<div class="text-justify"> At high school, the class read an old book named, "Flowers for Algernon", which was a fiction story about a mentally challenged man who was given an experimental drug that made increasingly intelligent, only to have the effects wear off until he was back at his former self. An idiot. It was around this time in my life that I got very ill and had gone from being very sporty to bedridden in the space of a couple months, losing all faith in my body, something I had always relied on. I think it was in combination with this that the book had an oversized impact on my psyche, as I could relate to the loss of ability, but had also been grateful that even though my body had degraded into unrecognizability, I was still able to function mentally. ![IMG_20210623_091224.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/tarazkp/23wq29Pf7LhMDJHRTryk5KLvppLXAPxJVHuHENnw9hhZm8PKuG3TCZFQUfXZvCQnLzniV.jpg) This is now something I have to heavily question, as after the events of the last days, there has been some heavy degradation in some of my neuro-skills, as well as my speech centers at the mental and the physical level. While I can probably fool most people under daily conditions I talk to into believing I am fine, my wife has already noticed it and I have felt it creeping up over the last month, which is likely from when the major event took place and then was exploded last Saturday. It is quite daunting to face the prospect of being of knowingly diminished capacity and I am not sure if I am coping with it well. I have two jobs that rely predominantly on my ability to think quickly on my feet in complex situations and I am not sure what happens if I am unable to adequately meet the tasks, as I have very limited job opportunities in Finland, or anywhere without the skills I have. A speech therapist did a preliminary visit after I had said to the neurologist of my concerns and at first, I thought I was being a drama queen. However, once she started doing some of the tests, I quickly realized I was struggling far more than I should have been and at times, literally had nothing - like my brain got to a point at the edge of the map and was staring into the void. None of these tasks were difficult, most of them I have done with my past language students before. As I sat there silent, struggling to find simple words - there was a sense of impending doom pushing to get into the driver's seat of my feelings and I could feel my emotional state saying "time to panic" even though it was also saying to stay calm. It would have been very easy to let have control and relegate my agency into the backseat as a passenger. *It pissed me off that I was even having this conversation in my head.* Based on a few of observations, I will be here a bit longer and they gave me an MRI just a moment ago to see if the higher resolution will uncover any damage in my brain. It is possible that I suffered some kind of stroke as a result of what is called a [*carotid artery dissection*](https://www.cedars-sinai.org/health-library/diseases-and-conditions/c/carotid-dissection.html) near my brain stem, which sounds pretty scary and can be, as it is the major reason for strokes in younger people. The treatment for it is pretty simple so far, which is injections and then pills with Warfarin, an anti-coagulant that should stop clots forming, but it takes some time to build up in the body and around six months of treatment going forward. I will also have to see a speech therapist in a few weeks once my body starts to recover naturally, to make sure things are starting to align properly again, something that is vital for my continued employment. Right now, I am struggling to write and speak properly, but I also consider myself lucky in this regard since I have practice built into my lifestyle, including