Once I wrote this about death

I had never had such a dark and at the same time so calming thought and that is that in the end, death can be an escape from so much suffering, like waking up from a nightmare. And when you see it that way, death no longer terrifies you, it is rather your friend. In the end, I only ask myself to have achieved the things I always wanted to experience, be and see. So that when I have to leave, I do it with a smile on my face.