Torn pages of a Diary... Continuation... by priyanarc

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life · @priyanarc · Sep 26 '19 (edited)

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Torn pages of a Diary... Continuation...

## <center>Hello everyone, good day ...</center>

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***" I don't know what's going on with me , everyday even every single moment full of uncertainty... Am I deserve these?? May be....***

*After waking up this morning I can't remember anything , recently I have noticed I can't remember anything in fact forget everything so easily... Hmmm... Am I getting old or is it just for taking too much stress, yesterday was completely useless, another waste day ... All I remember , was the hangover... Lolll..."*

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[![writing828911_1920.jpg](https://files.steempeak.com/file/steempeak/priyanarc/2SHiFcEU-writing-828911_1920.jpg)](https://pixabay.com/it/photos/search/paper/)
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*" Days are passing so quickly and I am becoming useless meaningless day by day. Nothing is going good , every single time confusion , pressure of relationship. Oh ya , i forgot to mention , I am in a relationship or is it a relationship ??? Don't know because every single day it's becoming complicated. One of the most irritating fact is people, people's gossip and behind me that's happening , about my broken relationship, it's painful honestly .. So much painful and I am still trying to ran away... LOLLL.. "*

*" It's getting cold outside as well as my coffee, when I am in much pain I choose you my dear diary , ya I am much more selfish you can say because I choose you when I am broken alone .... Last night I have finished one packet of cigarette , almost 20 cigarettes .. that's a big deal isn't it..."*

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[![pencil1891732_1920.jpg](https://files.steempeak.com/file/steempeak/priyanarc/MOMDiBN4-pencil-1891732_1920.jpg)](https://pixabay.com/it/photos/matita-note-masticato-1891732/)

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*" I know , diary is the personal thing , where you can write everything , good moments bad moments. My diary is secret , you are secret , but I believe oneday you will remind me everything...May be I will torn this page and through it into dustbin, who knows right? We always wait for that one day , that day when all dreams and wishes will come true , ONEDAY , one single day... "*

*"Oh , boy everything is getting serious, so intense but meaningless feelings.. Why I still care bother so much, why I still dragging those days when nobody cared about my feelings , made me overwhelmed?? absurd thinking... People are like this , they will blame you every single day, never confess their mistakes in front of you rather than reminds your mistakes... So weird and painful..."*

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[![blockcalender1118351_1920.jpg](https://files.steempeak.com/file/steempeak/priyanarc/tlFbFmE3-block-calender-1118351_1920.jpg)](https://pixabay.com/it/photos/blocco-calendario-vuoto-carta-1118351/)

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*" Now-a -days I stopped crying , I mean there is no meaning of my tears , no body cares. I remember I used to cry every single night , pillows become wet because of tears but that's useless... Am I depress or I am becoming something else?? I think it's better to become something else ... Something is good rather than nothing.."*

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### ***To be Continued....***

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## Love 

Priyan...

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@bdvoter · Sep 26 '19

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@dkkarolien · Sep 26 '19

My dear. You are a beautiful woman and with some talents. The sun will always shine again. That's something that I've learnt in my life. Doesn't matter how dark the clouds there's always that tiny silver lining. Be safe and I pray that you find calmness in your soul and life. 💞

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@priyanarc · Sep 26 '19

I hope so dear... Thanks for your time.. Really appreciate that..

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@jaynie · Sep 26 '19

Hey love,

I have noticed a shift in your writing lately... clearly everything is not ok and I just wanted you to know that if you would like an ear you are free to DM me anytime, on twitter or discord. Keep you chin up sweetie - whatever it is that you are going through... it shall pass! You are a beautifully strong woman - know that!

👍 savetheturtles

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@priyanarc · Sep 26 '19

I will dear @jaynie , I hope all will be okay soon.. I will surely dm you.. Thanks dear for your concern.. Never thought anyone will read this...

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@nickyhavey · Sep 26 '19

People will gossip, two words, fuck em.

What's important is understanding where you are in your life vs where you want to be. What are your good sources of energy coming from? What can you do to shift the shit?

Taking even 5 minutes out of the situation for some mindfulness can help alleviate some of the strain but if you're really suffering in a relationship... Is it really a relationship? 

Life is too short to be stuck in a negative environment, enjoy life and feel better my friend 💪

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@papilloncharity · Sep 26 '19

Sounds to me like a bit of burn out my friend. Especially the forgetful part. We are still in the recovery mode and have learned to view our lives from the outside in. There are many that care and if nobody at your end cares, then they should not be in your life period.
Your happiness is within yourself and please know that you are now in our prayers.
Blessings!

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@rem-steem · Sep 26 '19

Hay, what's going on. Your writing is showing that you are not okay. 
Can I give a suggestion? 
You can take 'mindful' practices in your life to get rid of it. It's like more concern about ourselves as well as our surroundings. You will find huge resources on the web about mindfulness and mindful life.
I hope it's gonna help you.

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@priyanarc · Sep 26 '19

I will check that out apu @rem-steem.. Thanks apu..

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@thekittygirl · Sep 27 '19

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@priyanarc · Sep 27 '19

Well dear I know you guys love me so much.. That's why I am still here..

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@priyanarc · Sep 26 '19

Thanks for your love...

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@wonderwop · Sep 28 '19

Praying for you @priyanarc 🙏💕

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