<i>As This year ends, I want to focus on who I want to be, rather than what I want to achieve. These last few months have been very stressful for me and even though I may be good at verbalizing what I want and need, it is not always so easy to put it into practice. I know, that I hold myself back a lot, there is no one else to blame. I have always struggled with what I believe I deserve, with my sense of self worth.</i> <center>  </center> This has always been my biggest obstacle, yes I am pretty positive and I do believe that things will work out, but there always has to be a struggle, because to be honest that is all that I know. Deep down I never believed that I deserved anything, without first experiencing some pain. I am not one for taking the easy route. I will always look for the long way round, that is just how I experienced life. But I know that it does not always have to be that way. That by actually being assertive, by asking for some help, I can get to the same result without exhausting myself. Plus it also makes my friends feel better, so many times I have had people in my life, tell me that I don't need to do everything myself. That they want to help me. <i>I have certainly improved with this. I actually did contact two friends to come and help. (The rest just contacted me or shown up) </i> Take today for example, I spend most of the day on the land that I just moved from, there was still some of my things on there, that I needed to move, ( mostly some wood and some pallets) plus I also wanted to tidy it up a bit, before the new owners moved on. A friend came to visit and offered to help me move some stuff, I agreed but after two trips to my truck, I told him I would finish the rest. Which I did, but it would have been a lot easier for me if I just let him continue helping me. It’s actually a big deal that I even agreed to let him help, but still I started to feel uncomfortable and by then I just told him that it was fine,I could manage the rest. Which really highlights the fact that I have some more work to do, on my own self worth, to try and get past these feelings of guilt, because someone is actually helping me. Me! <b>So as I leave this year and embrace 2022, I will continue to work on myself.</b> So that I can comfortably ask others for help, without experiencing this sense of unease. I really have to psych myself up sometimes, just to get the courage to ask. In 2022, I know how worthy I am and I will make decisions that will ultimately make my life easier. I have had so many people offer to help me lately and yet I chose not to accept all their offers. Yes I am bloody stubborn and it's not like I need to prove to myself, how strong I am, I know how strong I am. I just have to really believe that I deserve that help, that I am worthy of it. I do this as much for my daughters, as I do it for myself. Because I never want them to feel unworthy. So this pattern needs to end. I know that when it does, I will really open the doors of abundance into my life and really what more could I want. <h4>This is my response to the latest Ladies Of Hive Contest, which asked .....</h4> >With 2021 coming to an end and the new year just around the corner, it is important to start thinking about how we can make 2022 a better year. I hope that we will be able to achieve our goals much easier than in the past 2 years. We would love to hear: What are your goals that you want to achieve in 2022?   --- <center></center>
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| ackza | 0 | 53,937,004,914 | 100% | ||
| trafalgar | 0 | 15,583,767,769,644 | 38% | ||
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| dickturpin | 0 | 1,279,864,516 | 4% | ||
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| sequentialvibe | 0 | 17,940,643,665 | 100% | ||
| isaria | 0 | 305,656,317,409 | 25% | ||
| digitree | 0 | 798,845,567 | 100% | ||
| misslasvegas | 0 | 65,718,982,417 | 50% | ||
