Deteriorating // I Felt Cheated... by zellypearl

hive-146620 · @zellypearl · May 28 '23

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Deteriorating // I Felt Cheated...

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It's really sad I must say and disappointing too, the moment I realized that even after taking shots from injection and drip I would still need to back it up with tablets.
**I hate drugs!** so so much, the thought of swallowing any tablet as least as panadol or paracetamol makes me wanna throw up, the sight, the smell, the bitterness, and all. The whole process of getting that thing into my mouth and having it pass through my throat or gullet is something I dread.
I hate having the drugs touch or come in contact with my tongue because if by mistake it does, I will be spitting the whole of that day and it's always irritating.

The moment I agreed to take injections and drip in place of just swallowing tablets even with the high cost, I really was expecting everything to be perfect with just that without having to take any more drugs.
But unfortunately for me,  I don't think it works that way because I was told that even after taking my shots, I will still be given a series of drugs to back it up.
At first, I thought they would be multivitamins or something, but little did I know it wasn't that.
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After my last shot yesterday, my nurse brought out a series of drugs that I am to take after what. I know my soul left my body the moment I saw those packets of tablets, I almost cried and asked her why I still needed to take tablets after the injection and drip. She told me it was gonna last longer if I did just that.
Saying it would take a little while before I fall sick again, and that it is good I take them as prescribed.
I felt cheated for a while because all my hope and thought was that if I settled for the injection and putting of drip method of treatment that I wouldn't need to take any tablets, my major reason for paying so much for the injection and drip only to be very much disappointed.

I was told to start taking the tablets a day after my last shot and that happens to be today, my body temperature is pretty bad at the moment, and I hate the fact that I will have to swallow those tabs. I really hate this, but I can't help because I don't feel very good at all and I really need to get back in health as quickly as I can and as much as possible.
This is me feeling very sad about this whole thing and getting worked up over it.
I really pray to get better soonest.
So say a word of prayer for me if ever this finds you.
*Happy Lord's Day, You All!*

<sup> ***PS: Photos are mine except stated otherwise*** </sup>
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# <div class="text-center"> *𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫*</div>

<sup> *~ 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐖𝐚𝐤𝐲! 𝐀 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢-𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐳𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐀 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐭𝐡 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐬.
𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 "𝐀𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞".
𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐚𝐲
𝐇𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 ~*  </sup>

                  28 May 2023
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                     Sunday

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