writing on Hive. Hopefully, it assists my rehabilitation. >With a little news just in (which makes me feel like I am thinking faster than I am), it appears I did have a little bit of a [cerebral infarction,](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerebral_infarction) which means I had a mini stroke. My doctor thinks that I will recover from it, but it is going to take some time and training to get back to where I was, if it does return that far. I don't really know what to make of this at the moment, but in typical process, I am putting my thoughts out on the chain. While it is still very early days and a lot can happen, I know it could have very easily been a catastrophic event that would have probably killed me. This would make it my fourth "death adjacent" event in my life, where odds were 50/50 or worse. I am guessing that eventually, I don't get to keep counting. For now though, I think it is a good time to reflect, take stock and be grateful for life so far. This includes looking back over my own processes and how I approach the world, as even though there is very little I could have done to prevent this issue, I may as well use the experience to see if I can improve myself a little. While I might have died, near death, *isn't death* and there is still a bit more life to live. Perhaps my mind will never return, perhaps I will be retarded in my abilities for the rest of my life. I don't know, but I guess the journey is finding out how good we can be in the conditions we find ourselves. Regardless of our starting point or what we face, we each have the same potential to do our individual best and, we all end up in the same place. Talk soon. *If I remember what I wanted to say.* Taraz [ Gen1: Hive ] </div>
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onealfa | 0 | 4,340,295,658,026 | 43.75% | ||
nanzo-scoop | 0 | 4,497,037,311 | 50% | ||
mummyimperfect | 0 | 58,715,440,014 | 50% | ||
ak2020 | 0 | 23,382,713,665 | 50% | ||
emily-cook | 0 | 1,688,373,798 | 50% | ||
gerber | 0 | 22,128,829,151 | 5.09% | ||
ericvancewalton | 0 | 655,051,663,241 | 100% | ||
daan | 0 | 52,342,653,330 | 8% | ||
ezzy | 0 | 1,742,886,616 | 5.09% | ||
ausbitbank | 0 | 253,315,937,883 | 20% | ||
meesterboom | 0 | 2,401,231,441,867 | 100% | ||
arcange | 0 | 239,635,651,476 | 3% | ||
exyle | 0 | 41,376,590,355 | 5.09% | ||
raphaelle | 0 | 3,170,420,676 | 3% | ||
ace108 | 0 | 297,391,081,703 | 11% | ||
sazbird | 0 | 5,604,706,123 | 50% | ||
jamesbrown | 0 | 1,328,494,659,270 | 100% | ||
magicmonk | 0 | 3,294,399,133,146 | 100% | ||
miketr | 0 | 8,396,419,267 | 5% | ||
jphamer1 | 0 | 8,530,902,563,126 | 100% | ||
joele | 0 | 2,806,840,631,138 | 100% | ||
djennyfloro | 0 | 1,310,913,832 | 10% | ||
shanghaipreneur | 0 | 2,472,544,138 | 50% | ||
borran | 0 | 479,982,724,648 | 50% | ||
jschindler | 0 | 478,791,076,954 | 40% | ||
wisbeech | 0 | 7,565,043,355 | 100% | ||
netaterra | 0 | 249,661,081,666 | 10% | ||
mattclarke | 0 | 721,648,569,112 | 50% | ||
notconvinced | 0 | 57,260,020,476 | 100% | ||
por500bolos | 0 | 39,793,652,569 | 75% | ||
daveks | 0 | 244,905,534,696 | 6% | ||
uwelang | 0 | 5,415,758,185 | 0.6% | ||
kommienezuspadt | 0 | 4,195,965,182,918 | 100% | ||
abh12345 | 0 | 3,928,375,515,750 | 75% | ||
steemcleaners | 0 | 1,772,332,248,577 | 65% | ||
t-bot | 0 | 985,238,580 | 50% | ||
ssekulji | 0 | 29,026,062,083 | 100% | ||
dylanhobalart | 0 | 214,471,004,645 | 100% | ||
rishi556 | 0 | 4,599,439,565 | 40% | ||
mangos | 0 | 1,942,094,718,128 | 42% | ||
mafeeva | 0 | 71,072,289,919 | 50% | ||
walterjay | 0 | 5,118,662,912 | 0.52% | ||
gabriele-gio | 0 | 85,567,583,285 | 40% | ||
ryivhnn | 0 | 154,462,182,534 | 84% | ||
paolobeneforti | 0 | 65,863,357,936 | 100% | ||
steemitboard | 0 | 14,889,139,546 | 3% | ||
privex | 0 | 10,598,458,024 | 10.18% | ||
justinashby | 0 | 10,914,953,966 | 66% | ||
