"是吧,不過它不是持續的,絕望襲來,會停留壹段時間,幾個小時,或是幾天低谷,過去了,我依舊可以正常的生活啊,還在可控的範圍,也沒有特別灰暗,所以我想,應該還沒有到特別病態的地步。“ “嗯,那就還好,我倒覺得,恐懼來源於未知,所以其實每個人都理應害怕未來不是嗎,但事實是大多數人並不怕。妳說為什麽?” “哎妳這個赤腳醫生,不分析我的病情,反倒分析起大多數了。我想或許大部人更多關註的是短期的未來。孩子們不用害怕啦,初生牛犢不畏虎,也因為他們的未來很長,長到望不到邊際。成年人就不壹樣了,尤其到了中年,不過很多人還是會有清晰的短期人生目標,升職,加薪,結婚,生子,供孩子考學,孩子再結婚,生子......人們要全力以赴地奔向這壹道道關卡,沒時間擔心害怕。" “嗯,差不多,那麽妳說妳不總是會有那種絕望感,在沒有的時候,對未來是怎樣的想法呢?” “我不敢想啊,如果刻意去想就是會絕望,不過很多時候想不到那麽遠,比較麻木,也有心情最輕松,活力十足的時候,比如發工資,賺到壹大筆錢,購物,尤其是服裝,手飾,包包這些,會有很強的滿足感。” “這聽起來正常得很呀!”小艾連忙說。 “對啊,但是這種狀態和那種絕望感的出現機率差不多,停留時間也差不多。我想過,如果可以壹直持續充滿激情的亢奮狀態,我 的人生將會非常精彩,那種感覺真是太棒了,走在雲端,好像自己是壹個太陽,會發熱發光。如果壹直持續絕望狀態,可能沒幾天就活不下去了,會壓抑到窒息。“ “冰火兩重天。不過說起來,多數時間無風無浪,時不時地情緒起伏波動,妳不認為大多數人都是壹樣的?” “我想會有程度的不同,妳的狀態呢,是壹樣的嗎?” “嗯,興奮的時候好似差不多,我也有低谷呀,會對自己沒信心,對世界充滿敵意,但我會出去嗨歌,或是運動,還蠻容易解決掉的。” “對,我知道運動是很棒的療愈方法。有壹個說法,說是在大腦高度活躍,而小腦運動神經活躍不足時會引起腦部神經興奮抑制不均衡,容易產生抑郁,加大運動量對治療抑郁有很好的輔助作用。我應該多運動才是。” “不如我們壹起跑步?”小艾反應的可真快。 “再說再說,我需要安排時間啊。” “好好,那麽妳繼續說說妳的絕望好了。妳說時常會有的,那種感受,妳認為和常人對未來的擔心和恐懼有什麽不同?”  (蘇菲的第三個世界 10)
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voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
---|---|---|---|---|---|
abit | 0 | 13,902,208,689,800 | 50% | ||
wongshiying | 0 | 20,073,231,820 | 73.01% | ||
gerber | 0 | 65,636,230,445 | 4% | ||
daan | 0 | 54,004,783,440 | 8% | ||
ezzy | 0 | 260,587,521,297 | 4% | ||
exyle | 0 | 169,897,747,479 | 4% | ||
ace108 | 0 | 352,132,489,830 | 10% | ||
tensaix2j | 0 | 3,139,366,766 | 73.01% | ||
laoyao | 0 | 23,074,629,575 | 50% | ||
somebody | 0 | 17,358,905 | 50% | ||
midnightoil | 0 | 81,286,950,584 | 50% | ||
xiaohui | 0 | 459,033,832,790 | 50% | ||
oflyhigh | 0 | 2,873,497,686,157 | 50% | ||
helene | 0 | 603,832,992,812 | 50% | ||
sweetsssj | 0 | 11,566,161,787,733 | 33% | ||
netaterra | 0 | 70,445,750,458 | 3.6% | ||
someguy123 | 0 | 112,078,626,786 | 4% | ||
cnfund | 0 | 56,753,779,028 | 73.01% | ||
justyy | 0 | 724,923,891,853 | 73.01% | ||
btshuang | 0 | 1,029,517,398 | 73.01% | ||
devilwsy | 0 | 2,595,144,872 | 73.01% | ||
janiceting | 0 | 2,597,705,936 | 73.01% | ||
blackbunny | 0 | 36,234,693,587 | 50% | ||
elizacheng | 0 | 13,458,280,313 | 9% | ||
lingfei | 0 | 37,884,098,904 | 50% | ||
privex | 0 | 7,828,257,754 | 8% | ||
dune69 | 0 | 2,377,163,827 | 4% | ||
iansart | 0 | 4,719,952,612 | 2.48% | ||
guyverckw | 0 | 144,635,388,293 | 73.01% | ||
nuagnorab | 0 | 316,307,537,583 | 73.01% | ||
rycharde | 0 | 1,194,248,812 | 10% | ||
linuslee0216 | 0 | 1,021,973,578 | 73.01% | ||
