RE: On Progress by phoenixwren

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hive-120078 · @phoenixwren · Mar 7 '21 (edited)

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I see you, and I appreciate you saying it! 💛  I was raised very much in that "we don't talk about that kind of thing" mindset, where you are supposed to pretend like everything is fine when it isn't.  It took a LOT of work for me to be able to say things out loud.  So I see and honor your courage!  Hugs back to you. :)

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@littlehyper-nm · Mar 7 '21

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Sorry for hijacking your feed but this 

>  I was raised very much in that "we don't talk about that kind of thing" mindset, where you are supposed to pretend like everything is fine when it isn't. It took a LOT of work for me to be able to say things out loud.rings so true with me. 

Having a dad who has been depressed since I was in my early teens ( a quarter of a century ago ) and who had a psychosis in 2009, didn't help with this. He never expressed himself, emotionally, and talking about depression, or later my fathers 'craziness' / psychosis ( which was the effect of  too much morphine after open-heart surgery )  did not happen in my parents' household. And believe me when I say they can talk.

This is one of my favorite phrases: 

> "depression is the opposite of expression".

Let's not stop to express ourselves ( in words and or creativity )

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@phoenixwren · Mar 7 '21

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That's a great saying - depression is the opposite of expression.  I'm going to have to chew on that.  It *is* helpful to express ourselves and let the toxic thoughts escape our minds!  Sometimes you can be ruminating on something very negative and don't realize just how unhealthy it is until you say it out loud, and have to try and explain it to someone else.  Then sometimes you realize - okay, I'm being really hard on myself, aren't I? ...or whatever the case may be.

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@littlehyper-nm · Mar 12 '21

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> Sometimes you can be ruminating on something very negative and don't realize just how unhealthy it is until you say it out loud, and have to try and explain it to someone else. Then sometimes you realize - okay, I'm being really hard on myself, aren't I? ...or whatever the case may be.

Very true :<)

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