"是吧，不過它不是持續的，絕望襲來，會停留壹段時間，幾個小時，或是幾天低谷，過去了，我依舊可以正常的生活啊，還在可控的範圍，也沒有特別灰暗，所以我想，應該還沒有到特別病態的地步。“ “嗯，那就還好，我倒覺得，恐懼來源於未知，所以其實每個人都理應害怕未來不是嗎，但事實是大多數人並不怕。妳說為什麽？” “哎妳這個赤腳醫生，不分析我的病情，反倒分析起大多數了。我想或許大部人更多關註的是短期的未來。孩子們不用害怕啦，初生牛犢不畏虎，也因為他們的未來很長，長到望不到邊際。成年人就不壹樣了，尤其到了中年，不過很多人還是會有清晰的短期人生目標，升職，加薪，結婚，生子，供孩子考學，孩子再結婚，生子......人們要全力以赴地奔向這壹道道關卡，沒時間擔心害怕。" “嗯，差不多，那麽妳說妳不總是會有那種絕望感，在沒有的時候，對未來是怎樣的想法呢？” “我不敢想啊，如果刻意去想就是會絕望，不過很多時候想不到那麽遠，比較麻木，也有心情最輕松，活力十足的時候，比如發工資，賺到壹大筆錢，購物，尤其是服裝，手飾，包包這些，會有很強的滿足感。” “這聽起來正常得很呀！”小艾連忙說。 “對啊，但是這種狀態和那種絕望感的出現機率差不多，停留時間也差不多。我想過，如果可以壹直持續充滿激情的亢奮狀態，我 的人生將會非常精彩，那種感覺真是太棒了，走在雲端，好像自己是壹個太陽，會發熱發光。如果壹直持續絕望狀態，可能沒幾天就活不下去了，會壓抑到窒息。“ “冰火兩重天。不過說起來，多數時間無風無浪，時不時地情緒起伏波動，妳不認為大多數人都是壹樣的？” “我想會有程度的不同，妳的狀態呢，是壹樣的嗎？” “嗯，興奮的時候好似差不多，我也有低谷呀，會對自己沒信心，對世界充滿敵意，但我會出去嗨歌，或是運動，還蠻容易解決掉的。” “對，我知道運動是很棒的療愈方法。有壹個說法，說是在大腦高度活躍，而小腦運動神經活躍不足時會引起腦部神經興奮抑制不均衡，容易產生抑郁，加大運動量對治療抑郁有很好的輔助作用。我應該多運動才是。” “不如我們壹起跑步？”小艾反應的可真快。 “再說再說，我需要安排時間啊。” “好好，那麽妳繼續說說妳的絕望好了。妳說時常會有的，那種感受，妳認為和常人對未來的擔心和恐懼有什麽不同？”  （蘇菲的第三個世界 10）
| author | winniex |
|---|---|
| permlink | 2pyp6h |
| category | hive-105017 |
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| created | 2020-12-30 23:30:48 |
| last_update | 2020-12-30 23:30:48 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 0 |
| last_payout | 2021-01-06 23:30:48 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 4.526 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 4.012 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 1,097 |
| author_reputation | 835,848,877,278,133 |
| root_title | 害怕未来 |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 101,152,764 |
| net_rshares | 44,895,135,105,903 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| abit | 0 | 13,902,208,689,800 | 50% | ||
| wongshiying | 0 | 20,073,231,820 | 73.01% | ||
| gerber | 0 | 65,636,230,445 | 4% | ||
| daan | 0 | 54,004,783,440 | 8% | ||
| ezzy | 0 | 260,587,521,297 | 4% | ||
| exyle | 0 | 169,897,747,479 | 4% | ||
| ace108 | 0 | 352,132,489,830 | 10% | ||
| tensaix2j | 0 | 3,139,366,766 | 73.01% | ||
| laoyao | 0 | 23,074,629,575 | 50% | ||
| somebody | 0 | 17,358,905 | 50% | ||
| midnightoil | 0 | 81,286,950,584 | 50% | ||
| xiaohui | 0 | 459,033,832,790 | 50% | ||
| oflyhigh | 0 | 2,873,497,686,157 | 50% | ||
| helene | 0 | 603,832,992,812 | 50% | ||
| sweetsssj | 0 | 11,566,161,787,733 | 33% | ||
| netaterra | 0 | 70,445,750,458 | 3.6% | ||
| someguy123 | 0 | 112,078,626,786 | 4% | ||
| cnfund | 0 | 56,753,779,028 | 73.01% | ||
| justyy | 0 | 724,923,891,853 | 73.01% | ||
| btshuang | 0 | 1,029,517,398 | 73.01% | ||
| devilwsy | 0 | 2,595,144,872 | 73.01% | ||
| janiceting | 0 | 2,597,705,936 | 73.01% | ||
| blackbunny | 0 | 36,234,693,587 | 50% | ||
