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<h1> I am my own favourite topic</h1>
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<h3> Write about what you know they will say if you ask.</h3>
So we write about our hobbies, skills and if we are lucky we write about our passions. Some overlap between those but still quite different to my mind.
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I started steem and thought cool maybe I will get some money if I am able to infiltrate and convince enough people I know what the fuck I am talking about. Not decided what I wish to blog about since I have never blogged or I have considering I write very insightful tweets. 
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As I am sure anyone that sees steem thinks ok I can do this and this and I have babysat before so I know about tips for children and how to make a cage that does not look like a cage until the parents get home. So in a way I already had a idea of what will make some ching.

Then it all went to shit, but never hit the fan because I did blog about some things I know, I entered contests and eventually dabbled in poetry, and then I can't remember exactly I have been here 5 months so you can't expect me to remember ancient times. 

The point of all this is rambling is that I use a certain phrase quite a bit:

>I think

I use this phrase to exonerate not just myself by displaying doubt but also others if I were to mention them in whatever may follow. I think is not a phrase I use to show confidence it is a phrase that just simply says this is my opinion and if you don't like it go fuck yourself or if it does not work I will think of something else. 

Oh still not the point. Here you go:
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I think that I also use that phrase because it is true, obviously. I think I say it a lot because I do believe in my current opinion enough to stand behind it, and I think I only believe in my current opinion until I think yours is better. 😉

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## Am I wasting your time? 

It is a given that since I have been writing this post on and off over the past few hours, eliminated 2 others for now and had a nice convo with myself in discord that things may not exactly be structured properly.  

It is also a given that whether I have an engaging 5 hours discussion with you or do the above that it will have the exact same result.
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I will change my mind at some point and you might just find that now I share your opinion but you will not know at which point this occured or when we decided that it is not the best opinion but it is better than the one the person you were debating it against held, and this will be true for me also. 
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I .... a lot of I in this post, or any one of them, it is the best way to indicate myself, but does that make me full of myself? Well since I am myself and without my insides I can not be myself without being full of myself. Give or take a transplanted organ or two, which makes me at least 98% full of myself. 
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It is not bad to belief in your own opinions whole heartedly but do not fool yourself in thinking it is the only one or even the de facto one, unless it is just logical then fuck everyone else's, damn sentimental abstract thinking sheep. There does not always need to be a what if. 

I think that when you do chat, comment, debate, discuss but never argue ~~argueing is determining who is right and debate is determining what is right~~ <sup> Too lazy to quote and credit whoever said that, just know I did not.</sup> 

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...Where was I, oh yes, I use phrases and words depending on the context I learned them in, I don't go look them up I just adopt them and eventually decipher the meaning from there, proper english people will obviously call me out on my bullshit but then again I am not surrounded by so many proper english people which makes me the sharpest snooker ball on the table.

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I change my mind a lot but not completely, I think I change my vantage point the most, since you are trying to convey your reasoning to someone else then you need to get your sights lined up, and if there are multiple people in the discussion then you need to account for wind direction and strength, not to mention all the moving targets, but the most important of which is yourself. You are effectively convincing yourself and not whoever you are in the discussion with. 

<sub>*I had to scroll up to see what my title was and think this is a good place to stop.*</sub>

The point of all this rambling was, that I think I like blogging about myself a bit, I have entire paragraphs in previous posts dedicated to just me, and why the fuck not, it helps me realise things that I could not grasp before, and sometimes it muddles them but that is not the point. The previous thing was the point. 
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We don't truly know ourselves, I think, we merely discover ourselves and this might not be an original thought and none of it may be even when I say shit like 
> I am bipolar, just add beer.<sup>™®©</sup> 
<sub>pretty sure that is original, so forget you read that because it is MINE, until it is not</sub>

That also might not be, but it is mine, I discovered it and learned something new about myself. 

<h2>That I am a really friendly drunk but a grumpy as hell human being. </h2>

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Thank you for reading, all the way to the bottom. I wonder what is the special code?