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春天裏 If I leave quietly some day by winniex

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春天裏 If I leave quietly some day
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昨天河邊搭帳篷的人更多了,壹頂挨著壹頂,“我們必須要去啊,所有人都去了!”J如是說。

昨天Mr休息,最終三方妥協為買點零食去河邊搭個吊床。

吊床太小,適合的樹不多,選到了馬路邊,壹處安靜的地方,嗯,馬路邊安靜,河邊才熱鬧。J躺了壹會就跑去草地上玩了,Mr明天出差,去附近商場購置夏裝,我自己坐在吊床上晃著吃著零食倒是很愜意。沒壹會兒接到媽媽微信問我沈陽是不是各地都解封了,於洪也解封了嗎。

我也不清楚,問她為什麽問於洪,她告訴我,我三姨家二哥二十天前在單位猝死,因為疫情家裏人壹直沒過來,現在凍在殯儀館,她知道這幾天解封了,問問是不是於洪還有什麽情況,因為二嫂他們還沒動身過來。

二十天了,媽媽可能覺得沒什麽必要告訴我吧,所以現在才說。這個季節戶外的溫度真舒服呵,吊床上坐著悠啊悠,好像回到了小時候。

二哥比我大十歲,我還小的時候二哥就差不多是大人了。三姨家三個哥哥都是帥哥,二哥很有幾分像莫少聰,好看得過分的壹張臉,不過他不像大哥三哥那麽穩重,壹直孩子性,每次回姥姥家聚堆玩的總有他,所以三個哥哥裏我最熟的也是他。他後來常年留著兩撇小胡子,看上去有點壞,不過他那張臉怎麽都好看。

我已經有十年沒見過二哥了吧,也有更多年都沒怎麽和他聊過了,他在沈陽我都不知道。這聽起來很不應該,可就是這樣發生著。我媽說我命裏就不太認親戚,她以前偶爾會抱怨壹兩句,後來看到我命裏竟然就這麽寫著,就坦然了。居然有這樣的命定,她奇怪,我也奇怪。

聽媽媽說二哥的兒子年前簽了什麽出海了,他兒子長大了啊,這真安慰,我當時就哭了出來。大哥不知道該不該現在告訴他,告訴他也回不來。三姨身體不好,也不知道該不該告訴三姨,不說又能瞞多久,不看兒子最後壹眼,若知道了不是會更痛?可是她能承受這麽大的打擊嗎?

草坪上大人們聊天,孩子們蹦跳,春天來得是這麽熱烈,好像夏天也壹起到了。

我總是想,大概只有失去過至親的人才會明白,死去到底意味著什麽吧。

昨天中午剛看到新智元壹篇關於永生的文章,Artur Sychov 失去了父親,五年後仍無法從悲痛中走出,他成立了VR公司Somnium Spac,他們依照用戶提供的親友生前的形象、聲音和性格特征等讓他們在元宇宙中“重生”,

會員也將提供自身大量的數據支持形象的合成,待他們故去後親人便可以像過去壹樣同元宇宙中他們的虛擬形象溝通。

或許有不少人會選擇用這樣的方式來安慰未來懷念他們的親人,可是我不覺得這有什麽實質性的意義,我要的是親人能夠再回到我們身邊,我最想知道的是他們在另壹個世界是否壹切都好,壹個虛擬的形象除了讓我沒日沒夜地流眼淚直至崩潰掉外還能有什麽用呢。好幾年了,我連爸爸的照片都不敢去看,可他的樣子,他的笑臉,根本不會模糊。讀這篇文章從始至終我都感到心裏很痛。

上壹段是中午看完文章的記錄,沒想下午就聽到這樣的消息。

我不知道我該不該去看壹眼二哥,他的家人都還沒去,我怎麽去呢,或許那裏都不會允許我進去吧,可是想到二十天了,他壹個人躺在殯儀館的冷凍櫃裏,真難過。

大家都要按時吃飯按時睡覺註意飲食愛惜身體,這春天多好阿,活著多好阿。



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@noctav ·
I don't understand the blog but I liked the photos haha, I saw some camping tents, I love hiking a lot!
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@winniex ·
Thank you.  It is about cherishing life and enjoying the beauty of spring. Have fun~
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@noctav ·
oh! well, who wouldn't enjoy such a scenario? I loved!
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@weisheng167388 ·
第二张照片上的是风筝吗?
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@winniex ·
是呀,是风筝
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