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A pitying look runs through every vestige of tiredness trying to remember the background that caused it. Perhaps it was the sleepless nights that caused such misfortune, perhaps it was my slow steps that failed to balance it. <center>![Sep.png](https://images.hive.blog/DQmXHYyNW1ixvBicNz5EXQdfTMbCg4takXbdejv2vdhdQGA/Sep.png)</center> </div> <center>![EEEEEEDD3.png](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/pavanjr/23uQnHqXimZaPvLizJxHE1NMcCgQLZfr3Qu3E6Yx73vtukZgvWpuzG5CK1KkoD3CVNEhS.png)</center> <center>![Sep.png](https://images.hive.blog/DQmXHYyNW1ixvBicNz5EXQdfTMbCg4takXbdejv2vdhdQGA/Sep.png)</center> <div class="text-justify"> Every step I took was a different question, and from my mouth came a "enough" as tears ran down my cheeks, chasing away the white hopes that ran through my body. 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It is so hard when we lose the ones we love. Sending you healing energy. This is such a beautiful and heartfelt post. Sending you a huge hug mi amigo. 🤗✨💚
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Oh, hola Nat ♥ Yes it is, but everything is transitory, everything passes, it is a story of the past and I am happy to share it here. Thank you for your words, you are a sweetheart. Hugs and good energy to you. Amiga bella.
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Wow - this is fabulous! You are a talented writer! I love the details in this - really beautiful. You really have a way with words!!! I'm sorry it took so long to get to it - so busy - I'm glad I did though as it was truly lovely.
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It took me a while to write it because I couldn't find the words in my head to make it look good haha. Thank you for your nice words, you are a sweetheart River. ♥
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Esta historia es muy sincera y muy desgarradora a la vez. Hay muchas cosas tristes en esta vida, pero el desamor es una de las más dolorosas que existen. Lo único que te puedo decir desde mi experiencia es que: Todo pasa, y cuando a uno lo van a querer, lo quieren como si te lanzaras de un avión sin paracaídas, con la total convicción de que volarás antes de tocar tierra, sin importar más nada. Supongo que la novela de Cortázar que leías era "Rayuela". Una lectura muy indicada para un final nada feliz. Un abrazo.
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Hola Sirena, tiempo sin leerte, perdon por no visitar tu perfil para leerte, lo necesito!... Gracias por tus palabras, te digo algo, esto lo escribí desde una perspectiva triste, pero está superado hahaha, no pasa nada, solo que cuando estas recordando cosas como esas, dan ganas de expresarlo o contarlo y no tuve con quien hablar sobre eso. Entonces solo me toca escribirlo y compartirlo, al menos como una historia. Un abrazo fuerte desde la distancia, gracias por leerme.
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Pues me contenta que ya eso sea clavo pasado, jajajaja, es lo más sano y mejor, y escribir sobre estas experiencias puede resultar ser una buena catarsis. Saludos y abrazos.
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Sorry for your loss! I wanted to stop by and say that your post touched me, it's written beautifully! Take care...
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Thanks for your words, it's a story from the past, so it's okay. Best regards! :D
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