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Why I hated myself by raymondspeaks

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· @raymondspeaks ·
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Why I hated myself
https://youtu.be/EA2gddvCt9o?si=IxnZW4-C-Wm7df5v

Quite a deep one here. I don't hold back. Well, I'm not known for that anyway. I like to think of myself as a realist, and I did really hate myself a lot. That was until I learned strategies to cope with that.

Eventually, I started to really like myself.

What do you guys think?
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@selfhelp4trolls ·
Your dad sounds like a dick. You are awesome for being a decent guy despite having that kind of influence. I’ve been digging into these old memories from childhood to heal too. 
Nice to finally see your face. Subscribed 😉 
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@raymondspeaks ·
I'd say I was quite a dickead pre-26 years old. I was trying to be a nice person but in reality I was manipulative and sneaky.

Now I'm just nice :) - I did a lot of healing through recognising my mum and dads bullshit and the effect it had on me. Would recommend it :) 
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@selfhelp4trolls ·
A lot of people are sneaky and manipulative before they heal...i get it!<div><a href="https://engage.hivechain.app">![](https://i.imgur.com/XsrNmcl.png)</a></div>
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@silversaver888 ·
Getting to know you better, @raymondspeaks !
!LUV
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@raymondspeaks ·
Thank you!
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