###### Last other night, I became sleepless. I slept and forgot the world in a minute but in a little while, it woke me up. There were so many things, playing my mind but I trust the Divine mercy who will guide me and keep me away from the darkness of my mind.I put everything  into His power and try to calm down all my worries.Crying is the best option to be stronger. If my eyes could say a thing,it would say please stop crying. If I won't cry, my heart is pumping so fast and I am afraidvif it it will be affected badly.That was another night I survived again. I promisedmany time not to make drama and cry but, it hurted me so badly. I have no one to talk her about what was going on. I don't want to bother any one. Just leave me like that but honestly, I am always a shoulder to cry on for many people around and I am so grateful for that. Words of wisdom that I shared made me so happy no matter how I felt for my own. Because I believe that God is there for me all the time. 
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#### Realization

Today, I feel hungry because I didn't eat before I sleep. Yesterday, I was cleaning the stock room without internet so I focused on what I was doing. Nonstop getting up and down in a ladder made me tired afterall. I remember I was sleepless for 24 hours and just slept maybe 30 minute and felt contented then I started my work until night at 10 in the evening. I just removedy dusty dress washed my face and lying down into my bed . I slept until dawn. It was 8 hours straight sleeping. I am so hungry!


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While making my breakfast, I was already finished drinking my cup of milk with coffee. I was thinking to drink only milk and coffee but it didn't satisfy me because I was too hungry.So I cooked scramble eggs,sliced a cucumber and fruit lemon. 


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I feel full satisfaction and it pooped up my mind to share some thoughts today according to my experience and realization just now.

There is no need to have a lot of foods. We can lesser our expenses most especially this critical time. Financial crisis surrounded us. Let us be contented on what we have, what we eat right now because there are so many people who are in pain and full devastation from the war and earthquakes. We are still lucky to have this food infront to us, in our table. Many people eat in the rubble wile we are eating in a table.They eat there clothes for survival.

I just remember last few months, I need to cook rice with any viand for breakfast, for lunch and dinner.I cooked differently from my boss foods but now noore. I am no longer eating heavy meals three times a day.

I suggest to be contended and be thankful to God for everything He gives us today. Contentment is one of the best behavior we should have and be patient waiting the time. He will be giving us all what He plans for us.


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So funny that I ate my breakfast after drinking a cup of milk and coffee. It  has a great impact. It made me full quickly.

That's all for today and have a great day my friends!

### Hive On
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