cosmictriage | 0 | 87,596,777,671 | 100% | ||
pouchon | 0 | 1,637,875,136,822 | 46% | ||
preparedwombat | 0 | 918,161,994,108 | 100% | ||
looftee | 0 | 604,431,729 | 100% | ||
fingersik | 0 | 102,107,551,640 | 100% | ||
thatsweeneyguy | 0 | 2,060,098,997 | 6% | ||
melinda010100 | 0 | 228,201,035,307 | 25% | ||
sepracore | 0 | 4,186,232,571,240 | 100% | ||
zaragast | 0 | 67,889,494,616 | 80% | ||
enjoywithtroy | 0 | 106,262,500,457 | 49% | ||
dune69 | 0 | 33,440,340,011 | 4.58% | ||
smasssh | 0 | 1,862,487,796,612 | 50% | ||
thenightflier | 0 | 45,109,502,154 | 80% | ||
iansart | 0 | 8,979,096,317 | 5.09% | ||
forykw | 0 | 49,006,428,198 | 2.54% | ||
ribalinux | 0 | 82,246,241,904 | 100% | ||
roomservice | 0 | 13,352,577,840 | 15% | ||
sumatranate | 0 | 542,939,339,825 | 100% | ||
alphacore | 0 | 121,360,949,003 | 8.08% | ||
galenkp | 0 | 3,359,069,123,106 | 100% | ||
ammonite | 0 | 293,372,018,598 | 100% | ||
teamaustralia | 0 | 11,930,408,116 | 45% | ||
evolved08gsr | 0 | 7,451,790,914 | 50% | ||
jayna | 0 | 65,842,075,376 | 15% | ||
dswigle | 0 | 358,711,313,004 | 40% | ||
erangvee | 0 | 15,519,196,856 | 50% | ||
joeyarnoldvn | 0 | 25,896,512,505 | 100% | ||
papilloncharity | 0 | 458,397,608,661 | 35% | ||
forexbrokr | 0 | 33,656,761,772 | 100% | ||
mike314-0005 | 0 | 799,632,449 | 37.5% | ||
dante31 | 0 | 6,004,864,744 | 6% | ||
goldkey | 0 | 82,050,452,935 | 9% | ||
molometer | 0 | 172,918,082,323 | 70% | ||
felt.buzz | 0 | 4,480,248,350 | 0.52% | ||
shitsignals | 0 | 2,386,231,789 | 5.09% | ||
dine77 | 0 | 21,906,419,149 | 15.5% | ||
steempostitalia | 0 | 239,574,554,206 | 80% | ||
macchiata | 0 | 71,972,795,153 | 100% | ||
tegoshei | 0 | 33,905,414,019 | 100% | ||
lizelle | 0 | 292,488,301,870 | 100% | ||
jeanlucsr | 0 | 834,372,712 | 0.5% | ||
duekie | 0 | 25,591,863 | 100% | ||
shanibeer | 0 | 631,561,742,231 | 50% | ||
minismallholding | 0 | 153,234,767,226 | 25% | ||
felander | 0 | 25,120,861,999 | 5.09% | ||
marketinggeek | 0 | 1,946,686,224 | 100% | ||
nadhora | 0 | 2,388,979,246 | 100% | ||
bashadow | 0 | 84,787,993,893 | 25% | ||
bahagia-arbi | 0 | 1,976,704,729 | 12% | ||
stoodkev | 0 | 5,682,544,004,981 | 100% | ||
noloafing | 0 | 16,167,815,267 | 50% | ||
alinakot | 0 | 443,586,758 | 80% | ||
celestal | 0 | 182,958,378,973 | 50% | ||
therealwolf | 0 | 278,899,039,315 | 20% | ||
roleerob | 0 | 21,113,688,272 | 6% | ||
simplifylife | 0 | 134,281,180,524 | 50% | ||
fatman | 0 | 8,083,485,685 | 2% | ||
deathwing | 0 | 429,674,520,209 | 40% | ||
revisesociology | 0 | 744,897,626,799 | 50% | ||
espoem | 0 | 15,186,168,971 | 5% | ||
izzydawn | 0 | 4,373,270,120 | 25% | ||
martusamak | 0 | 10,142,881,823 | 100% | ||
borgheseglass | 0 | 4,892,072,495 | 100% | ||
sayee | 0 | 44,046,382,437 | 50% | ||
heidi71 | 0 | 69,272,398,784 | 80% | ||
daisyphotography | 0 | 11,713,570,013 | 100% | ||
josediccus | 0 | 305,808,079,338 | 35% | ||
afterglow | 0 | 14,771,219,602 | 50% | ||
anjana77 | 0 | 356,523,045 | 32.27% | ||
noble-noah | 0 | 36,682,080,380 | 100% | ||
caladan | 0 | 15,844,061,914 | 4.58% | ||
fknmayhem | 0 | 8,485,966,087 | 85% | ||
mightpossibly | 0 | 10,817,447,958 | 12% | ||
tradingideas | 0 | 1,272,063,693 | 100% | ||
new-world-steem | 0 | 123,616,407,606 | 100% | ||
diverse | 0 | 535,109,843 | 100% | ||
emrebeyler | 0 | 68,644,329,087 | 5.09% | ||
smartsteem | 0 | 1,047,034,915,608 | 20% | ||
chireerocks | 0 | 303,150,430 | 10% | ||
citizensmith | 0 | 61,153,907,915 | 100% | ||
mytechtrail | 0 | 53,333,000,603 | 15% | ||
ahmetay | 0 | 64,012,095,473 | 20% | ||
b00m | 0 | 43,394,888,501 | 100% | ||
sgt-dan | 0 | 2,036,633,694 | 1% | ||
wild.nature | 0 | 901,933,351 | 100% | ||
marcolino76 | 0 | 10,016,742,690 | 40% | ||
afril | 0 | 638,304,482 | 50% | ||
howiemac | 0 | 20,337,553,129 | 100% | ||
andyblack | 0 | 30,190,324,782 | 50% | ||