| elizacheng | 0 | 13,458,280,313 | 9% | ||
| lingfei | 0 | 37,884,098,904 | 50% | ||
| privex | 0 | 7,828,257,754 | 8% | ||
| dune69 | 0 | 2,377,163,827 | 4% | ||
| iansart | 0 | 4,719,952,612 | 2.48% | ||
| guyverckw | 0 | 144,635,388,293 | 73.01% | ||
| nuagnorab | 0 | 316,307,537,583 | 73.01% | ||
| rycharde | 0 | 1,194,248,812 | 10% | ||
| linuslee0216 | 0 | 1,021,973,578 | 73.01% | ||
| wilkinshui | 0 | 111,082,246,145 | 73.01% | ||
| exec | 0 | 123,235,184,887 | 50% | ||
| eval | 0 | 401,787,837 | 50% | ||
| alphacore | 0 | 69,815,560,092 | 3.2% | ||
| aaronli | 0 | 110,152,493,388 | 73.01% | ||
| marylaw | 0 | 1,080,972,729 | 73.01% | ||
| shenchensucc | 0 | 60,527,112,594 | 73.01% | ||
| krischy | 0 | 16,834,869,158 | 58.4% | ||
| ew-and-patterns | 0 | 102,980,835,537 | 5% | ||
| biuiam | 0 | 2,405,977,387 | 73.01% | ||
| thegreens | 0 | 774,392,463 | 1% | ||
| davidmendel | 0 | 7,413,117,367 | 58.4% | ||
| mrpointp | 0 | 206,991,694,476 | 73.01% | ||
| mygod | 0 | 1,025,141,982 | 73.01% | ||
| shitsignals | 0 | 1,819,124,590 | 4% | ||
| dine77 | 0 | 8,304,396,186 | 9% | ||
| everrich | 0 | 8,542,435,404 | 73.01% | ||
| syh7758520 | 0 | 15,662,279,915 | 73.01% | ||
| nicolemoker | 0 | 11,675,203,754 | 58.4% | ||
| windtalker | 0 | 598,732,377 | 73.01% | ||
| leir | 0 | 3,626,279,042 | 73.01% | ||
| felander | 0 | 19,478,365,070 | 4% | ||
| karja | 0 | 452,195,418,283 | 20% | ||
| mrspointm | 0 | 234,510,822,223 | 73.01% | ||
| liumei | 0 | 9,745,067,234 | 73.01% | ||
| waiyee422 | 0 | 6,542,147,649 | 73.01% | ||
| accelerator | 0 | 58,593,424,696 | 5% | ||
| yogacoach | 0 | 3,664,468,395 | 4% | ||
| yellowbird | 0 | 31,083,355,202 | 73.01% | ||
| tomiscurious | 0 | 13,548,235,497 | 5.8% | ||
| rosatravels | 0 | 479,134,767,484 | 73.01% | ||
| votehero | 0 | 2,450,586,312 | 2.74% | ||
| deathwing | 0 | 14,543,785,075 | 4% | ||
| minloulou | 0 | 8,491,065,937 | 73.01% | ||
| jychbetter | 0 | 51,824,519,631 | 73.01% | ||
| winniex | 0 | 301,388,715,294 | 73.01% | ||
| caladan | 0 | 3,039,478,161 | 3.8% | ||
| jianan | 0 | 2,389,322,858 | 73.01% | ||
| emrebeyler | 0 | 113,393,163,958 | 4% | ||
| windowglass | 0 | 648,650,172,636 | 73.01% | ||
| zmx | 0 | 9,345,599,220 | 73.01% | ||
| nileelily | 0 | 4,464,217,040 | 73.01% | ||
| jacktan | 0 | 2,181,444,326 | 36.5% | ||
| angelina6688 | 0 | 37,793,333,306 | 73.01% | ||
| suzn.poudel | 0 | 1,204,464,230 | 36.5% | ||
| cheva | 0 | 121,333,426,161 | 73.01% | ||
| fun2learn | 0 | 1,373,193,929 | 3% | ||
| nealmcspadden | 0 | 6,780,083,080 | 4% | ||
| maiyude | 0 | 2,607,417,906 | 73.01% | ||
| heidimarie | 0 | 40,008,817,911 | 10% | ||
