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| title | "Emotions will not easy to forgive" |
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[unsplash](https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541527131240-0f7d466224d3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMDd9&auto=format&fit=crop&w=1100&q=60)
> Feelings is not a thing or material that it's easy to repair.
Accepting someone's sorry or forgiving in a word is easy. Just like that and that and then done. Although it's easy to forgive it doesn't mean that it was forgotten at already. If someone said sorry and will just answer okay. That's not wrong because you just don't want someone to feel bad about what they've done to you. It's logical that you don't want to feel that way when you did wrong as well.
Let's say you will forgive someone or someone will forgive you as well. Did you really think that the pain of the damage you just did was forgotten? Is saying sorry will be enough to make sure that this person didn't feel grudge anymore because of what you did? There are different types of person in this world. There are those who will forgive easily and there are those who don't. That's why revenge sometimes is inevitable for those who want justice in their hands. But silence for those who want a peaceful life and doesn't like enemies.
The hard thing about forgiving someone is the feeling. The word "sorry" is not the one who decides if everything is alright or if you've been actually forgiven emotionally. In someone will say sorry without being serious that word is just empty. There's no meaning at all and you could tell from it. The words are the one who tells what are you thinking. If you'll say sorry with not a serious so it just means that you don't really mean it. You just want to say it because that what we must do or what we used to do. Forgetting about the real essence of saying sorry and just will say like that.
[unsplash](https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1532184851574-c63dfb9f4e78?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMDd9&auto=format&fit=crop&w=1100&q=60)
You may say sorry to someone and that someone will accept your sorry. Don't think the pain of what you just did will fade right away. It's true that someone forgives you already but considering what you just did. The situation or the relations of you each other will not be back like the way it is.
Imagine when a dress has a stain it's not easy to remove. When you cut a piece of paper you can't put it back as the same as it is. Don't argue when someone treats you different after what you just did. It's not easy to laugh while crying. You don't you open your eyes when actually someone saw you sleeping. It's not easy to forget the pain when it's just fresh. People can forgive through words but not through feelings.
thank you for reading
d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89
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