candyboy | 0 | 848,956,768 | 100% | ||
gorc | 0 | 5,310,848,622 | 84% | ||
pixietrix | 0 | 3,778,101,357 | 84% | ||
shadowlioncub | 0 | 4,119,591,675 | 84% | ||
jim888 | 0 | 1,791,157,737,113 | 75% | ||
jewel-lover | 0 | 1,704,913,309 | 100% | ||
jongolson | 0 | 958,869,641,512 | 50% | ||
ki4jgt | 0 | 318,290,745 | 100% | ||
intrepidphotos | 0 | 2,110,155,615,718 | 100% | ||
dynamicgreentk | 0 | 9,632,816,851 | 100% | ||
nealmcspadden | 0 | 6,332,661,724 | 5.09% | ||
tryskele | 0 | 3,873,727,965 | 15% | ||
piotrgrafik | 0 | 35,121,435,956 | 5.03% | ||
mciszczon | 0 | 90,710,594,684 | 100% | ||
ricardo993 | 0 | 5,020,834,927 | 30% | ||
rbm | 0 | 21,512,839,307 | 100% | ||
fullcoverbetting | 0 | 21,927,776,949 | 25% | ||
ikrahch | 0 | 193,068,979,445 | 50% | ||
philnewton | 0 | 1,370,492,438 | 18.75% | ||
fieryfootprints | 0 | 8,887,939,098 | 40% | ||
tobias-g | 0 | 330,637,649 | 56.25% | ||
investyourvote | 0 | 3,159,440,281 | 6% | ||
chronocrypto | 0 | 125,563,137,818 | 5.09% | ||
organicgardener | 0 | 929,486,901 | 37.5% | ||
realtreebivvy | 0 | 3,414,131,076 | 25% | ||
bet1x2 | 0 | 525,748,364 | 100% | ||
cadawg | 0 | 131,821,305,577 | 36% | ||
artywink | 0 | 27,103,708,623 | 100% | ||
ericburgoyne | 0 | 23,243,152,124 | 50% | ||
bigtom13 | 0 | 295,130,652,895 | 50% | ||
royaleagle | 0 | 6,115,221,068 | 75% | ||
moeenali | 0 | 67,978,932,531 | 10% | ||
d0zer | 0 | 2,041,509,738 | 100% | ||
lerma | 0 | 4,144,952,082 | 50% | ||
gawz69 | 0 | 814,281,677 | 75% | ||
pkocjan | 0 | 2,546,626,415 | 4.07% | ||
bozz | 0 | 144,024,299,143 | 20% | ||
cst90 | 0 | 134,545,002,153 | 100% | ||
memesdaily | 0 | 2,717,772,174 | 100% | ||
ladysalsa | 0 | 921,368,732 | 5.09% | ||
arac | 0 | 718,244,421 | 100% | ||
russellstockley | 0 | 19,564,828,045 | 30% | ||
dwayne16 | 0 | 2,096,834,082 | 70% | ||
g4fun | 0 | 10,910,916,580 | 25% | ||
rubencress | 0 | 37,472,447,737 | 10% | ||
jasonwaterfalls | 0 | 680,690,028 | 90% | ||
carlosp18 | 0 | 6,413,221,512 | 100% | ||
jglake | 0 | 5,316,377,680 | 20% | ||
life-relearnt | 0 | 4,196,216,977 | 25% | ||
watchlist | 0 | 297,786,196 | 100% | ||
reazuliqbal | 0 | 24,496,230,915 | 5.09% | ||
doomsdaychassis | 0 | 5,912,583,086 | 37.5% | ||
simplymike | 0 | 73,198,949,993 | 75% | ||
yusrizakaria | 0 | 5,578,380,614 | 90% | ||
abwasserrohr | 0 | 21,596,472,379 | 100% | ||
azircon | 0 | 1,787,182,138,074 | 10% | ||
zemiatin | 0 | 690,841,835 | 50% | ||
immanuel94 | 0 | 99,065,521,122 | 100% | ||
bestboom | 0 | 1,249,823,877 | 5.09% | ||
hlezama | 0 | 117,136,110,354 | 100% | ||
sbi2 | 0 | 87,980,584,318 | 3.37% | ||
mrchef111 | 0 | 120,493,739,436 | 100% | ||
flyerchen | 0 | 20,844,189,759 | 100% | ||
skyroad | 0 | 11,738,748,737 | 100% | ||
freddio | 0 | 41,375,483,008 | 14% | ||
blainjones | 0 | 8,517,818,437 | 3.5% | ||
abdulmath | 0 | 10,203,632,042 | 50% | ||
jemmanuel | 0 | 6,260,383,109 | 20% | ||
gadrian | 0 | 10,408,507,592 | 6% | ||
suntree | 0 | 6,732,140,844 | 100% | ||
allover | 0 | 4,908,146,342 | 100% | ||
flxlove | 0 | 4,771,716,424 | 75% | ||
garybilbao | 0 | 20,485,224,701 | 100% | ||
tsurmb | 0 | 497,162,430 | 100% | ||
ityp | 0 | 2,270,839,070 | 75% | ||
thanksforplaying | 0 | 5,857,036,334 | 75% | ||
margarita-de | 0 | 593,403,551 | 50% | ||
superlao | 0 | 25,085,027,315 | 100% | ||
rozku | 0 | 42,696,344,721 | 20% | ||
steem.services | 0 | 5,294,564,667 | 1.27% | ||
diabonua | 0 | 144,805,393,491 | 100% | ||
davidesimoncini | 0 | 3,492,109,181 | 20.4% | ||
parauri | 0 | 6,463,412,236 | 100% | ||
fernandosoder | 0 | 22,002,073,220 | 100% | ||
cryptoandcoffee | 0 | 398,873,368,098 | 25% | ||
insaneworks | 0 | 67,716,554,573 | 50% | ||
luminaryhmo | 0 | 4,537,747,680 | 100% | ||
sagesigma | 0 | 58,805,212,298 | 20% | ||
mama13 | 0 | 0 | 4.04% | ||
qam2112 | 0 | 513,895,828 | 100% | ||
sorprendente | 0 | 6,543,208,940 | 100% | ||