| purefood | 0 | 3,833,301,921 | 4% | ||
| wilhb81 | 0 | 372,400,862,415 | 73.01% | ||
| john371911 | 0 | 709,869,811,153 | 73.01% | ||
| emmali | 0 | 95,978,438,469 | 73.01% | ||
| kirato | 0 | 71,620,992,185 | 73.01% | ||
| dailychina | 0 | 7,244,935,369 | 73.01% | ||
| nostalgic1212 | 0 | 126,244,505,358 | 73.01% | ||
| pkocjan | 0 | 1,849,442,419 | 3.2% | ||
| ladysalsa | 0 | 676,099,091 | 4% | ||
| shentrading | 0 | 2,188,469,303 | 73.01% | ||
| also.einstein | 0 | 6,028,202,510 | 73.01% | ||
| reazuliqbal | 0 | 18,352,136,619 | 4% | ||
| fishbb | 0 | 1,452,799,142 | 36.5% | ||
| kymio | 0 | 523,414,373 | 3.75% | ||
| ericet | 0 | 2,555,410,220 | 73.01% | ||
| bestboom | 0 | 1,741,939,810 | 4% | ||
| aellly | 0 | 123,044,907,577 | 73.01% | ||
| huangzuomin | 0 | 21,487,791,902 | 73.01% | ||
| liewsc | 0 | 2,197,984,116 | 36.5% | ||
| tanzy | 0 | 1,020,366,025 | 36.5% | ||
| freddio | 0 | 30,709,609,606 | 15% | ||
| fishdd | 0 | 1,416,334,479 | 36.5% | ||
| meanbees | 0 | 4,827,598,849 | 2% | ||
| andrewma | 0 | 16,593,616,728 | 73.01% | ||
| softmetal | 0 | 132,953,767,053 | 73.01% | ||
| xiaoliang | 0 | 11,019,574,513 | 73.01% | ||
| i-d | 0 | 393,416,496,926 | 73.01% | ||
| steem.services | 0 | 11,710,328,087 | 1% | ||
| honoru | 0 | 45,267,081,157 | 73.01% | ||
| nateaguila | 0 | 308,247,616,521 | 8% | ||
| hmayak | 0 | 18,868,399,308 | 73.01% | ||
| archisteem | 0 | 1,229,469,222 | 7.5% | ||
| xiguang | 0 | 24,906,502,872 | 100% | ||
| fishlucy | 0 | 14,864,357,076 | 50% | ||
| hkphotography | 0 | 2,067,621,766 | 73.01% | ||
| pgr | 0 | 569,755,259 | 36.5% | ||
| ronbong | 0 | 2,430,622,847 | 73.01% | ||
| robertyan | 0 | 12,779,749,606 | 73.01% | ||
| xiaoyuanwmm | 0 | 925,610,064 | 73.01% | ||
| kidsreturn | 0 | 3,837,245,557 | 73.01% | ||
| swisswitness | 0 | 2,540,320,532 | 4% | ||
| tydebbie | 0 | 5,669,108,202 | 36.5% | ||
| moneybaby | 0 | 26,081,348,677 | 73.01% | ||
| ybeyond | 0 | 3,796,238,947 | 73.01% | ||
| team-cn | 0 | 185,759,200,943 | 73.01% | ||
| coder-bts | 0 | 9,373,832,275 | 100% | ||
| chick-fil-a | 0 | 2,507,647,488 | 73.01% | ||
| redlobster | 0 | 2,512,883,560 | 73.01% | ||
| fiveguys | 0 | 1,311,187,965 | 73.01% | ||
| marcoy2j | 0 | 2,124,514,460 | 73.01% | ||
| emsonic | 0 | 6,933,153,159 | 1.6% | ||
| tiffany4ever | 0 | 3,609,549,671 | 73.01% | ||
| bonefish | 0 | 2,495,976,544 | 73.01% | ||
| chilis | 0 | 2,499,943,683 | 73.01% | ||
| olive-garden | 0 | 1,263,923,553 | 73.01% | ||
| zhuanzhibufu | 0 | 2,796,343,786 | 100% | ||
| shine.wong | 0 | 2,643,514,396 | 73.01% | ||
| shuxuan | 0 | 2,546,663,515 | 73.01% | ||
| marivic10 | 0 | 987,581,116 | 5% | ||