| wishmaiden | 0 | 705,204,457 | 50% | ||
| stortebeker | 0 | 83,205,258,551 | 50% | ||
| antimedia | 0 | 1,538,459,796 | 10% | ||
| zerotoone | 0 | 20,657,354,300 | 50% | ||
| alphacore | 0 | 6,700,021,920 | 2.42% | ||
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| sam99 | 0 | 27,740,987,763 | 18% | ||
| gingerninja | 0 | 1,881,849,845 | 10% | ||
| saintopic | 0 | 728,394,748 | 50% | ||
| tezmel | 0 | 84,415,511,959 | 100% | ||
| colinhoward | 0 | 5,575,913,365 | 13% | ||
| vachemorte | 0 | 74,252,819,508 | 100% | ||
| duckmast3r | 0 | 2,578,103,305 | 5% | ||
| joeyarnoldvn | 0 | 810,140,255 | 2.29% | ||
| chaostheory | 0 | 2,435,817,607 | 100% | ||
| binkyprod | 0 | 2,708,594,434 | 2.5% | ||
| bluemist | 0 | 16,075,891,716 | 8% | ||
| eturnerx | 0 | 50,300,277,870 | 1.2% | ||
| whitelightxpress | 0 | 38,940,513,085 | 100% | ||
| lenasveganliving | 0 | 2,502,414,941 | 4% | ||
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| raj808 | 0 | 12,961,170,063 | 100% | ||
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| izzydawn | 0 | 5,409,387,039 | 25% | ||
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| dinglehopper | 0 | 7,268,512,336 | 10% | ||
| canadianrenegade | 0 | 10,325,979,849 | 5% | ||
| investegg | 0 | 66,416,869,119 | 1.7% | ||
| kieranpearson | 0 | 1,234,464,327 | 33% | ||
| x30 | 0 | 584,371,757,543 | 10% | ||
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| dbooster | 0 | 6,923,894,075 | 5% | ||
| familyprotection | 0 | 712,912,045,163 | 57% | ||
| mike-nascar | 0 | 6,665,919,312 | 59% | ||
| red-rose | 0 | 40,987,746,275 | 99% | ||
| bluntsmasha | 0 | 1,862,736,968 | 15% | ||
| ultravioletmag | 0 | 79,245,846,816 | 100% | ||
| steemflow | 0 | 96,193,860,673 | 25% | ||
| xabi | 0 | 352,707,005,769 | 100% | ||
| nomad-magus | 0 | 1,574,548,131 | 10% | ||
| trucklife-family | 0 | 37,759,109,170 | 5% | ||
| fredkese | 0 | 22,916,643,536 | 100% | ||
| danile666 | 0 | 5,455,051,289 | 95% | ||
| traf | 0 | 1,386,896,451,962 | 38% | ||
| careywedler | 0 | 2,499,108,524 | 10% | ||
| cahlen | 0 | 1,323,715,572 | 5% | ||
| fjcalduch | 0 | 341,377,038,453 | 100% | ||
| tommy-gun | 0 | 15,116,624,696 | 55% | ||
| firststeps | 0 | 696,666,760 | 5% | ||
| cryptonized | 0 | 17,482,268,589 | 12% | ||
| upmyvote | 0 | 2,891,936,404 | 10% | ||
| krishool | 0 | 22,026,446,931 | 35% | ||
| eaglespirit | 0 | 9,658,560,300 | 5% | ||
| gabrielatravels | 0 | 144,864,540,718 | 68% | ||
| anfood | 0 | 11,029,787,877 | 50% | ||
| mountainjewel | 0 | 4,313,025,514 | 5% | ||
| metzli | 0 | 40,333,838,366 | 12.5% | ||
| mitxuxi | 0 | 916,389,866 | 50% | ||
| dynamicgreentk | 0 | 2,165,755,110 | 100% | ||
| moxieme | 0 | 1,003,564,546 | 20% | ||
| bengy | 0 | 4,654,502,158 | 5% | ||
| happycrazycon | 0 | 2,128,013,578 | 25% | ||
| socialmediaseo | 0 | 892,074,596 | 50% | ||
| audiosiren | 0 | 509,421,303 | 100% | ||
| thehoneys | 0 | 7,096,761,995 | 25% | ||
| ran.koree | 0 | 1,603,565,367 | 100% | ||
| the-reaper | 0 | 570,319,726 | 100% | ||
| busdriver | 0 | 913,784,668 | 50% | ||
| khusairi | 0 | 1,697,379,215 | 50% | ||
| tobias-g | 0 | 773,575,527 | 7.5% | ||
| edprivat | 0 | 149,822,337,377 | 100% | ||
| yadah04 | 0 | 7,266,825,999 | 50% | ||
| realtreebivvy | 0 | 3,558,711,297 | 25% | ||
| julescape | 0 | 93,466,369,789 | 100% | ||
| khimgoh | 0 | 57,559,075,873 | 50% | ||
| chalacuna | 0 | 1,159,658,119 | 50% | ||
| guri-gure | 0 | 597,040,502 | 5% | ||
| ryl | 0 | 813,850,221 | 100% | ||
| kennykajo | 0 | 929,249,582 | 50% | ||
| borrowedearth | 0 | 907,663,513 | 5% | ||
| hempress | 0 | 891,276,576 | 11% | ||
| barge | 0 | 203,935,982,359 | 100% | ||
| allyson19 | 0 | 1,774,892,578 | 10% | ||
| vegan.niinja | 0 | 3,434,056,502 | 22% | ||
| alimamasstory | 0 | 2,796,640,041 | 25% | ||
| lakawero | 0 | 893,189,052 | 50% | ||
| crowbarmama | 0 | 2,232,572,628 | 10% | ||
| homestead-guru | 0 | 3,776,740,482 | 5% | ||
| rubencress | 0 | 316,348,912,317 | 100% | ||
| tamala | 0 | 4,267,214,526 | 20% | ||
