includes this truth: My heart will mend even as you punch in nuclear codes destroy the family, destroy the life if it does not bend, break it down and revel in your own rage, but mend I will. I am equipped with needles and thread and buttons to close the wounds your love opens and when you have taken my supplies I have used fingernails and hair and teeth to patch myself up. I will mend even after you grind me to dust I will ignite and rise again because you showed me a body can suffer hundreds of impacts small or great, as can the heart and it will still breathe and move and live. I will mend so take your love and lacerate yourself with it there is no longer any punishment you can apply, even your death will be a consequence for you you are the one who will not mend the conditions on your love- because you will not give you cannot receive. <center> [Image Credit](https://pixabay.com/en/sad-girl-sadness-broken-heart-2042536/)</center>
| author | shawnamawna |
|---|---|
| permlink | what-i-have-learned-from-your-love |
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Mmm. So much power and pain in this. Thank you for sharing this. >to close the wounds your love opens ugh, what a gut punch. I'm sorry that so much abuse has been committed under the hollow guise of the word "love."
| author | ssimkins9 |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-shawnamawna-what-i-have-learned-from-your-love-20180515t142652657z |
| category | poetry |
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