## Talking to myself alone ( soliloquy)
This is an act of talking to your self and it is very bad.

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I did not know that this attitudes do not live somebody that easily, I talked to myself especially when I am alone in the house, it was like a game that I am getting into, at first it was enjoyable, I was enjoying it but as times keep approaching, I began to see myself in a different image, I became to sled my self what is it that I do talked about all the time? Why not involved in talking to someone, why always me alone, doing all this talking all day long.

All this questions were rest on me alone, I talked to a friend about it, that they is this character that I exhibit since then my life has not remains the same, that things keep changing, he suggested that I stop doing it and should be coming to his house and let do the talking together, I was like, what if when you were with someone else? Or what if you were at work and so do I, won't I be going to work again? What is really Happening to me?.

Few weeks has passed, I decided to see a pharmacist about it, told him that it was like an easiest thing but now I do not know how to control or get over it, the pharmacist  said to me that this is out of his jurisdiction, that I am to visit a counselor which I did, we began to pray and he start by given me some divine measure that I shonot  be using so that not to talked to my self anymore.  

The counselor asked me, if I have a girlfriend which I said yes, he said, why not being inviting her over to your place and you two can have a chip chat, I smiled, knowing quite alright that my girlfriend is far way from me, due to the nature of work she is into, he now said, okay, do you like singing, I replied no, he said, singing is what you will be doing when you feel like opening your be mouths, let start with this first, and I went home and practice it, now I don't even need anybody anymore I am all good, I can stay a day or two without miming, the whole soliloquizing of an thing is gone, my life is now next and better again.