| dalz | 0 | 9,061,120,760 | 2% | ||
| harkar | 0 | 111,096,964,292 | 15% | ||
| julian2013 | 0 | 81,052,995,358 | 73.01% | ||
| luppers | 0 | 683,941,484 | 2% | ||
| dlike | 0 | 45,594,564,957 | 4% | ||
| melaniewang | 0 | 11,911,751,266 | 73.01% | ||
| teamcn-news | 0 | 1,267,587,899 | 73.01% | ||
| wenxuecity | 0 | 1,386,845,618 | 73.01% | ||
| mitbbs | 0 | 2,506,495,509 | 73.01% | ||
| voxmortis | 0 | 881,541,235 | 0.5% | ||
| artsymelanie | 0 | 38,768,742,040 | 73.01% | ||
| raynopssgold | 0 | 4,439,238,690 | 73.01% | ||
| engrave | 0 | 80,411,343,470 | 3.6% | ||
| bobby.madagascar | 0 | 703,944,125 | 2% | ||
| slientstorm | 0 | 854,075,438 | 73.01% | ||
| voter003 | 0 | 13,556,405,541 | 11.59% | ||
| pet.society | 0 | 451,776,228,569 | 73.01% | ||
| annepink | 0 | 141,230,327,913 | 73.01% | ||
| cherryzz | 0 | 69,675,279,148 | 73.01% | ||
| teamcn-shop | 0 | 16,975,340,945 | 73.01% | ||
| followjohngalt | 0 | 3,516,606,073 | 4% | ||
| cakemonster | 0 | 2,591,196,525 | 2% | ||
| kelvinzhang | 0 | 4,202,307,924 | 73.01% | ||
| starrouge | 0 | 750,877,388 | 36.5% | ||
| wherein | 0 | 158,612,568,348 | 50% | ||
| zerofive | 0 | 1,263,854,587 | 73.01% | ||
| melodyzhou | 0 | 827,323,492 | 73.01% | ||
| samsemilia7 | 0 | 7,725,435,459 | 40% | ||
| ahua | 0 | 838,684,947 | 73.01% | ||
| tagalong | 0 | 729,635,981 | 100% | ||
| morningshine | 0 | 92,255,525,382 | 73.01% | ||
| cnstm | 0 | 127,946,771,589 | 50% | ||
| permaculturedude | 0 | 1,560,727,028 | 4% | ||
| cn-activity | 0 | 721,132,812 | 73.01% | ||
| davidchen | 0 | 50,946,942,280 | 73.01% | ||
| mia-cc | 0 | 9,373,799,666 | 73.01% | ||
| cecilian | 0 | 2,570,439,927 | 33% | ||
| good2believe | 0 | 2,852,693,648 | 73.01% | ||
| devyleona | 0 | 77,877,532,601 | 73.01% | ||
| happygoluckynow | 0 | 2,513,057,933 | 73.01% | ||
| mayiloveyou | 0 | 2,491,124,445 | 73.01% | ||
| goodsimplelife | 0 | 2,435,517,826 | 73.01% | ||
| yanhan | 0 | 66,821,784,010 | 73.01% | ||
| m18207319997 | 0 | 37,995,439,679 | 73.01% | ||
| lovelemon | 0 | 1,676,579,933 | 73.01% | ||
| theinspiration | 0 | 533,720,234 | 100% | ||
| epic4chris | 0 | 534,749,431 | 100% | ||
| cn-hello | 0 | 2,070,915,590 | 73.01% | ||
| mfblack | 0 | 1,914,133,721 | 3.8% | ||
| mylord1992 | 0 | 853,912,256 | 73.01% | ||
| icecoffee | 0 | 641,097,770 | 73.01% | ||
| threejay | 0 | 1,109,368,741 | 2% | ||
| candy.tang | 0 | 11,903,420,902 | 100% | ||
| kgame | 0 | 2,470,807,736 | 73.01% | ||
| hertz300 | 0 | 3,738,866,279 | 73.01% | ||
| koei | 0 | 1,686,705,497 | 73.01% | ||
| queengaga | 0 | 272,311 | 2% | ||
| delta-clan | 0 | 6,288,589,751 | 73.01% | ||
