i am NOT

https://youtu.be/0BTHoUMDYY8

that guy who used to pop a tranxene every hour while working the 12 hour shift and snorting speed in between at the toilets with the other guys who were there because its the only place who would hire you despite the fact that you're not allowed to have contact with ANYONE else who has been *incarcerated* .. im not the guy i was before that, and im not the guy i was before that, im not the shy a-grade kid, im not the stoner slicing samples all day long

i have no fucking clue who the fuck i am, all i know is what i want

and i know me, and i know whats possible and what not

not is me being part of your machine

how the hell would you fit me into your world ?

i don't even fit into mine

i'll just be the cat that walks by himself, that seems to work for me