#14 Diary of Remenzer : Missing Home.. by remenzer

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hive-174578 · @remenzer · Jun 5 '21

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#14 Diary of Remenzer : Missing Home..

# Hi... 🙂
Around 9.00 to 10.00 am every morning, the medication will be disconnected from his CVL. This is his chance to look outside the room, or he called it the prison. Most of the time, he will cry, he says he wanted to go home. He wants to be treated at home, although he knows what the truth is. 
![p_20210510_090148.jpg](https://images.ecency.com/DQmNauyfoGZnSGG5EipQeFmu64kxDjGooNcPbYxJoPPDJcQ/p_20210510_090148.jpg)
"Papa, which direction is home? and why is this window locked really tight?? I just wanted to breathe fresh air. Can I ? Can you open it?"
![p_20210510_090924.jpg](https://images.ecency.com/DQmTDXosddUCfE7DGkvuWKbSdL96fCTrZCz2kfR3p4EFVj3/p_20210510_090924.jpg)
"Papa, I want to drink Pepsi, I want pizza. Let's go out now."
![p_20210525_214344.jpg](https://images.ecency.com/DQmVezUfwbJrC8hjow6bjBt4nKnJSQ7c3L9pRpGrgn6AnjX/p_20210525_214344.jpg)
It seems that there are no nights or days because the feelings are not much different. Most of the time, he wanted the curtain to be closed, even the light in the room switched off. He got light sensitivity or photophobia. We don't know how long it takes for us to be tested in this difficulty. Problem after problem occurs. Every time a new problem appears, the risks and difficulty also rise to a whole new level. We only hope for a miracle to happen. We are stronger now. We can win this.

That's all for today. Thank you for the upvotes. Stay safe, and love your family. 
Bye 😉

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@hivebuzz · Jun 6 '21

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@remenzer · Jun 6 '21

you are wellcome. Thank you for being super great for the community.

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@iliyan90 · Jun 6 '21

Must be very tough for your family...

Just don't lose hope in hard times, and remember after the dark, light must shine!

👍 remenzer

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@remenzer · Jun 6 '21

Thank you for your kind word. Yes! when there is dark, mean light is on its way to shine! Thank you for reminding me about that wise word!

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@iliyan90 · Jun 7 '21

We gotta help each other :)

Namaste 🙏❤️

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@kellyane · Jun 6 '21

I know how you feel and your family this most trying times of your life. My prayer is the only thing I can give you and your family this time. Keep strong, everyrhing will be okay in God's beautiful time. Keep safe!

👍 remenzer

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@remenzer · Jun 6 '21

Thank you so much for your pray. I really appreciates it. We are stronger now, and I think we can endure and win this. Although it becomes more painful to bear than before. We are growing with it and fight it with the best we could.  You are so kind, thank you. I wish you all the best.

👍 kellyane

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@nicanor-mosquera · Jun 8 '21

You have to draw strength from wherever, cheer up friend!

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@remenzer · Jun 8 '21

thank you friend!

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