| cryptictruth | 0 | 211,666,961,171 | 50% | ||
| steemsmarter | 0 | 1,035,067,504 | 3.3% | ||
| supreme-verdict | 0 | 1,578,490,380 | 100% | ||
| sebastiaaan | 0 | 637,091,194 | 75% | ||
| life-relearnt | 0 | 4,395,136,658 | 25% | ||
| oadissin | 0 | 21,551,253,585 | 50% | ||
| evlachsblog | 0 | 1,422,706,294 | 5% | ||
| movingman | 0 | 4,330,763,814 | 100% | ||
| shaheerbari | 0 | 1,817,184,928 | 10% | ||
| outlinez | 0 | 5,398,994,992 | 4% | ||
| scottshots | 0 | 3,835,019,467 | 5% | ||
| onepercentbetter | 0 | 14,937,903,010 | 12% | ||
| celestialcow | 0 | 1,668,628,953 | 2.2% | ||
| sanderjansenart | 0 | 795,060,140 | 0.5% | ||
| razzor | 0 | 585,314,788 | 50% | ||
| sbi2 | 0 | 55,284,530,726 | 2.6% | ||
| news2share | 0 | 1,051,306,112 | 10% | ||
| bobaphet | 0 | 5,568,149,336 | 10% | ||
| alitavirgen | 0 | 963,482,284 | 100% | ||
| mumma-monza | 0 | 6,322,477,525 | 25% | ||
| harktheshark | 0 | 922,431,838 | 100% | ||
| inciter | 0 | 4,723,294,249 | 8% | ||
| sustainablelivin | 0 | 5,248,935,533 | 50% | ||
| mlrequena78 | 0 | 12,651,931,678 | 100% | ||
| artemislives | 0 | 4,065,071,322 | 5% | ||
| divard | 0 | 1,160,096,765 | 25% | ||
| escriptora | 0 | 2,284,554,178 | 100% | ||
| a1-shroom-spores | 0 | 1,351,369,451 | 50% | ||
| margarita-de | 0 | 601,646,646 | 50% | ||
| geliquasjourney | 0 | 674,947,233 | 44% | ||
| ikarus56 | 0 | 1,616,367,227 | 8% | ||
| abidemiademok21 | 0 | 769,428,546 | 50% | ||
| nickyhavey | 0 | 8,768,210,546 | 100% | ||
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| khiabels | 0 | 1,212,350,390 | 10% | ||
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| rachelleignacio | 0 | 994,151,325 | 50% | ||
| truthabides | 0 | 797,827,466 | 10% | ||
| cambridgeport90 | 0 | 545,587,590 | 5% | ||
| frejafri | 0 | 3,909,216,909 | 10% | ||
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| merlion | 0 | 608,736,385 | 12% | ||
| gregorypatrick | 0 | 1,428,019,555 | 95% | ||
| cnandofer | 0 | 2,435,850,287 | 100% | ||
| shawnsporter | 0 | 3,725,011,860 | 25% | ||
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| joswag | 0 | 1,417,439,638 | 50% | ||
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| that.bass.guy | 0 | 735,887,253 | 50% | ||
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| devolebnoj | 0 | 1,335,829,892 | 50% | ||
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| neyxirncn | 0 | 2,450,430,444 | 100% | ||
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| quatro | 0 | 660,761,051 | 10% | ||
| faady92 | 0 | 1,157,752,023 | 75% | ||
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| kabasakal | 0 | 748,084,063 | 100% | ||
| nonsowrites | 0 | 7,901,728,562 | 15% | ||
| ecodesigns | 0 | 4,463,874,479 | 50% | ||
| vibesforlife | 0 | 2,500,504,830 | 15% | ||
| bia.birch | 0 | 932,054,840 | 5% | ||
| jacuzzi | 0 | 785,725,359 | 1.2% | ||
| primeradue | 0 | 1,337,483,122 | 4% | ||
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| jtm.support | 0 | 3,821,151,280 | 50% | ||
| ctime | 0 | 15,985,726,965 | 2.5% | ||
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| a-secondchance | 0 | 14,833,941,654 | 100% | ||
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| rappler | 0 | 2,649,044,758 | 50% | ||
| ond | 0 | 867,598,524 | 50% | ||
| alchemystones | 0 | 34,391,914,071 | 100% | ||
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| yanezdegomera | 0 | 1,244,332,056 | 50% | ||
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if you have a truck you should do irl live streaming on youtube and i bet you would get a nice following of paying donaters like the rv streamers on https://ip2.network just less chaos and cleaner lol i wanna see more mobile live streamers who also make money hive blogging ... if hive goes to $1000 then there really is enough money to support millions of us like UBI especially when we pool resources and start living in RVs etc lol just have to build those searl effect generators.