wilkinshui | 0 | 111,082,246,145 | 73.01% | ||
exec | 0 | 123,235,184,887 | 50% | ||
eval | 0 | 401,787,837 | 50% | ||
alphacore | 0 | 69,815,560,092 | 3.2% | ||
aaronli | 0 | 110,152,493,388 | 73.01% | ||
marylaw | 0 | 1,080,972,729 | 73.01% | ||
shenchensucc | 0 | 60,527,112,594 | 73.01% | ||
krischy | 0 | 16,834,869,158 | 58.4% | ||
ew-and-patterns | 0 | 102,980,835,537 | 5% | ||
biuiam | 0 | 2,405,977,387 | 73.01% | ||
thegreens | 0 | 774,392,463 | 1% | ||
davidmendel | 0 | 7,413,117,367 | 58.4% | ||
mrpointp | 0 | 206,991,694,476 | 73.01% | ||
mygod | 0 | 1,025,141,982 | 73.01% | ||
shitsignals | 0 | 1,819,124,590 | 4% | ||
dine77 | 0 | 8,304,396,186 | 9% | ||
everrich | 0 | 8,542,435,404 | 73.01% | ||
syh7758520 | 0 | 15,662,279,915 | 73.01% | ||
nicolemoker | 0 | 11,675,203,754 | 58.4% | ||
windtalker | 0 | 598,732,377 | 73.01% | ||
leir | 0 | 3,626,279,042 | 73.01% | ||
felander | 0 | 19,478,365,070 | 4% | ||
karja | 0 | 452,195,418,283 | 20% | ||
mrspointm | 0 | 234,510,822,223 | 73.01% | ||
liumei | 0 | 9,745,067,234 | 73.01% | ||
waiyee422 | 0 | 6,542,147,649 | 73.01% | ||
accelerator | 0 | 58,593,424,696 | 5% | ||
yogacoach | 0 | 3,664,468,395 | 4% | ||
yellowbird | 0 | 31,083,355,202 | 73.01% | ||
tomiscurious | 0 | 13,548,235,497 | 5.8% | ||
rosatravels | 0 | 479,134,767,484 | 73.01% | ||
votehero | 0 | 2,450,586,312 | 2.74% | ||
deathwing | 0 | 14,543,785,075 | 4% | ||
minloulou | 0 | 8,491,065,937 | 73.01% | ||
jychbetter | 0 | 51,824,519,631 | 73.01% | ||
winniex | 0 | 301,388,715,294 | 73.01% | ||
caladan | 0 | 3,039,478,161 | 3.8% | ||
jianan | 0 | 2,389,322,858 | 73.01% | ||
emrebeyler | 0 | 113,393,163,958 | 4% | ||
windowglass | 0 | 648,650,172,636 | 73.01% | ||
zmx | 0 | 9,345,599,220 | 73.01% | ||
nileelily | 0 | 4,464,217,040 | 73.01% | ||
jacktan | 0 | 2,181,444,326 | 36.5% | ||
angelina6688 | 0 | 37,793,333,306 | 73.01% | ||
suzn.poudel | 0 | 1,204,464,230 | 36.5% | ||
cheva | 0 | 121,333,426,161 | 73.01% | ||
fun2learn | 0 | 1,373,193,929 | 3% | ||
nealmcspadden | 0 | 6,780,083,080 | 4% | ||
maiyude | 0 | 2,607,417,906 | 73.01% | ||
heidimarie | 0 | 40,008,817,911 | 10% | ||
purefood | 0 | 3,833,301,921 | 4% | ||
wilhb81 | 0 | 372,400,862,415 | 73.01% | ||
john371911 | 0 | 709,869,811,153 | 73.01% | ||
emmali | 0 | 95,978,438,469 | 73.01% | ||
kirato | 0 | 71,620,992,185 | 73.01% | ||
dailychina | 0 | 7,244,935,369 | 73.01% | ||
