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A while ago, I was smiling openly with the my loved one's.  In just a few seconds, that smile turned into a bad mood.  Soon a small thought formed in me.  A certain thought began to dig deep into my whole mind.  I want to ask myself, do we ever think about changing our mood?  How many times our mood changes every day.  Maybe my thought is a very trivial matter, but this thought sat in my mind.  It seemed that our mood was constantly changing.  It seemed small to me but very interesting.  I thought our moods are with the best encoding method which takes milliseconds to switch.  Our moods can be likened to a roller coaster that spins our brain very quickly.  Our thoughts and psychology are quite strange.  We try to think of very small things.  Things come to mind in a way that is not what we wanted.  I woke up in the morning feeling a gentle breeze.  Which made my mind holy and calm.

I don't know which way the wind is blowing, but it could be the wind.  After a while it seemed that the indifferent air might help us to change our mood.  As soon as I felt the feeling of soothing myself through the air, I saw that the clouds outside were getting darker.  Soon it started raining.  It was as if my mind was getting wet from the rain, my eyelids were getting heavy.  And there is a strong desire to close the windows as the wind speed changes with the rain.  I realized that my mood was changing with so much joy.  At first I thought it might be a matter of pleasure for nature which amazed me.  As soon as the current went out, my house went dark.  Waiting for a small light to slowly enter the room.

Just as fireflies infest the village at night.  What is possible in the city of the walls of desire.  No, not at all. Once it gets dark in this city, it is very difficult to find light.  We always spend a lot of time controlling our own lives.  Many are able to control their own lives.  Either many people like me have always failed to control life.  This means that after so many calculations, the result can be taken to be zero.  No, it seems that he is immersing himself in strange thoughts.  I always try to be smiling and keep my mood good.  But the mood changes for no reason.  Which may be why I try to identify my own faults.  Maybe you think I have nothing to do.  But his life is like the water of the deep sea.  Even if I want to, it doesn't flow like me, it flows like itself by showing its freedom.

  So without saying so much, in a word we can never control life.  People are doing a lot of things.  Nana continues to accomplish the impossible.  Only people are defeated in one place for life. He could never win his life.  Can't think what happened to me?  I am thinking of the opposite in indifferent thoughts.  Maybe you have to spend some time on such adventures to understand your life.  Whenever I am happy with myself, I can create a different look of myself.  Where laughter marks are painted with many bright colors.  Again, it seems that the colors are being washed away with each drop of rain.  Sometimes I can't find a reason to change my mood like this.  For some reason, sometimes I see the good times become bad.  I have seen how to be unnecessarily good when I am upset.