革命日记 by winniex

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hive-105017 · @winniex · Aug 3 '21 (edited)

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革命日记

家里有一本爸爸留下的革命日记。

我小时候这本日记一直放在爸爸装书的旧箱子里，那个大木箱子我很小就在翻，那时候不懂要爱护书，很多书页都被我扯掉了，对这种日记和其他一些散装的文件、照片之类我就更是粗暴，嫌它们妨碍我找书，每次看到都会推到一边角落，很多东西都被我折了撕了损坏了，还好这本日记没有缺页，只是很脏很旧了。

日记封皮是鲜艳的红色，右下角写着“革命日记”，当初全新的时候这个本子拿在手上一定感觉很神圣。

日记的第一页上半部分，写着爸爸几位长辈还有姑姑的名字和他们的住址，后面是成份说明，日期1976年9月，两个月后的11月12日，爸爸在这张的下半页记下了这几句话：

>一九七六年11月12日是我终生难忘的一天，在这天，我光荣地加入了伟大的中国共产党……

那一天，二十出头的爸爸加入了中国共产党。

之后的每一页都写得满满当当，大多都是关于党的学习会议记录感想，有些字非常草，我一行也认不出几个。虽然草，但又看得出他是那么认真。

再过几年，他认识了妈妈，再后来结了婚，一些年后妈妈入党时我好像已经记事了，还有印象爸爸给妈妈的入党申请书提意见来着。

以前每次回到妈妈这，我都会翻翻老物件，翻开这些他们的或是我自己的过去，像是打开一个个魔盒，过去的日子在这些载体中回归，陈旧却也温暖，但是那样奇妙的感受随着爸爸的离开永远消失了。接受至亲的离开是人生中最残酷的一次成长。

也是因为爸爸这么高尚的日记，才一直想着，抽空把我的那一摞上了锁的，净记着些鸡毛蒜皮小事的连和同桌吵个架都能写上三页的日记做个销毁吧。

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@fasiulung · Aug 3 '21

抱抱，爸爸的日記真是很珍貴的回憶。
但溫妮也不用銷毁上鎖的日記啦，雞毛蒜皮也是很珍貴的回憶不是嗎

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@winniex · Aug 3 '21

我现在存留物品都不考虑自己什么回忆了，直接就到了后世子孙撬开我日记那个环节😅

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@fasiulung · Aug 3 '21

😓😓😓

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@hqy · Aug 3 '21

与花花同感，鸡毛蒜皮日记也很珍贵。

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@winniex · Aug 3 '21

我是感觉这种日记留给后代没啥意义，不想由他们决定去留😂

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@zhangyan-123 · Aug 4 '21

鸡毛蒜皮的日记也是自己写的呀，好好珍惜，接受真实的自己，抱抱！

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@winniex · Aug 4 '21

谢谢😊

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