nostalgic1212 | 0 | 126,244,505,358 | 73.01% | ||
pkocjan | 0 | 1,849,442,419 | 3.2% | ||
ladysalsa | 0 | 676,099,091 | 4% | ||
shentrading | 0 | 2,188,469,303 | 73.01% | ||
also.einstein | 0 | 6,028,202,510 | 73.01% | ||
reazuliqbal | 0 | 18,352,136,619 | 4% | ||
fishbb | 0 | 1,452,799,142 | 36.5% | ||
kymio | 0 | 523,414,373 | 3.75% | ||
ericet | 0 | 2,555,410,220 | 73.01% | ||
bestboom | 0 | 1,741,939,810 | 4% | ||
aellly | 0 | 123,044,907,577 | 73.01% | ||
huangzuomin | 0 | 21,487,791,902 | 73.01% | ||
liewsc | 0 | 2,197,984,116 | 36.5% | ||
tanzy | 0 | 1,020,366,025 | 36.5% | ||
freddio | 0 | 30,709,609,606 | 15% | ||
fishdd | 0 | 1,416,334,479 | 36.5% | ||
meanbees | 0 | 4,827,598,849 | 2% | ||
andrewma | 0 | 16,593,616,728 | 73.01% | ||
softmetal | 0 | 132,953,767,053 | 73.01% | ||
xiaoliang | 0 | 11,019,574,513 | 73.01% | ||
i-d | 0 | 393,416,496,926 | 73.01% | ||
steem.services | 0 | 11,710,328,087 | 1% | ||
honoru | 0 | 45,267,081,157 | 73.01% | ||
nateaguila | 0 | 308,247,616,521 | 8% | ||
hmayak | 0 | 18,868,399,308 | 73.01% | ||
archisteem | 0 | 1,229,469,222 | 7.5% | ||
xiguang | 0 | 24,906,502,872 | 100% | ||
fishlucy | 0 | 14,864,357,076 | 50% | ||
hkphotography | 0 | 2,067,621,766 | 73.01% | ||
pgr | 0 | 569,755,259 | 36.5% | ||
ronbong | 0 | 2,430,622,847 | 73.01% | ||
robertyan | 0 | 12,779,749,606 | 73.01% | ||
xiaoyuanwmm | 0 | 925,610,064 | 73.01% | ||
kidsreturn | 0 | 3,837,245,557 | 73.01% | ||
swisswitness | 0 | 2,540,320,532 | 4% | ||
tydebbie | 0 | 5,669,108,202 | 36.5% | ||
moneybaby | 0 | 26,081,348,677 | 73.01% | ||
ybeyond | 0 | 3,796,238,947 | 73.01% | ||
team-cn | 0 | 185,759,200,943 | 73.01% | ||
coder-bts | 0 | 9,373,832,275 | 100% | ||
chick-fil-a | 0 | 2,507,647,488 | 73.01% | ||
redlobster | 0 | 2,512,883,560 | 73.01% | ||
fiveguys | 0 | 1,311,187,965 | 73.01% | ||
marcoy2j | 0 | 2,124,514,460 | 73.01% | ||
emsonic | 0 | 6,933,153,159 | 1.6% | ||
tiffany4ever | 0 | 3,609,549,671 | 73.01% | ||
bonefish | 0 | 2,495,976,544 | 73.01% | ||
chilis | 0 | 2,499,943,683 | 73.01% | ||
olive-garden | 0 | 1,263,923,553 | 73.01% | ||
zhuanzhibufu | 0 | 2,796,343,786 | 100% | ||
shine.wong | 0 | 2,643,514,396 | 73.01% | ||
shuxuan | 0 | 2,546,663,515 | 73.01% | ||
marivic10 | 0 | 987,581,116 | 5% | ||
dalz | 0 | 9,061,120,760 | 2% | ||
harkar | 0 | 111,096,964,292 | 15% | ||
julian2013 | 0 | 81,052,995,358 | 73.01% | ||
luppers | 0 | 683,941,484 | 2% | ||
