A little angel went to heaven. by tigermom

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hive-150329 · @tigermom · Mar 21 '23

$6.43

A little angel went to heaven.

I'm sitting here on the couch thought I have to write my story. These view past weeks I felt very tired and emotional. I thought it was because of the pregnancy. On Thursday I went for my checkup.

We were so exited about my 19weeks checkup at the doctor. So when we went in to do the scan. And there was it. BOOM the whole world was standing stil..... The doctor said there are no heart beat. BOOM. I am dreaming. I really thought I was dreaming. I just want someone to wake me up. I thought 💭

Its very heart to believe this. This past weeks i really felt tired. And last week i had a lot of headaches and by blood pressure was dropping. I thought it was normal. But yeah my baby past away view weeks ago i was supposed to be 19 weeks now. And the altrasound show that baby was 15 weeks when the heart beat stopped.

I am sorry that im talking about it and not about food. 😒

Im just very emotionally drained. I just ask God all the time why did this happend. Why did God gave me this bundle of joy and then take it away again. 😭😭

When i was in hospital they gave 💊 to drink. The next morning the baby came down. 😭 The baby was so small i couldn't see the gender.
After everything i went home. But yeah its not easy.
Its really not easy. I feel for the woman that lost there baby's. Oh and we must not forget about the men. The men also have feelings. I can see with my husband he is drained.

POEM

My little baby.
I cant understand why this happened. I dont have the answers. I don't have the answers. I am glad i could hold you even when you were such a tiny little baby.
I miss you in my tummy but ill always will remember you. My baby you are in Heavan now and we will meat again. I love you my baby. Your brother miss you hes asking about you. But we dont have the answers.

Rest in peace my little one mamma and pappa and DJ loves you.
Till we meat again.

I will write again my dear friend's. Its very sad on the moment. We are going to see a pastor on Sunday after church.

Have a wonderful Tuesday everyone.

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👎 xcurangel, xrocky1

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@clairemobey · Mar 23 '23

Oh lovely lady. I'm so sorry for your loss. Really. It's good to share our joys and sorrows. It's a way of knowing were not alone. There's nothing harder than the loss of a child. 💖Much love to you

👍 tigermom

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@tigermom · Mar 23 '23

Ah girl thank you so much for the beautiful comment.  Yeah it's hard to lose a parent. But it's harder to lose a child. Although I was only a view weeks pregnant, the baby climb deep through our heart's. I feel for my son. He is asking about the baby.  😭😭😭

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@clairemobey · Mar 23 '23

Awwww lady 💜 remember to be kind to yourself and give yourself time to heal and grieve. It's not a linear process. Sometimes we get lost... But somehow we find a way to carry on 💖

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@clairemobey · Mar 23 '23

!luv

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@clairemobey · Mar 23 '23

!luv

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@ellenripley · Mar 21 '23

$0.02

I'm sorry for your loss. ❤️

👍 dustbunny, tigermom

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@tigermom · Mar 21 '23

Thank you girl. ♥️

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@zakludick · Mar 27 '23

😭😭😭 I am so sorry for your loss!

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@tigermom · Mar 27 '23

$0.02

Dankie vir die comment Zak. Ai dis maar nog bitter swaar. Lekker dag vir jou. Winter is opad. Lekker koud hier in Danielskuil

👍 zakludick

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@zakludick · Mar 27 '23

🤗🤗🤗 Ja winter is op pad. Geniet die dag die beste wat jy kan.

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