Oh my loneliness,
I have been travelling so long, and so few have truly accompanied me.
Those few that did, thank you for your honesty, your company, and your lessons for me.
These travels through life, they are the lessons we hand down to ourselves and eventually need to complete by ourselves.
Like I said [last week](), I am taking the long way home, and it feels like I have been driving all my life, but only yesterday came to the conclusion that I had no idea where I was going.
As clueless as a baby behind the wheel....
I enjoyed the ride, so donยดt get me wrong, but I can not stop to think about the following.
Why did I never realize I had no plan, I was going nowhere, and that was fine.... it only turned weird when I knew where I wanted to go.
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All this time I walk this world alone, it feels like an eternity, and a split second at the same time. And look what I found ...the first...the last....
#### Alex Warren - Eternity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXqf3uqLkkU
Only now that I realize, now that I have a plan, now that I understand where home is supposed to be, or at least what home is supposed to be, I am surprised it took me this long to find what I found, my way home.
#### Dotan - Home
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6YhXYiSmJ4&pp=ygURaG9tZSBkb3RhbiBseXJpY3M%3D
So many places, so many faces, and if you look close, most hardly matter, and those who do, you can never forget. Those are the memories that last, images I take back home, and will not lose till alzheimer takes them away from the conscious part of me.
#### Oryn Etheria ft. Myrralyn - Memories
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You have brought the quietness I lost since I was alone again, Avalon has shown me the way home. Together, I found my compass and I found the calm, and the call, as I wondered long not knowing about you, my wonderkind.
#### CEVITH - Stars High
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Wonderkind, I did not mention you before on here, but you are my tribe, lost till you were created and therefore found. Like me, you have gone through life, never feeling at home in no manยดs house.
Like me, you carry the memory, you remember, you were shown, and then birth erased it...almost, but the call is always stronger, you will always listen and wonder.
#### Wunderkind song Narnia - Amalie Skriver
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Because if one does not discover oneยดs Wonderkind, one could go mad within the walls of one's mind, created by a society that has forgotten that there is more to life than the constant need to survive and instant gratification.
If you do not find your way home, the world will be a dark and gloomy place
#### Ren - Vincent's Tale - Sunflowers (Prologue)
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We are all wounded, hurt, dissed, dismissed, rejected, abandoned, and we all carry the scars, so we can heal and come back twice as strong in round two.
#### Token & Ren - What Does Your Love Look Like?
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There are no scars in heaven, as we are meant to heal on earth, and once we journey back to our origin, we will be cleansed. All will be absorbed, all lessons learned assimilated, will we be whole on the other side?
#### See You on the Other Side - Ozzy Osbourne
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But what happens when we get back from heaven, would this life have taught us anything, or will we have to start all over again?
#### I.V.R. Project - To Heaven And Back
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### ENCORE
Fall back to earth like an unwritten leaf, a scraped tablet, and what the heaven is this music style?
#### Windwaker - Tabula Rasa
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#### <center>What Song to Send My Son</center>
My son started a playlist, Stuff For Dad, and I will be adding my favorite song to my playlist for him: Songs For My Son!
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/12nIvKWCZjLmkCT3P7thTs
Every week, I have to choose one song and tell you about it. And you, Dear Reader, tell me your favorite song in the comments, and feel free to try to change my mind.
Windwaker - Tabula Rasa is such a weird one that I have to share it, and hopefully, he can tell me what it is one day.
*Please try to change my mind! (if I still have one)*
#### <center>Playlists</center>
###### Youtube Playlist.
All these gems were added to this weekยดs **[YouTube playlist](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXQdG71WNB5UvhxNgMH9B-euqfSikIy47).**
All Midnight Gems Playlist can be found **[here](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXQdG71WNB5WxSEV1lljXGVmvV1_1vtaF)**
###### Spotify Playlist:
The Spotify playlist might not capture the whole show, but it is meant to represent it as well as Spotify makes it possible:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6ZsDTRhG5V2CRoVtKj94WQ
#### <center>Tag List</center>
If you want a weekly reminder, just put "Tag List" in the comments!
**Thank Goodness you made it to the end...but stay tuned, there is a new Gems Session each week.**
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