These days I am finding myself in some sort of weird airlock between two different ways of living and their respective surroundings. And it's simply fascinating to see the old go while the new is showing up steadily. As if the physical environment somehow conforms to my energetic inner state, it has shifted radically in many aspects. And so I sit here in this new temporary apartment my woman was offered until we go hit the road - a wooden house that creeks and yawns, including the recurring people and party sounds from the ground floor (it's a restaurant / bar) plus the recurring fight between a couple who own the place.

It's like several distinguished level of energetics exist in this house and all the while it's just our launching place while we get the last bits ready and functioning in our van.

It's like the last stretches of the old are constantly emerging in my reality, weakly trying to reassert themselves as major factor while all they are now is but a shadow of their old importance to my life. At the same time, the new is clearly visible - moreso - it's here. Reachable and palpable. It's just that this travel really needs to get going, it's calling us and were we to wait another month we would probably die of depression and anxiousness.

Many people from our old social circles - families, friends, old acquaintances, and people who helped us along our way - also remind us of all the curious facets here that we want to ultimately let go off in peace, looking forward to new and better ways of doing things; meeting new people who are also on the search for deeper experiences, people with the courage to go after their dreams even when the plan might seem insane to many "common" people going about their daily routines. Everything has changed energetically and we witness physicality follow suit with utter amazement.

Not only the surroundings are trying to lure us back into the old ways of being while living in this temporary lifestyle airlock though. Despite our plan, our vision for earning gas money and food along the way, there are waves of existential fear coming up. Will the savings hold long enough until we find new ways of gaining income? Are we skilled enough to earn our voyage through our passions? Do we have everything we need to get going?

We think so! We feel we're ready.

My woman and I are excited beyond belief and it really is time we got done with our preparations. We put in some more of our electrical system today and it will hopefully be all done working beautifully in the beginning of next week. God I hope all the hard work and studies will pay off <3

Then the last meetings with our friends, colleagues and family until we take the plunge- bet you're sick of hearing about it already, ahahaha. Oh yeah, and of course we will go dancing with our closest friends at a psy party a week from now that is just at the perfect date. Seems like the ideal ritual to usher in our new life on the road, intending to go fully with the flow of the cosmos and of life.

We have been invited to many places already and a few stops to go to before we leave the country and go South. Let's see where it all takes us and how we will blossom once we say a loving "cya much later" to all the old aspects of our lives that have long started to gnaw at us and make us feel dissonant.

Something new is awaiting and by god it's high time!! <3

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