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Depression, panic attacks. It's taking over me. I'm trying to deal with it.
​Hello my good and lovely friends!
It is possible today without a semantic load. Since the soul is a dot. The war fills my senses. Depression, panic attacks. It's taking over me. I'm trying to deal with it. I hope I succeed. I drink antidepressants and tranquilizers, I also try to respond with something: I watch movies, I watch other users' blogs in Khiva, I post posts here myself, I also draw.
Sometimes I don’t even want to say anything: a lump in my throat, my stomach tightens, tremors, panic and fear.
Hope the war ends soon!
We believe, we hope, we pray!

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Привіт мої добрі та милі друзі!
Можна сьогодні без смислового навантаження. Бо на душі крапка. Війна переповнює мої почуття. Депресія, панічні атаки. Це бере гору наді мною. Я намагаюся впоратися із цим. Сподіваюся, у мене вийде. Я п'ю антидепприсанти та транквілізатори, також намагаюся чимось відповісти: дивлюся фільми, дивлюсь блог інших користувачів на Хіві, сама виставляю сюди пости, також малюю.
Іноді навіть говорити нічого не хочеться: кому в горлі, стискається живіт, тремор, паніка та страх.
Сподіваюся, що війна незабаром закінчиться!
Віримо, сподіваємось, молимося!

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@chekohler · 
Hope you will find some peace, even if that isn't in your homeland and you have to move on! 

I never thought this would go on for more than half a year, but this really seems like its going to go on for a long time, and no one wins, everyone losses the longer it goes on. Glad you're still safe and hope you're still able to build a life for yourself
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@yakubenko · 
Thank you very much for your support!
I still hope that the war ends quickly.
But it is very depressing every day. The days seem busy to Tamiki.
We hope and pray!
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@fijimermaid · 
You will be ok @yakubenko.  The war will end soon.  You and your people are strong.
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@yakubenko · 
Thank you very much for your support! Me too, I really hope so!
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@sidikacuun · 
Depression is not a good state anyone would want to be in , I have been there before and I am glad I came out of it successfully , you too can..

I wish you a successful recovery  and you will be free from the depression..goodluck..
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@yakubenko · 
Thank you very much)!
Yes, it's very bad in this state.
I hope I can do it too.
But I still can't do without antidepressants.
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