IF YOU GUYS NEVER SEE ME AGAIN ITS BECAUSE IM JAIL by prettynicevideo

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microblog · @prettynicevideo · May 19 '20 (edited)

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IF YOU GUYS NEVER SEE ME AGAIN ITS BECAUSE IM JAIL

<center><h1>✒📖YES, IM DISABLED. YES I PASS OUT LIKE A BABY GOAT BUT I LIVED..📖✒.</h2></center>

<p>as @wesphilbin would say #tomorrowisthegoal. My appointmentis tomorrow; I'm a shadow of the person I once was and I've been stuck in this weird limbo world for a little over a year..</p>

<p>I always had fun,  was a mover. I didnt care about things like pain, so long as i put in a full day doing it </p>

https://images.hive.blog/DQmWwXJGvqxe5dC4zHSWg4noyYdSJvDBmeAYTAJNfpwjua7/20190417_184352_1.gif <hr>

<p>These falls injuries,  that have been documented and is no mystery, have stolen enough of my life. So much more than time or money. I dont live.  </p><hr>

<center><h3>THIS ISNT LIFE</h3></center><hr>

https://images.hive.blog/DQmerT694eALrbDjqKuC1yhXAaEUZH6Gdrevu5W8PFn9k3x/20200519_085622_1.gif<hr>

<p>So tomorrow when I see that Ortho if he acts dumb like this other doctor or says, "everything looks fine"! </p><br>

<center><h1>I WILL TELL HIM THE F@##! OFF AND SINCE WE ARENT F@#$@$% FREE F@#!!# PEOPLE, I MAY BE IN JAIL DAMMIT!! IM SOOO OVER IT....BECAUSEI HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO LOSE</h1></center>
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  <h2 class="w3-text-orange" style="text-shadow:1px 1px 0 #444">
  <b/> 🌌🌠🏜OK NOW, HAVE A PRETTY  NICE DAY 🏜🌠🌌</b></h2>
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<p>With two PTs saying I need surgical intervention and a leg that looks like that just because I dare walk 15 minutes. No !#$%@ doctor will make an idiot out of me. </p><hr>

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<p>This bull shit ends. Im tired. Im sure you all are tired of hearing it, seeing it all the time...  imagine feeling every god@@#@  F!#$@#% agonizing moment.  So if you dont see me firca few days, Im probably locked up. No joke</p>

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@anthonyadavisii · May 19 '20

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> I'm a shadow of the person I once was and I've been stuck in this weird limbo world for a little over a year..

Damn that is a little too relatable. Pain is a bitch and a half and one of those things that can really grind on soul. Often makes me not feel like me. 

In my case, couple to a few spinal disks are FUBAR and I have a connective tissue affecting genetic disorder to boot. Def be feelin like a shadow person sometimes esp as age catches up. 

My situation isn't acute so not really any prospect of getting better but more about "managing" the pain. I hope in your case it is remedied and you can exit the "realm of shadows". Ain't a good place for nobody. I'm a lifer but least I get some glimmer of clarity when I'm medicated. The more time goes by the more narrow that window seems to become.

As for the going to jail thing, sometimes my pain makes me angry. Reminds me of that WaterBoy quote about why Alligators so ornery. Yeah, I can be an ornery as all hell and, if someone crosses me during a pain episode, def feel like I'm liable to snap. I know you may wanna give the doc a piece of your mind and a piece of dem hands but imo better to get a new doc if at all possible. 

In any case, not sure if you the religious but will say prayer for your situation nevertheless. Broken people need to be there for broken people.

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@prettynicevideo · May 19 '20

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Thank you so much for taking the time to relate. It can drive you quite insane. Im disabled so it wont fix the reasons why I suffer from different pain and I pass out like a baby goat when I get scared. Its been worse since the whole leg detachment. No joke. PT paper work I posted few post back wasnt a good report. This leg is fucked. And guess what. Its the same in the shoulder. But right now, i need my push. Power, my legs. I need them. Pain fucking sucks and yea, I am a bitch about it. Maybe one day Ill find the right person that makes that all better, live simple and be free of this nightmare. I just wantbto live. Im tired of being in a box. My body constantly fights ghost. The moment I start activated those muscels. Its all over with. It I lay back with heat and ice I can get somewhat comfortable but I live from a bed with momente in between where I push myself to get out. My vitamin D3 is 17... 30 is the low range.... i mean i cant let other things die because of a limb. Fucking cut it off at this point. But thank you. You do get it. Shit adds up man

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@drakos · May 19 '20

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How about a huge hug to make you feel better?

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@prettynicevideo · May 19 '20

I wish. I need a fucking hug. Please..people need more hugs. They do.

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@elsiekjay · May 19 '20

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Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Please don't talk like that!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
It's not over until it's over!!

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@prettynicevideo · May 19 '20

Im just saying they may put me in jail if i tell him off. They may. Im not going to be too nice the moment he starys to insult my intelligence. But maybe this one is different.  Maybe. Just maybe.

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@myjob · May 19 '20

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what do they say is wrong with your leg? my sister n law had lymphoma, she suffered from swelling legs, I hope you can find a good doctor and some much-needed relief.{{hugs}}

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@prettynicevideo · May 19 '20

If you look a few post back Ive posted pictures, reports, hospital paperwork. I had a traumatic injury to the muscular skeletal system, all right side. Impact points hip and shoulder. Beyond the complete muscel tears that I deal with I feel the rotator broken. You can also see the "contusion" but the blade broke. Fused wrong. Im just fucked. This covid thing then fighting insurance.... its a lot. A lot. Just journey back some. And its not a lack for trying. I get out, move hurt and do it again. But instead of every day, its twice a week. Because i can feel it. Soon it will be none. If they dont do something.  Im tired.

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@snook · May 20 '20

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He WILL be a good Doctor. He will listen and help you.
Take all the paperwork you have.

Listen to what he says before you speak. If you do not agree then let him have it but I have a good feeling about this Doctor from the photo you showed me.

## "You are my Last Hope"

write it down and hand it to him before he can speak.

Love You!!

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