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Something that doesn't break me open
Of all the suicide pacts I make with myself this is the one I like the best...

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I think: that up to this point…hmm, funny; I have now stopped thinking…

Which is how I find my breath talking to me;

And that is when I stop looking around looking for my birthday or some such other that can satisfy me and begin the come-down of another day,

Lost on the ranch of despair that grovels out of my guts of honey and hate to eat itself back up into some academic love thing.

Am I here for despair?

I think not.

But now, on this edge of the night I want to hear something nice that doesn’t break me open…

Are these the bits and pieces of some cruel tale come to bite us, you say?

Are we that deceived?

Is it time to howl now?

No, it is now time for coffee.

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@blockurator · 
Ha! It's time for coffee. Love it! It's always time for coffee. :-)
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@wales · 
Well you got to take the rough with the smooth
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@blockurator · 
Yeah, I suppose that's true. hehe
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@friendly-fenix · (edited)
@wales
I hope you are okay, this sounded kinda dark....

/FF
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@wales · 
Just another day of many, no problem...
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@papacrusher · 
I love the cadence and imagery of this poem.

> But now, on this edge of the night I want to hear something nice that doesn’t break me open…

Oh, how many times have we been struck by this thought, this feeling?  Thanks for sharing!
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@wales · 
Anytime
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@reonlouw · 
Your words fill me with despair and touch deeply. You are very talented!

Found you on #steemitbloggers
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@wales · 
Thank you; if I couldn't feel it I wouldn't be able to say it, so I'm not so sure it's talent but more expression.
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@shaidon · 
What gives me comfort is knowing that there is no after-life. Death is rather final. No sight, no sound, no taste, no smell, no thought being processed by the brain. I have lost far to many friends and relatives to know that I have to keep going on, regardless. 

Nothing is permanent. Make your time count.
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@wales · 
Sometimes there is nothing to count but the hours and minutes that pass too slow to mean anything more than time passing
👍  
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@wales · 
Thank you very much
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@traciyork · 
Dark, but just enough light seeps in the cracks.
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@wales · 
It is said that you have to go through the dark to get to the light
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@uniwhisp · 
Haha! It is always time for coffee!
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@wales · 
Yes it is
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