dlike | 0 | 45,594,564,957 | 4% | ||
melaniewang | 0 | 11,911,751,266 | 73.01% | ||
teamcn-news | 0 | 1,267,587,899 | 73.01% | ||
wenxuecity | 0 | 1,386,845,618 | 73.01% | ||
mitbbs | 0 | 2,506,495,509 | 73.01% | ||
voxmortis | 0 | 881,541,235 | 0.5% | ||
artsymelanie | 0 | 38,768,742,040 | 73.01% | ||
raynopssgold | 0 | 4,439,238,690 | 73.01% | ||
engrave | 0 | 80,411,343,470 | 3.6% | ||
bobby.madagascar | 0 | 703,944,125 | 2% | ||
slientstorm | 0 | 854,075,438 | 73.01% | ||
voter003 | 0 | 13,556,405,541 | 11.59% | ||
pet.society | 0 | 451,776,228,569 | 73.01% | ||
annepink | 0 | 141,230,327,913 | 73.01% | ||
cherryzz | 0 | 69,675,279,148 | 73.01% | ||
teamcn-shop | 0 | 16,975,340,945 | 73.01% | ||
followjohngalt | 0 | 3,516,606,073 | 4% | ||
cakemonster | 0 | 2,591,196,525 | 2% | ||
kelvinzhang | 0 | 4,202,307,924 | 73.01% | ||
starrouge | 0 | 750,877,388 | 36.5% | ||
wherein | 0 | 158,612,568,348 | 50% | ||
zerofive | 0 | 1,263,854,587 | 73.01% | ||
melodyzhou | 0 | 827,323,492 | 73.01% | ||
samsemilia7 | 0 | 7,725,435,459 | 40% | ||
ahua | 0 | 838,684,947 | 73.01% | ||
tagalong | 0 | 729,635,981 | 100% | ||
morningshine | 0 | 92,255,525,382 | 73.01% | ||
cnstm | 0 | 127,946,771,589 | 50% | ||
permaculturedude | 0 | 1,560,727,028 | 4% | ||
cn-activity | 0 | 721,132,812 | 73.01% | ||
davidchen | 0 | 50,946,942,280 | 73.01% | ||
mia-cc | 0 | 9,373,799,666 | 73.01% | ||
cecilian | 0 | 2,570,439,927 | 33% | ||
good2believe | 0 | 2,852,693,648 | 73.01% | ||
devyleona | 0 | 77,877,532,601 | 73.01% | ||
happygoluckynow | 0 | 2,513,057,933 | 73.01% | ||
mayiloveyou | 0 | 2,491,124,445 | 73.01% | ||
goodsimplelife | 0 | 2,435,517,826 | 73.01% | ||
yanhan | 0 | 66,821,784,010 | 73.01% | ||
m18207319997 | 0 | 37,995,439,679 | 73.01% | ||
lovelemon | 0 | 1,676,579,933 | 73.01% | ||
theinspiration | 0 | 533,720,234 | 100% | ||
epic4chris | 0 | 534,749,431 | 100% | ||
cn-hello | 0 | 2,070,915,590 | 73.01% | ||
mfblack | 0 | 1,914,133,721 | 3.8% | ||
mylord1992 | 0 | 853,912,256 | 73.01% | ||
icecoffee | 0 | 641,097,770 | 73.01% | ||
threejay | 0 | 1,109,368,741 | 2% | ||
candy.tang | 0 | 11,903,420,902 | 100% | ||
kgame | 0 | 2,470,807,736 | 73.01% | ||
hertz300 | 0 | 3,738,866,279 | 73.01% | ||
koei | 0 | 1,686,705,497 | 73.01% | ||
queengaga | 0 | 272,311 | 2% | ||
delta-clan | 0 | 6,288,589,751 | 73.01% | ||
waraira777 | 0 | 873,419,876 | 36.5% | ||