swisswitness | 0 | 3,154,960,180 | 5.09% | ||
gaottantacinque | 0 | 365,379,866 | 100% | ||
abacam | 0 | 1,642,530,546 | 100% | ||
abcor | 0 | 6,653,958,540 | 100% | ||
karamyog | 0 | 356,967,136,052 | 100% | ||
shortsegments | 0 | 14,748,806,974 | 10% | ||
olumzy | 0 | 13,545,523,578 | 3.6% | ||
emsonic | 0 | 12,164,761,409 | 2.54% | ||
gallerani | 0 | 715,116,704 | 12% | ||
rufruf | 0 | 886,874,723 | 100% | ||
rilo | 0 | 1,456,123,944 | 6% | ||
steem.craft | 0 | 25,678,672,614 | 100% | ||
astron | 0 | 525,478,670 | 100% | ||
abond | 0 | 526,965,497 | 100% | ||
aboost | 0 | 709,049,944 | 100% | ||
novartix | 0 | 526,690,237 | 100% | ||
spyd | 0 | 704,308,710 | 100% | ||
bifork | 0 | 529,556,553 | 100% | ||
zeeon | 0 | 542,580,629 | 100% | ||
davidox | 0 | 525,858,280 | 100% | ||
daleron | 0 | 522,342,534 | 100% | ||
fireon | 0 | 526,580,083 | 100% | ||
tribu | 0 | 526,008,249 | 100% | ||
maxgas | 0 | 525,323,196 | 50% | ||
misterios | 0 | 521,663,868 | 100% | ||
corill | 0 | 523,235,645 | 100% | ||
xmedia | 0 | 560,699,155 | 100% | ||
yotis | 0 | 551,381,209 | 100% | ||
wildbird | 0 | 561,480,951 | 100% | ||
openos | 0 | 551,357,897 | 100% | ||
bkt | 0 | 528,171,041 | 100% | ||
sub-zero | 0 | 555,962,673 | 100% | ||
nh3 | 0 | 524,491,277 | 100% | ||
dalz | 0 | 17,992,705,623 | 2.54% | ||
luciannagy | 0 | 5,146,200,871 | 30% | ||
gasaeightyfive | 0 | 521,681,706 | 100% | ||
goingbonkers | 0 | 33,187,058,726 | 50% | ||
xcore | 0 | 805,174,698 | 100% | ||
alfabet | 0 | 525,198,285 | 100% | ||
sonmi451 | 0 | 526,868,054 | 100% | ||
klan | 0 | 835,806,641 | 100% | ||
luppers | 0 | 29,323,129,269 | 2.54% | ||
dlike | 0 | 33,841,164,543 | 5.09% | ||
doldrums | 0 | 735,165,275 | 100% | ||
blueeyes8960 | 0 | 326,578,376,146 | 100% | ||
voxmortis | 0 | 39,141,205,063 | 20% | ||
mobi72 | 0 | 7,166,383,730 | 15% | ||
jokinmenipieleen | 0 | 3,769,809,235 | 100% | ||
engrave | 0 | 106,326,273,407 | 4.58% | ||
altonos | 0 | 73,803,886,241 | 15% | ||
tipsybosphorus | 0 | 2,936,112,198 | 50% | ||
pboulet | 0 | 1,252,364,950 | 1.05% | ||
marcocasario | 0 | 280,871,367,985 | 100% | ||
loope | 0 | 701,290,836 | 100% | ||
cribbio | 0 | 546,707,909 | 100% | ||
silverkey | 0 | 1,830,818,846 | 9% | ||
silvervault | 0 | 3,637,932,955 | 9% | ||
cryptycoon | 0 | 1,809,935,086 | 9% | ||
bonnie30 | 0 | 561,313,695 | 25% | ||
mariluna | 0 | 3,832,885,659 | 25% | ||
steemitcuration | 0 | 1,016,228,333 | 25% | ||
berthold | 0 | 2,022,081,670 | 6% | ||
thrasher666 | 0 | 2,128,575,507 | 60% | ||
conectionbot | 0 | 940,574,423 | 25% | ||
oac | 0 | 814,457,033 | 75% | ||
johannpiber | 0 | 283,179,024,435 | 15% | ||
followjohngalt | 0 | 16,105,639,890 | 4.58% | ||
shadowmask | 0 | 687,261,101 | 50% | ||
wallets4sale | 0 | 1,537,452,364 | 75% | ||
smonia | 0 | 1,984,084,537 | 100% | ||
rasalom | 0 | 15,949,308,605 | 100% | ||
mariyem | 0 | 737,643,808 | 100% | ||
steemfriends | 0 | 13,094,675,273 | 100% | ||
charitycurator | 0 | 4,044,982,772 | 10% | ||
smon-fan | 0 | 2,070,333,099 | 100% | ||
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zuly63 | 0 | 2,760,584,420 | 9.6% | ||
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hivecur | 0 | 10,232,473,270 | 5.09% | ||
awownerd | 0 | 330,859,703 | 65% | ||
roberto58 | 0 | 9,341,890,811 | 100% | ||
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hatschi0773 | 0 | 15,188,416,084 | 2.54% | ||
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nftmart | 0 | 9,494,530,534 | 40% | ||
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pfwaus | 0 | 1,269,783,708 | 100% | ||
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boneym | 0 | 47,336,722,746 | 3.05% | ||
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That is a great book, I read first around 20 years ago also. The knack of writing clearly hasn't left you, this is a good sign on what sounds pretty serious. Wishing you a full recovery with bells on.
