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Life was difficult for me, I got married, my wife got pregnant, and at the same time I try to combine two jobs to face our growing needs under constantly renewed circumstances, and I'm afraid of the idea of entertainment, the fear of losing my salary was a terrible obsession


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I was not free and had no choice but to satisfy the wishes of employers. Family differences sometimes appeard despite my wife's full understanding of what I was doing, but it was the nature of women in general. Those concepts that we grew up to believe that life is a dream to earn a living and live in a vicious circle of seeking money without looking at being free or slaves
 
Those concepts that we grew up with are that the dreams we loved as young children are just castles built in the air and that they are not healthy to buy food, and that the luxury we dream of will destroy the future


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I had a single dream at the time to feel free, not to be a slave to those who control my destinies for money and to live according to what I wanted and my own conditions. To be my life as I want not as someone else wants to

The reassuring thing was that I found on television so many who had really achieved their dreams and were in my condition and had done extraordinary things

It was the idea that came up (why I'm not like them – and what they stand out from me), and it was the decision to start from now on


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I don't hide you in secret, I have repeated a lot the words of my father and others who give us the illusion that they are looking at the full half: "Well, at least I have my health." That phrase no longer pleases me or justifies my need for wealth. Good health is required, but what takes care of my health if anything hit me ?
 
I am equal to those who say, "My life is ugly, but at least I have a life!" And as long as life is ugly, what is its use?

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