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I'm sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing your story. Too often we forget that there are real people and real lives with real joys and pains behind these names and posts we put here on Hive. I realize there is nothing that can be said to make things better, but know this: you have been missed and there are a lot of people here who are sending thoughts and prayers your way to help you through to the other side. And there *is* another side. Unfortunately the only way is *through*, step by step and day by day. As you say, > I walk away heart broken that I lost him, but also incredibility thankful I got to spend such an important part of my life with such an amazing man. The blessing and the curse of sharing your life with a soulmate. For "better of for worse", right? God has a plan for us all and the next chapter for you is about to begin. Stay strong and don't be afraid to ask for help. Peace. Posted Using [LeoFinance <sup>Beta</sup>](https://leofinance.io/@dagger212/re-whatsup-2vevyc)
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I do believe the 2nd chapter of my life will be appreciated at some point, and sometimes I can build up a flicker of interest in it. Right now, it's just so hard to picture. One day at a time I'm getting up, remembering to be thankful for what I had instead of sad about losing him and just taking care of business until new things begin to interest me.
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