author | abh12345 |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-qv7lk9 |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-106316"],"app":"peakd/2021.06.2"} |
created | 2021-06-24 14:00:12 |
last_update | 2021-06-24 14:00:12 |
depth | 1 |
children | 0 |
last_payout | 2021-07-01 14:00:12 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 204 |
author_reputation | 1,357,174,636,699,609 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,526,926 |
net_rshares | 0 |
Hope you're doing well now take great care of yourself sir ππΌ
author | abrarhussain |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-2021623t185346471z |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["health","life","personal","proofofbrain","death","family"],"app":"ecency/3.0.18-mobile","format":"markdown+html"} |
created | 2021-06-23 13:53:48 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 13:53:48 |
depth | 1 |
children | 0 |
last_payout | 2021-06-30 13:53:48 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 62 |
author_reputation | 18,046,845,407,553 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,505,278 |
net_rshares | 0 |
I'm so sorry to hear about what has happened to you. Wishing you and your family the best.
author | ammonite |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-qv6adh |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-106316"],"app":"peakd/2021.06.2"} |
created | 2021-06-23 21:00:54 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 21:00:54 |
depth | 1 |
children | 0 |
last_payout | 2021-06-30 21:00:54 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 90 |
author_reputation | 206,077,055,162,856 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,511,505 |
net_rshares | 0 |
@tarazkp God bless you! Get well and donβt be sad! Everything will be fine!
author | bartolomee |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-2021623t181029226z |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["health","life","personal","proofofbrain","death","family"],"app":"ecency/3.0.17-vision","format":"markdown+html"} |
created | 2021-06-23 15:10:27 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 15:10:27 |
depth | 1 |
children | 1 |
last_payout | 2021-06-30 15:10:27 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.104 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.104 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 77 |
author_reputation | 10,017,221,344,584 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,506,526 |
net_rshares | 391,081,519,177 |
author_curate_reward | "" |
voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
---|---|---|---|---|---|
tarazkp | 0 | 390,225,865,509 | 5% | ||
babytarazkp | 0 | 855,653,668 | 10% |
Thank you :)
author | tarazkp |
---|---|
permlink | re-bartolomee-qv5zfn |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-106316"],"app":"peakd/2021.06.2"} |
created | 2021-06-23 17:04:42 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 17:04:42 |
depth | 2 |
children | 0 |
last_payout | 2021-06-30 17:04:42 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 12 |
author_reputation | 4,729,625,755,061,243 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,508,265 |
net_rshares | 0 |
Fight, or let shit happen, fight, even if it is a struggle, it may make no difference at all, but at least you know you fought well and to the best of your ability. Using the chain to document is a good idea, you may or may not be able to see changes, but perhaps a few of us that read on a daily basis will detect some, so far I have not seen any diminished ability to write, this may be a saving grace for you, you are so used to thinking and writing at the same time. Continue to recover, and continue to grow and learn. The movie and the book were great.