| author | ackza |
|---|---|
| permlink | r53peu |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"links":["https://ip2.network"],"app":"hiveblog/0.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:08:57 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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I have never really caught on to the whole vlogging thing, writing is much more my vibe xxxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-ackza-r53qhv |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:32:33 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| author_reputation | 1,084,221,019,306,554 |
| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 44,377,649,177 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| ackza | 0 | 44,377,649,177 | 100% |
Doing the work on your own and relying on yourself is a great thing for you. You should keep doing that and not get tired and frustrated I wish you good luck and a happy new year
| author | aimee.tariq |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r50dw2 |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-01 02:07:15 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| ackza | 0 | 49,753,156,721 | 100% |
Thank you xxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-aimeetariq-r53q44 |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:24:51 |
| last_update | 2022-01-02 21:24:51 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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Listen, you deserve rest, you deserve to be helped, you deserve the good things of life without having to pay through your nose. Remember that always and embrace all the goodness that comes your way. Enjoy a love filled 2022!
| author | akubillionnaire |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r51r50 |
| category | hive-124452 |
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| created | 2022-01-01 19:51:03 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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| net_rshares | 0 |
Thanks for the wonderful advice @akubillionnaire xxxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-akubillionnaire-r53qgs |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:31:45 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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🤗
| author | akubillionnaire |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r53qlv |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:34:45 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 0 |
I really love the focus on who you want to BE rather than what your want to achieve.
| author | artemislives |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r51h9x |
| category | hive-124452 |
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| created | 2022-01-01 16:17:57 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| beneficiaries | [] |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 44,223,726,216 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
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|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| ackza | 0 | 44,223,726,216 | 100% |
Thank you @artemislives , wishing you a year full of love and abundance xxxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-artemislives-r53qf2 |
| category | hive-124452 |
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| created | 2022-01-02 21:30:51 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 18,718,003,080 |
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|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| artemislives | 0 | 18,718,003,080 | 25% |
It’s a struggle! Lol, why is it sooooo hard to accept help?!?! We don’t HAVE to do it alone! Less stress is best. So, whatever that takes and means to you. It is what it is. Great job on the cleaning- it got done- doesn’t matter how- even if you hired it out- YOU made it happen and it’s another chore off the never ending list. We should give ourselves more credit, slow down and ground. Happy 2022 May you have all you need and more!!
| author | earthpurse777 |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-202211t11446743z |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452","life","hive","lotus","pob","abaundance","selfworth","contest"],"app":"ecency/3.0.23-mobile","format":"markdown+html"} |
| created | 2022-01-01 18:44:06 |
| last_update | 2022-01-01 18:44:06 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 45,893,258,499 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| ackza | 0 | 45,893,258,499 | 100% |
Thank you @earthpurse777 and yes here's to slowing down and being more grounded. Happy 2022 to you too xxxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-earthpurse777-r53qau |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-02 21:28:15 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
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| net_rshares | 0 |
que tal me encanto tu forma sincera de expresarte y sabes algo? cuando als personas que te aprecian se ofrecen espontáneamente es porque se sienten muy bien haciéndolo, bonitos post
| author | gabilan55 |
|---|---|
| permlink | r55zny |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"app":"hiveblog/0.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-04 02:45:36 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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You received 2 LADY(LOH) tokens for entering the Ladies of Hive contest! We believe that you should be rewarded for the time and effort spent in creating articles. The goal is to encourage token holders to accumulate and hold LOH tokens over a long period of time.
| author | hive-124452 |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r50b66 |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-01 01:08:33 |
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| net_rshares | 0 |
Thanks so much xxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-hive-124452-r53qg2 |
| category | hive-124452 |
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| created | 2022-01-02 21:31:18 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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Awesome Truck, have an inspiring 2022, may the gods smile upon you.
