hello friends in the Weekend Experiences Community, my post today is to follow [WE113] with the theme:
Your 500 words
In around 500 words explain why your account is interesting and you're a person others in the community should be engaging with. What makes your post feed attractive to other in the blockchain?

I joined the Hive community in August 2021. When I was first invited to join I was very excited, because I haven't written in a long time.  My main goal in joining is to channel my hobby, namely writing.  At the time it didn't cross my mind about money, because I already had a regular job as a teacher in a junior high school.

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After joining the hive community, I just found out that if we write well, we will be rewarded in the form of hive, this is where the dilemma arises for me???? If our writing is paid, it means we have to write with good quality, other people  will not pay if our writing is not of quality, "there is a price there is a form".

What should I write?  I only know about herbs and  alternative medicine, that's why on my “first introduction” I joined the Natural Medicine community.

To be honest, when I see other members' posts get lots of upvotes and I think their posts are "amazing" there is a sense of inferiority, "will my posts be liked by other members?" My post is only about natural medicine, how can modern minded people in this community accept my post?

If friends see my post, then your will see that my post talks a lot about culture and herbs. a few months after joining the hive community, I realized that every member of the community has their own characteristics and “uniqueness”, therefore in posting a topic, each member has a different characteristic and point of view.  After realizing this, I became less “inferior” anymore.  I will try my best to the best of my ability, because I realize that everyone has goals and desires, all members compete to post the best and try hard to build a hive community.

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Is my account withdrawn?  Yes, at first I felt my post was just a simple, uninteresting post.  But over time, I realized my account has its own uniqueness, because:

1.In the modern world of medicine, my account which discusses a lot of natural medicine is very interesting, not everyone wants to learn about natural medicine, while I am trying to learn natural medicine, I think if no one wants to learn natural medicine then science about natural medicine will be extinct, I will try to learn and develop my knowledge about natural medicine.

2.I like unique dishes with plant main ingredients, because I think that food should not only be filling but whatever we eat must be “halal” and useful for the health of our bodies and souls.

I am a person who likes to be involved with other members, because by getting involved and interacting with other members, I will get to know other members and can learn new things from friends' posts.

I think my post has interesting feedback because my post is "unique" with "messy" English but I'm trying to fight in this community.

thank you friends who have supported my posts so far in the hive community and special thanks to @galenkp for choosing the theme so I can write a small part of my struggles in the hive community.