that I'm looking for and too dumb to find XD maybe one day :) <div class="pull-right">https://technonaturalist.net/sites/default/files/styles/sensible_display/public/art/2019/09/heartfyn_0.png?itok=QHDoN0HE</div>
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>"I suffer from depression," is a line I despise. Me too. hearing it makes me depressed. Did you turn Ekhart Tolle into a devil?
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> Did you turn Ekhart Tolle into a devil? Ha! I couldn't resist... There's another hidden easter egg in that bit of chaos. Something only a Canadian might get.
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good to have you back UP ;)
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