| author | julescape |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-trucklife-family-r51d0r |
| category | hive-124452 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-124452"],"app":"peakd/2021.09.1"} |
| created | 2022-01-01 14:46:03 |
| last_update | 2022-01-01 14:46:03 |
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| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
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|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| ackza | 0 | 50,768,585,813 | 100% |
The same to you my friend xxxx
| author | trucklife-family |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-julescape-r53q3l |
| category | hive-124452 |
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 Ladies of Brain L A D I E S O F B R A I N S BRAIN LADIES lol Ladies of Dev Alien Ladies of Brain Alien Brain Ladies of Hive Devs The Ultimate Exopolitical Cyborg Feminist Blockchain Social Contract Network .... a femme fatale front end to lure you in and an infinitely complex cybernetic back end
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When you receive an unexpected help, know that the Universe wants to help you and accept it with Gratitude my dear because that's a gift from the Universe itself. You have come across always as a very strong lady to me and I know that you have a lot of power within you but then sometimes it's ok to relax and let others do things for you. These are the little gifts from your own higherself to you. Lots of Love and a fabulous New Year with loads of Power to always be on the right path.
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Thanks so much @nainaztengra for your beautiful message, I really appreciate it, sending you lots of love xxxx
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It is indeed so hard to accept help; you are definitely not alone in this! In my case, what I feel is I'm actually a bother to people so I prefer them to not help so they would not get bored of me OR I'm very stubborn and feel I do everything center than them so they will be the bother 🤣 terrible thing to live by! I do hope your life gets easier and you get some rest while still achieving everything you want and reserve 💓 happy New year 2022 to you!
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I understand exactly how you feel, but we both deserve help every now and again. Happy new year @neyxirncn xxx
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I believe you will get there and be the person you want to be. I've been reading some books recently and one was about trying to shut out the ego side of our minds and let the subconscious in a little bit more. Admittedly, this is from a book about being mindful, living in the moment when playing sport (tennis) but the principles are the same in that it's very easy to let the ego dictate play and think of situations in a future that doesn't exist. So we need to shut that little shit up and distract it by focusing on something that is immediate. With tennis, it can be done with something so simple like just looking at the ball seams as it's moving but taking that concept in to your situation, what little thing can you focus on that will shut the ego down and let you be who you want to be? Maybe the next time you are needing help moving things, focusing on the task of moving things and what is the quickest way to do it, I.e. Purely the "what" of the situation, can help reduce the other thoughts from kicking in? Hope that little ramble helped, late night thoughts 🙂
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May 2022 bring you beauty and wonder!
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Much magic and love to you @sequentialvibe xxxx
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Hello Aishlinn! Happy New Year! It's a great time to learn to ask for help when you need it. You are worthy of it and you deserve it!!! Hugs to you and your daughters.
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Happy new year @silversaver888, it has been great getting to connect with you on here. Thank you for your support and wonderful words . Huge hug to you xxxx
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Likewise! I am so glad we connected!
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Nice content. Have a prospective 2022
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Thank you and the same to you xxx
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Thanks @trucklife-family for making time to participate in the topic this week. Even though I don't comment regularly here, I have followed you on blockchain and am a fan of your posts. Each word you write is filled with positivity. I am sorry that you have been struggling these past few months. The same happens to me sometimes, and I think it is perfectly fine to be exhausted. We are all human beings. As such, it is difficult to be positive all the time. I do believe, in the end, that just happens in a short time when we all look at the bright side of every situation. Wishing you health and happiness in the year to come. ❤️❤️
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Thank you for your wonderful comment and well wishes. Wishing you a year full of love and abundance xxx
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Me imagino que así como ha de costarte pedir ayuda, también lo ha sido abrirte al publico de hive con tan sensible publicación, es importante conocernos para mejorar y al parecer lo estas haciendo, que buen punto eso de "quien quiero ser" antes de "que quiero lograr" esta simple frase deja mucho para reflexionar en nuestro silencio! te deseo un feliz año, lleno de amor propio y armonía espiritual ! I imagine that just as it must have cost you to ask for help, so has it been to open up to the public of hive with such a sensitive publication, it is important to know ourselves to improve and it seems you are doing it, what a good point that "who I want to be" before "what I want to achieve" this simple phrase leaves much to reflect on our silence! I wish you a happy year, full of self-love and spiritual harmony! Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)
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Muchas Gracias @valthy, I hope you have a wonderful new year xxxx
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| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 65 |
| author_reputation | 1,084,221,019,306,554 |
| root_title | "Who I Want To Be ! - Ladies Of Hive Contest #63" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 109,093,821 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
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