Sorry to hear of your discouragement @crypto.piotr.  I have written to you a number of times in the past, but you are not as responsive as was once the case.  I can understand, though, as we all have to find peace with our own "journey" here on the Steem blockchain.  No one can do it for us.

For myself, I am not posting as I once did, although that may change in the future.  For the time being, I have higher priority items going on in my "real life" which don't allow that much time in my "virtual life" ...  I do try to keep up with a limited amount of posting and commenting / replying, so still here!

I noticed this morning you appeared to have done a "housecleaning" on those you follow.  Glad to see I still "made the cut" ... 😉 👍  But ... You are also powering down a significant portion of your stake ...