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Managing addiction
For the first part of my life, the only mean of communication being making calls via telephone, writing physical mail to maintain long distance relationship. I can still recall the agony of waiting the girl to reply my mail and after weeks of waiting, just to read a few lines of how busy she was and she need to concentrate on studies.

As I grew older, I started to realize writing mail isn't the way to go. Long distance relationship will only end up she live happily ever after with the guy she think she love, unfortunately that's not me. So, making calls more often is the way to go. Every weekend, I told my mom I'll be going to the library to study, just to have an excuse making calls at the public phone for hours 🤣

I think I didn't realize it was an addiction, until I have my own girlfriend. She moved in to my house, and I had to make excuse going out just to make calls to some other girls 😂 call me an asshole, but I didn't realize I was addicted. At the same time, I thought smoking cigarettes was some kind of fashion.

One thing I need to emphasize, it's an influence from the rock band I grew up with. As if doing drugs, sleeping with girls, smoking publicly like a chimney being the overall projection of a successful musician. At first, I will pretend so badly to smoke Infront of my band mates. And then, I need to pretend like a gangster smoking at the arcade. It got worse when I am at work, I had to smoke everytime I talk to someone just to be sure "I'm with you" are present 😂

How do I know I'm addicted? It hard to say, but at one point when I'm sitting at home, alone. No girlfriend. No relative. Just myself, alone. There's no need for me to pretend or "fashion" myself, yet I found myself craving for cigarettes, and then I know I'm in deep shit. I used to buy 1 stick of cigarettes from the community shop, and then small box. As my working environment changed, need to offer cigarettes as gesture of friendship, had to go big box.

By the time I realized I woke up first thing, I'm standing at the balcony lighting up a cigarette instead of brush teeth, I really know I'm in deep shit and still I choose to buy extra box to keep in the car, at home, at the toilet, beside the TV, on the piano which I don't play for 2 decades, at the work desk, so I don't have to worry if cigarettes run out, rather than buying a bowl of salad to keep in the fridge. 

You see, that is the first two part of my addiction. The younger me whom always crave to have attention from opposite sex, I did it by way of writing and calling, until my girlfriend threaten to breakup with me and she move back so I can call her instead of calling other girls 😂 I really need to thank her for that, she taught me to sit down and speak face to face. I'm glad she's someone's wife today and wish her happily ever after. The last thing she want to know is, I'm well trained and I can talk to my wife properly rather than texting her face to face 🤣

The next chapter, getting off from cigarettes addiction? Thanks to covid. I remember I have mentioned that several times over the past 2 years. There was a mandatory lockdown going on, and I ran out of cigarettes. The nearby convenient shop has no cigarette supply, and both my car's battery dead. I was so desperate to an extend I roll the toilet paper, lite it up and the heavily processed recycled paper choked me almost caused me suffocation 😂 since then, I decided enough is enough. 

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Fast forward to current situation. I've got a small complication happen to my body. Work pressure is currently at its peak, and my body took the toll. I'm not in immediate danger, but the blood test suggest if I don't change my diet, soon I'm gonna be gone. Here comes my 3rd deadly addiction in my life, which probably many of us fall for it and still haven't the slightest idea we've the victim. 

SUGAR

There's no nutrition value to sugar. The sole purpose for the existence of sugar being, taste. I've done lots of readings, safe to conclude our body does not require sugar to function at all. All we need is eat food, and our body can produce enough sugar to function. Now that I'm aware of this, everytime I picked up anything and everything has added sugar to it 😂

For the past few weeks, I've been trying to warn myself to stay away from sugar, and often I found myself eating ice cream at McDonald's, convincing myself it's only an ice cream, not sugar 🤣 I don't know if I can successfully remove myself from sugar. I don't like to use "replacement" to help me quit something that I'm addicted to. Like many suggested me to start vaping before I drop cigarettes. Trust me, I tried. It only lead to more problem and way more money spent. 