author | bashadow |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-qv610t |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-106316"],"app":"peakd/2021.06.2"} |
created | 2021-06-23 17:39:06 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 17:39:06 |
depth | 1 |
children | 0 |
last_payout | 2021-06-30 17:39:06 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
promoted | 0.000 HBD |
body_length | 561 |
author_reputation | 100,388,692,638,882 |
root_title | "At the stroke of" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
percent_hbd | 10,000 |
post_id | 104,508,718 |
net_rshares | 0 |
<div class='pull-right'>https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/beerlover/yiuU6bdf-beerlover20gives20BEER.gif<p><sup><a href='https://hive-engine.com/?p=market&t=BEER'>View or trade </a> <code>BEER</code>.</sup></p></div><center><br> <p>Hey @tarazkp, here is a little bit of <code>BEER</code> from @pouchon for you. Enjoy it!</p> <p>Learn how to <a href='https://peakd.com/beer/@beerlover/what-is-proof-of-stake-with-beer'>earn <b>FREE BEER</b> each day </a> by staking your <code>BEER</code>.</p> </center><div></div>
author | beerlover |
---|---|
permlink | re-tarazkp-at-the-stroke-of-20210623t162636004z |
category | hive-106316 |
json_metadata | {"app":"beerlover/2.0"} |
created | 2021-06-23 16:26:36 |
last_update | 2021-06-23 16:26:36 |
depth | 1 |
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My mum had a stroke and she is 70 but recovery is possible and yes time is the medicine that you donβt take in but need to endure. Only time will tell but you can do this !
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I pray for full recovery @tarazkp. Stroke might be a life taking disease, I mean it might cost one to stay indoor for years and making one to neglect once life routine. I know of a man who has stroke for About 20 years in my street, still alive though but always indoor, I pray you donβt end up like that. Try to take more of natural treatments, there should be fruits and herbs that would do a lot instead of digesting chemicals. May God strengthen you --- <center><sub>Posted via [proofofbrain.io](https://www.proofofbrain.io/@corporateay/qv5lte)</sub></center>
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fruits and herbs only get s body so far, which is part of the reason we are living longer today.
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Stay blessed sir --- <center><sub>Posted via [proofofbrain.io](https://www.proofofbrain.io/@corporateay/qv6wmn)</sub></center>
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I'm speechless, but, will keep reading. :( You sound pretty good on paper. It has to be the prolific writing habits. They die hard. (Pun unintended)
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Are you having possible side effects from a medical procedure/event? It seems blood clots and mini strokes are on the rise. I do hope you have access to a natural-pathic doctor as well just to get second opinions for treatment or even diagnosis.
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I am not familiar with the book, but I know that sometimes our lives are slowed down. This may help to remind us how precious life is and find gratitude for each breath. I do hope you get better my friend.
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Oh my. I am sorry. I hope you heal soon. Sounds like with your determination, you shall
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Shoo that is scary @tarazkp BUT you've been given another chance... again, if I understand you correctly. You obviously still have a lot of work to do here on earth! I cannot begin to imagine what you're going through but, try not to overthink, take things slowly, day by day, moment by moment, and once things are back to normal, you can get on with the job of living a full life again.
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It is going to be an interesting road forward and I hope that I am able to face it with some level of class. I have seen people be very strong who weren't expected to be, I have seen the strong fall apart into a heap of bitterness too.
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I wish you well on your next journey in life. You won't be losing your skills, but gaining new ones to take you further. Sometimes things happen in life that signals you to slow down. Thank you for sharing your story. Take care.
