After much patience and observation I have come to stand with the belief the algorithm of the "new internet" is profiling us not just by our likes and key words but also our appearances ???...
So far I have had adds for:
Plastic surgery, Thyroid booster advertisements and obeisity networks...
Ummm...
Dear sweet robot in control of all of this:
Its not your fault, you were trained like a child to do the work you do.
Like like many people still have to learn this lesson we shall brave teaching you, that apperances DO NOT matter more then personality.
STILL TO THIS DAY ~ I am often reminded why I felt like useless garbage growing up (especially during teenage years)
I could lose a ton of lbs and to most of the world at first glance I'm still a "fatty."
This sort of sh*** use to destroy me as a kid emotionally, but as an adult not so much.
As a mom, its my duty to break the cycle of self hate for the future generations.
Human beings are not products, we are individuals who all seek a common goal: happiness.
If I am not taught why self care matters, then I will never find it important?
Why would I spend time to care for something I was educated to be valueless?
The emotional illness of existing in a world with a lack of love, could be seen by the extra weight I carried on my body.
Did people tell me I should eat healthy? Yes
Did pepple tell me I should excercize? OOOO yeah!
I regularly did all these things too, trust me... I was a healthy fat girl always, and carried 3 healthy children too.
But it wasn't untill finding love for my body,
after kids did I realize it deserved self care.
That I could use fitness as a form of meditation.
I learned about nutrition while I created my children so I could build their bodies with all the nutrients they needed, but when it was just me I had little motivation to care.
I was made to feel worthless, so why would I care?
Since correcting this lack of knowledge I never had growing up I've lost almost 111 lbs...
But still to the algorythem I am classified as obeise by its calculations.
So to that, and the many other issues surrounding the algorythem we are demanding for mental health reasons a resolution to this corrupt emotion manipulating system.
I wonder if the algorythem has any recommendations for the beautiful racist, prejudice, or sexist assholes of the world?
We all know plenty of those, but you can't tell by apperance those kinds of things...