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Nope. Not sugar, it's root beer. Oh wait, my country doesn't allow BEER to be used at public places, because it may confused our Muslim friends from the alcohol beverages. We have successfully renamed it as RB 🤣 corn dog is now corn sausage 🤣🤣🤣
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@aroelarnal ·
a When it comes to eating, I feel like the king, because when I see food like this, even though my stomach is full, I still feel hungry🤣🤣🤣
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@davidke20 ·
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That is also another issue, when we eat like a king, we don't have a doctor of the king to take care of our well being. Calories in, calories out. Especially at my age, I really need to cut back on my junk food and treat it like a disorder.
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@futuremind ·
It's good that you recognize ways to improve your health and put it into action. It's not easy but taking small steps is a good practice. 
I can relate to the cigarette addiction, and am the type that likes to keep that extra pack at all times for the same reasons you listed above, which is an indicator of a strong addiction. 
I've been cutting back on coffee and replacing with tea and have noticed improvements to my health as a result. 
Maybe trading those sugar drinks for tea will help. Don't be hard on yourself if you relapse on the sugar though, it's a tough one. 
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@davidke20 ·
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Sugar is the worst kind of drug that is not categorised as drug, whereas it was graded as safe food. Frankly, if you put it side by side with aspartame, why would aspartame be drug and sugar be food? The greatest conspiracy of the entire man kind 
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@futuremind ·
I don't think either of them are food really, but who knows. 

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@graciousvic ·
You know one thing i learn about your story that addiction may be really hard to quite but if you're really determined you can
You really need people who will look out to you. Thank God for that your ex friend who helped you changed.
And as for sugar, you should also mind that. It might not have effect now but it wl in future
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@davidke20 ·
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Thanks for stopping by. I wish we all have the strong mind and ability to step away from addiction.
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@graciousvic ·
Exactly
Thank you for sharing this wonderful piece 
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@justinparke ·
Sorry to hear about these health concerns my man. Geez, what to say , the situation sucks and I'm sure it's scary. The home minister can make healthy meals at home, but I guess your work situation has you traveling a lot, and therefore eating out for many meals.

Maybe you come here, we can feed you our rabbit foods and put you in the cold river to burn calories in between meals. I'm not sure what I'd do, your country is kind of a food paradise. Here in Cambodia it's easy, you'd have to pay me to eat at most Cambodian establishments, so there is no risk for me as I have to cook every meal, and sometimes laziness leads to skipping a meal. 
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@lupega ·
Man, sugar is something that makes you feel happy, so if happiness is fleeting, let's be happy with sugar hahaha.
We can consume sugar in the morning hours, you have all day to burn it off, but after 1 in the afternoon, try not to eat it, the pancreas does not generate insulin and that's the detail.
I wish you a happy weekend
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@davidke20 ·
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Thanks for the tip. I'm actually looking for a long term solution, like replacement sweet? Stavia? Gotta find a plan I can stick to, rather than trying to quit and fall for it all over again. 
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@mell79 ·
I understand what you've gone through. Our ability to think seems to increase with age. I used to eat erratically,and sleep late. But at the time, coffee and cigarettes served as my constant companions. I was addicted.

I am grateful that I gave up smoking and drinking coffee. I'd like to say COVID is to blame, but that's not really true. Perhaps one of the causes is that I was not working and living with a toxic partner at the time causes me to had panic attacks and depression, which is what ultimately caused me to stop. 

Thank God, the awful situation is over. I no longer rely on cigarettes and coffee. I found Hive.Blog to be my new addiction. It also causes me to stop reading the news feed on my Facebook account and be more active on Twitter. 😊
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@davidke20 ·
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I feel ya sis. To me, cigarettes was all the while about fashion. About be that boy from a rock band 🤣 until that one day, even not with the band, just a lone sitting on jamban and I can't find my cigarettes so I can take a dump, and that's the kinda addiction I have developed 🤣
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@mell79 ·
Yeah, I am glad I can quit. I was just like you. Toilet, after meal, morning with coffee mesti ada "berasap." My friends and ex-housemates know me as that, and when they found out I stopped, it took them by surprise. They never thought I could quit because I look "***too addicted to quit***".🤣
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@mrnightmare89 ·
It's like I was reading a fictional story with a different twist of life. I'm addicted to cigarettes too and I hope to stop but it takes time just as you said. But hey, calling in a public telephone and doing some excuses to do so seems romantic. lol
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@davidke20 ·
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There are a lot of stuff that were addicted to, but we felt obliged to still do it to pleasure ourselves, we called it accustomized. There's so many things we subconsciously make it our habit and not realising it. There's one point, I even write 7 blogs a day just to earn an UPVOTE from each different communities 😂
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@mrspointm ·
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@davidke20 ·
谢谢大佬支持❤️
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