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*Borrowed heart, borrowed life
Why do I have to fake my past and present?
Like a happy child, I saunter about
Forgetting the days of my pains
All because of a borrowed new me
I remember, the days when I had been told
"You have to turn a new leaf"
Of course, I did turn a new leaf
But this new me 
Is a replica of a different nightmare
My real soul is trapped and chained
Beneath my skin - all because of "be responsible"
This borrowed heart
Breathes a life that will never be mine
A new heart that works not for me
But for the society*

**Diary of a soul, wishing for expression**

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*Thank you for your time.*

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**My pen doesn't bleed, it speaks, with speed and ease.**

*Still me*,

>My tongue is like the pen of a ready writer.

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**Olawalium**; (**Love's chemical content, in human form**). *Take a dose today: doctor's order.*