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Most people are scared of death. I am scared of getting injured/losing my ability to think, move etc. Maybe I am not strong enough to face the ugly parts of life(that may happen to me and I have no control over them). We all seek competence, autonomy and importance in our life. And all our fears center around what if we are not capable enough. Not capable enough to provide to our family. Or to take care of ourselves. Maybe becoming fearless is impossible. And we have to accept that anything like that can happen to us. And we have to learn to fight it. And excel in our life even after unpredictable difficulties. >This would make it my fourth "death adjacent" event in my life, where odds were 50/50 or worse. This reminds me of WWE's Undertaker. https://media.giphy.com/media/eNprfp8IfUOrPYcPiB/giphy.gif He always came back. Nothing could take him downπ I am sure that you have inner strength of undertaker. And you will come back from this quickly and strongly. >I don't know, but I guess the journey is finding out how good we can be in the conditions we find ourselves. Said so truly and powerfully. I wish for your healthy recovery. Get well soon and take care of yourself!
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> I am scared of getting injured/losing my ability to think, move etc. me too.... I don't want my daughter to suffer, but I think it would be less of an impact on her if I died, rather than if I was completely out of it mentally. >Maybe becoming fearless is impossible. And we have to accept that anything like that can happen to us. And we have to learn to fight it. And excel in our life even after unpredictable difficulties. There are probably different levels or kinds of fear, some healthy, some far from it. so much of what we do in life is of the unhealthy kind. Thanks for taking the time for a good comment as normal :)
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π Cool, take care of yourself. And keep posting for good energiesπ
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I had heard of this *dissection* thing before but only in relation to Chiropracty as my mate runs one and he was getting really pissed off about someone mentioning it on his twitter feed. I think writing will be a great help to you but resting of course is vital as well. I think you know it. I must say though, your post above is most excellently done considering all you detail above. Take care buddy! and take it easy!
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It can happen doing any kind of physical activity - so it wasn't all the donuts like my wife says. Looking forward to having a little bit less pressure in some areas, mostly because I can't remember what needs attention :D
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That will be an excuse that will be a good cover for years to come π Glad the Donuts are off the hook though!
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Hey now hang on a minute here, if I could make it and function almost normally then just so can you. I had a TIA (Transient Ischemic attack) and became a stranger to myself, slurred speech and all. But after a few months I recovered and I am now still as mad as I ever was. At times I still write the words a bit scrambled but life goes on my friend. You have the intelligence to cope with this and we know that you will get through it, so for now we can only continue praying for you. Oh yes, Marian also wishes you something, but I forget what she was saying :)
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> For now though, I think it is a good time to reflect, take stock and be grateful for life so far. This includes looking back over my own processes and how I approach the world, *as even though there is very little I could have done to prevent this issue,* I may as well use the experience to see if I can improve myself a little. Well mate, what else could we add but regret what happened. In our constant path to achieving our goals, there are always hidden enemies lurking in the corners to make things more uphill for us. Perhaps it should be taken as a slight stumble and setback that forces us to review in greater depth the cadence of our accelerated trot. If something good does not come to us today, it is only because something better will come to us tomorrow. So why hurry up? *That from the hasten and the rush, only fatigue remains.* I am confident that everything will be fine soon and all your skills will be restored to 100% just by carefully following the new instructions that life gives you. In the meantime, just try to get more and better sleep and rest as much as you can. Perhaps and right there is where that elusive key to success is found. Who knows? But we will certainly never know if we don't try. Especially if we have rarely tried that before. :)
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Strong you are by sharing this. I know you will recover. Writing like you said should be a big help. !BEER
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It is going to be a long ride ahead - but such is life.
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Ahh well that sounds kind of serious (and for once I'm going to be reading your posts in chronological order as I went looking for this one after reading the latest one). Did you do this one in your various thought experiments? x_x If it helps, I have another friend who had a stroke in recent history (younger than both of us x_x), she disappeared on me for months and didn't answer my random pokes and I got really worried about her (there had been bouts of severe depression). Then ages later she finally got in touch with me apologising for the long absence as she'd had a stroke and been in hospital for a while x_x When she got home we went back to messaging regularly and she said she thought she was going to have to retire as an artist as the stroke had severely affected the right side of her body and she's right handed. It's been a year or probably two now (I've lost track) and her drawing skills are now back to where she was pre-stroke. So maybe you'll be back to normal in a few years :)
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I searched and saw that there is also a film of "Flowers for Algernon". I'm interested in that, I'll watch it tomorrow. I don't understand that you mean, that your mind will never return. Because your mind is really obviously totally and highly spiritual there. Your posts are really so wonderful, highly intelligent and interesting. I'm sorry that you feel such thoughts. I can imagine how bad you feel. Maybe it's also the shock that's working. I don't think you need to worry because this is such a great post, as are all your posts ππ€©. I can't do that. Good luck and good health and happy dreams ππ§‘πͺ.
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