nympheas | 0 | 12,692,308,675 | 58.4% | ||
aaronli.sct | 0 | 731,584,481 | 10% | ||
milu-the-dog | 0 | 1,782,485,725 | 4% | ||
steem-drivers | 0 | 1,462,265,748 | 73.01% | ||
triplea.bot | 0 | 1,390,030,594 | 4% | ||
steem.leo | 0 | 35,629,356,998 | 4% | ||
sumd | 0 | 567,401,939 | 73.01% | ||
xiaoq.sports | 0 | 2,439,354,714 | 73.01% | ||
botante | 0 | 2,336,732,810 | 0.8% | ||
spt-skillup | 0 | 1,578,013,533,628 | 30% | ||
ericetchen | 0 | 1,292,835,208 | 73.01% | ||
stevewu | 0 | 3,807,543,867 | 73.01% | ||
kristinasiu | 0 | 1,378,083,360 | 73.01% | ||
maxuvd | 0 | 27,059,115,855 | 8% | ||
maxuve | 0 | 31,379,484,186 | 6% | ||
trevorlp97 | 0 | 8,161,120,027 | 73.01% | ||
trevormomo | 0 | 1,613,832,099 | 73.01% | ||
annzhao | 0 | 1,712,134,608 | 73.01% | ||
cn-trail | 0 | 71,057,155 | 73.01% | ||
cnbuddy-reward | 0 | 52,209,976,123 | 73.01% | ||
chris55 | 0 | 609,666,280 | 73.01% | ||
gerbo | 0 | 140,978 | 4% | ||
ladyalkaid | 0 | 1,104,392,914 | 73.01% | ||
lnakuma | 0 | 8,791,886,954 | 73.01% | ||
ibutterfly | 0 | 846,516,214 | 73.01% | ||
ribary | 0 | 1,311,261,979 | 2% | ||
bo022 | 0 | 2,860,588,966 | 73.01% | ||
toni.pal | 0 | 0 | 0.81% | ||
kenchung1 | 0 | 4,045,286,645 | 73.01% | ||
mice-k | 0 | 24,543,327,284 | 4% | ||
steem.buzz | 0 | 1,269,685,875 | 73.01% | ||
troll3838 | 0 | 735,837,816 | 4% | ||
catanknight | 0 | 2,455,195,393 | 73.01% | ||
dpend.active | 0 | 758,777,651 | 0.8% | ||
lovequeen | 0 | 377,311,039,729 | 73.01% | ||
visionaer3003 | 0 | 311,601,680,219 | 5% | ||
polish.hive | 0 | 54,590,903,743 | 4% | ||
littleksroad | 0 | 167,925,470,983 | 73.01% | ||
dcityrewards | 0 | 373,350,869,865 | 4% | ||
dryuen | 0 | 613,832,355 | 73.01% | ||
hive.curation | 0 | 760,215,113,083 | 10% | ||
jywahaha | 0 | 402,304,800,555 | 73.01% | ||
musiccccat | 0 | 12,000,550,201 | 73.01% | ||
hivecur | 0 | 8,327,397,282 | 4% | ||
logicforce | 0 | 1,394,391,979 | 36.5% | ||
xiaomalailiao | 0 | 638,811,585 | 73.01% | ||
weiweilove | 0 | 3,552,886,786 | 73.01% | ||
hatschi0773 | 0 | 114,047,858,636 | 5% | ||
cshin | 0 | 53,489,394,136 | 100% | ||
evahe | 0 | 20,566,469,679 | 100% | ||
zeteli | 0 | 12,112,016,518 | 73.01% | ||
discohedge | 0 | 679,541,885 | 2% | ||
dagobert007 | 0 | 99,101,747,763 | 5% | ||
blogstats | 0 | 882,512,647 | 100% | ||
abdul.qadir | 0 | 0 | 2.5% | ||
intacto | 0 | 38,594,397,331 | 3% | ||
emma-emma | 0 | 2,376,125,893 | 100% | ||
boneym | 0 | 91,056,089,480 | 5% |