Rest by shawnamawna

life · @shawnamawna · Jun 4 '18

$6.49

Rest

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Nights my face leaves a print
lipstick and rouge, or more accurately, 
the wet shadow of tear peeled mask
dirtying linens--those nights
(balmy winds over an ocean
a thousand miles away,
roaring waters I could drown in
slap cold against bare skin)
are  the darkness of the deep
tears, saltwater after all and I
am no more than a girl on a bed
painting a frown on her pillow.

# Recent Posts 
* [The Weight](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/the-weight-1527429632)  (life)
* [Stepping into My Feminine Power](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/stepping-into-my-feminine-power-1527431775)  (life)
* [Hiding Place](https://www.steemit.com/poetry/@shawnamawna/hiding-place-1527431289)  (poetry)
* [What You Make of It](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/what-you-make-of-it-1527429919)  (psychology)
* [March for Our Lives](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/march-for-our-lives-1527430455)  (psychology)
* [Meditation](https://www.steemit.com/poetry/@shawnamawna/meditation-1527429551)  (poetry)
* [What to Do When Your Writing Re-Opens Wounds](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/what-to-do-when-your-writing-re-opens-wounds-1527431124)  (psychology)
* [When to Call the Police](https://www.steemit.com/poetry/@shawnamawna/when-to-call-the-police-1527429166)  (poetry)
* [One day my children will say I was a bad parent](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/one-day-my-children-will-say-i-was-a-bad-parent-1527430848)  (psychology)
* [She Could Love Herself](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/she-could-love-herself-1527429441)  (psychology)
* [Sister](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/sister-1527430330)  (life)
* [Please Don't Call Me](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/please-dont-call-me-1527429074)  (life)
* [Treads](https://www.steemit.com/poetry/@shawnamawna/treads-1527430201)  (poetry)
* [The goals and the family we make](https://www.steemit.com/motivation/@shawnamawna/the-goals-and-the-family-we-make-1527428527)  (motivation)
* [But what are you doing for self-care?](https://www.steemit.com/psychology/@shawnamawna/but-what-are-you-doing-for-self-care-1527430126)  (psychology)
* [5 SBD Award Judgement Underway!](https://www.steemit.com/contest/@shawnamawna/5-sbd-award-judgement-underway-1527428990)  (contest)
* [The Day I Turned My First Cartwheel](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/the-day-i-turned-my-first-cartwheel-91a94e1e1f2dc)  (life)
* [Afternoon Observations](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/afternoon-observations-27d4ba7d99c68)  (life)
* [Set a personal record every day. Here’s how.](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/set-a-personal-record-every-day-here-s-how-94f68b73b8b97)  (life)
* [Letting go of my religious practice](https://www.steemit.com/life/@shawnamawna/letting-go-of-my-religious-practice-597af26eaf502)  (life)

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voter	rshares	pct
berniesanders	2,447,512,801	0.8%
pharesim	81,683,680,094	0.05%
kushed	161,624,433,173	8%
nextgencrypto	16,313,875,222	0.8%
steemychicken1	18,386,882,231	8%
steemservices	2,039,547,437	0.8%
aizensou	27,437,708,351	8%
b0y2k	153,008,389,597	8%
stoner19	3,918,148,268	8%
richman	65,869,556,453	8%
razvanelulmarin	7,866,069,723	8%
anyx	75,893,129,424	8%
raymondspeaks	17,774,782,867	100%
knozaki2015	145,502,370,105	8%
shawnamawna	11,542,233,360	25%
hagie	12,373,798,587	8%
coinbar	1,838,565,279	8%
ozchartart	18,166,397,322	0.8%
caesarion	1,612,862,097	8%
thebluepanda	15,696,297,241	8%
yoshiko	30,336,908,448	8%
thisisbenbrick	3,048,975,998	8%
sirwinchester	13,731,960,623	8%
kiddarko	3,101,541,256	2.5%
einsteinpotsdam	2,553,071,020	8%
dadview	626,268,584	1.5%
perspective	359,810,866	80%
zahnspange	181,264,370,651	8%
thecyclist	21,966,434,878	0.8%
allesgruen	1,788,872,047	8%
dannystravels	5,768,133,328	8%
jerryblanceton	2,089,113,899	8%
platinum-blue	21,548,586,936	8%
ssekulji	11,247,791,295	8%
timbernana	3,117,895,917	8%
sherlockcupid	8,985,080,185	8%
dark.horse	1,792,366,906	8%
adventureevryday	2,374,799,016	5%
toyman	3,346,313,859	8%
engagement	143,929,161,351	0.8%
i-gordan	3,813,137,441	8%
iflagtrash	11,354,583,577	0.8%
buzzbeergeek	2,562,467,176	5%
bigdaddy	7,618,358,061	8%
kingsmind	1,864,178,064	8%
steemitcitizen	206,547,736	2.5%
dolphinstudios	12,515,401,312	8%
papadimos	1,330,929,624	8%
romedog	104,776,209,930	8%
sunshinetraveler	4,268,211,373	8%
spg	3,143,587,168	8%
freefuture	2,162,687,436	8%
kinakomochi	5,728,184,486	8%
derrick829	27,384,615,671	1%
professorbromide	17,449,267,485	100%
sammosk	749,247,145	8%
arbitrarykitten	11,989,580,470	25%
biancajapan	2,413,024,712	8%
kayoko	2,489,798,021	8%
youngogmarqs	81,616,311	0.02%
thedelegator	10,696,369,989	0.8%
horsepower	1,489,653,554	8%
msp-lovebot	58,549,303,858	10%
teneiced	4,527,400,131	25%
rachelhanson10	6,735,572,436	25%
sumayyahsaidso	4,767,618,546	25%
kriptonoob	357,978,267	0.5%
jealousyjane	312,047,183	25%
relationshipblog	1,543,090,610	25%
ngc	35,078,930,983	0.8%
nat5an	3,204,578,914	25%
jewels3	2,460,701,376	25%
jaymesbawned	254,528,725	25%
didic	5,903,853,617	20%
isleofwrite	651,007,039	10%
malloryblythe	27,011,717,460	100%
z8teyb289qav9z	97,676,747,109	0.8%
footsteem	576,892,802	100%
dream-o	3,296,599,284	8%
reviewsatrandom	3,443,546,139	8%
memesplease	4,224,426,171	8%
linkyourlife	3,602,196,429	25%
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tushy	15,120,041,806	8%
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blondephysics	1,947,159,263	8%
beetlevc	475,042,862	2%
dimka10	576,390,964	100%
davletshi	573,341,276	100%
smartmediagroup	71,378,995	2.25%