| waraira777 | 0 | 873,419,876 | 36.5% | ||
| nympheas | 0 | 12,692,308,675 | 58.4% | ||
| aaronli.sct | 0 | 731,584,481 | 10% | ||
| milu-the-dog | 0 | 1,782,485,725 | 4% | ||
| steem-drivers | 0 | 1,462,265,748 | 73.01% | ||
| triplea.bot | 0 | 1,390,030,594 | 4% | ||
| steem.leo | 0 | 35,629,356,998 | 4% | ||
| sumd | 0 | 567,401,939 | 73.01% | ||
| xiaoq.sports | 0 | 2,439,354,714 | 73.01% | ||
| botante | 0 | 2,336,732,810 | 0.8% | ||
| spt-skillup | 0 | 1,578,013,533,628 | 30% | ||
| ericetchen | 0 | 1,292,835,208 | 73.01% | ||
| stevewu | 0 | 3,807,543,867 | 73.01% | ||
| kristinasiu | 0 | 1,378,083,360 | 73.01% | ||
| maxuvd | 0 | 27,059,115,855 | 8% | ||
| maxuve | 0 | 31,379,484,186 | 6% | ||
| trevorlp97 | 0 | 8,161,120,027 | 73.01% | ||
| trevormomo | 0 | 1,613,832,099 | 73.01% | ||
| annzhao | 0 | 1,712,134,608 | 73.01% | ||
| cn-trail | 0 | 71,057,155 | 73.01% | ||
| cnbuddy-reward | 0 | 52,209,976,123 | 73.01% | ||
| chris55 | 0 | 609,666,280 | 73.01% | ||
| gerbo | 0 | 140,978 | 4% | ||
| ladyalkaid | 0 | 1,104,392,914 | 73.01% | ||
| lnakuma | 0 | 8,791,886,954 | 73.01% | ||
| ibutterfly | 0 | 846,516,214 | 73.01% | ||
| ribary | 0 | 1,311,261,979 | 2% | ||
| bo022 | 0 | 2,860,588,966 | 73.01% | ||
| toni.pal | 0 | 0 | 0.81% | ||
| kenchung1 | 0 | 4,045,286,645 | 73.01% | ||
| mice-k | 0 | 24,543,327,284 | 4% | ||
| steem.buzz | 0 | 1,269,685,875 | 73.01% | ||
| troll3838 | 0 | 735,837,816 | 4% | ||
| catanknight | 0 | 2,455,195,393 | 73.01% | ||
| dpend.active | 0 | 758,777,651 | 0.8% | ||
| lovequeen | 0 | 377,311,039,729 | 73.01% | ||
| visionaer3003 | 0 | 311,601,680,219 | 5% | ||
| polish.hive | 0 | 54,590,903,743 | 4% | ||
| littleksroad | 0 | 167,925,470,983 | 73.01% | ||
| dcityrewards | 0 | 373,350,869,865 | 4% | ||
| dryuen | 0 | 613,832,355 | 73.01% | ||
| hive.curation | 0 | 760,215,113,083 | 10% | ||
| jywahaha | 0 | 402,304,800,555 | 73.01% | ||
| musiccccat | 0 | 12,000,550,201 | 73.01% | ||
| hivecur | 0 | 8,327,397,282 | 4% | ||
| logicforce | 0 | 1,394,391,979 | 36.5% | ||
| xiaomalailiao | 0 | 638,811,585 | 73.01% | ||
| weiweilove | 0 | 3,552,886,786 | 73.01% | ||
| hatschi0773 | 0 | 114,047,858,636 | 5% | ||
| cshin | 0 | 53,489,394,136 | 100% | ||
| evahe | 0 | 20,566,469,679 | 100% | ||
| zeteli | 0 | 12,112,016,518 | 73.01% | ||
| discohedge | 0 | 679,541,885 | 2% | ||
| dagobert007 | 0 | 99,101,747,763 | 5% | ||
| blogstats | 0 | 882,512,647 | 100% | ||
| abdul.qadir | 0 | 0 | 2.5% | ||
| intacto | 0 | 38,594,397,331 | 3% | ||
| emma-emma | 0 | 2,376,125,893 | 100% | ||
| boneym | 0 | 91,056,089,480 | 5% |
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