>Pretty shitty life if you ask me. Yeah I know there are starving Africans and shit who would kill for a “shitty” life like that, but that ain’t me. I have higher expectations for myself. I played too many RPGs when I was a kid and fantasized about being the Chosen One

Wow. I think this literally explains the feelings of every nerd out there. There are problems in life, we have conflicting parts of ourselves - everyone wants to have done stuff, nobody wants to do stuff. 

I don't know. I think the answer is different for everyone, although at the same time, it's the same. We all need to find a) the balance between what we need to do and what we want o do and put them together to make a semi-cohesive whole b) Tell ourselves what we need to to get up off our lazy backsides and get to work.

c) Stop talking like we know everything because I'm just as lost as you, just in a slightly different way. But seriously man - you're smart, or at least you seem smart; you're funny - at least in my humble opinion, you can do _stuff._ Whatever that means. Just be there for yourself.

_Im ein ani li, mi li?_

Now I Should go see what you've been up to for the past two days.